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Defeating My Demons
- My Mental Breakdown, Through Darkness to the Light
- Narrated by: Melanie Danvers, Jeff Danvers
- Length: 2 hrs and 7 mins
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In Defeating My Demons, we touch on all the aspects of the mental healthcare system, full circle, and it is terrifying.
Mental illness, mental inpatient facility, abuse, neglect, underfunding, LGBTQ, adoption, cancer, group therapy, cannabis, opioids, C Diff, and unwinding the past and finding the NOW! I hope that my harrowing experience will give some hope and validation to others. I also hope it exposes the tragedy of America's mental healthcare. Defeating My Demons is a call to action to say enough is enough; let's fix this.
Interstitial Cystitis, Interstitial Lung Disease, Endometriosis, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalize Anxiety Disorder, Mental Health Medication, Selective Mutism Anxiety Disorder, Gender Dysphoria, PCOS, HLA-B27, Colitis, Chronic Illness, Chronic Pain, C Diff, alcoholism, and adult child of an alcoholic, are more topics that are discussed in Defeating My Demons.
Manda and Jason are raising their four beautiful children near the Rockies in Colorado. It's gorgeous, yet, both Manda and Jason are rural Kansas natives, Kansas is always home. They also host a free blog, for those that want to take that step and tell their stories.
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