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I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me
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From debut author Jamison Shea comes this slow-burn horror novel that lifts a veil on the institutions that profit from exclusion and the toll of giving everything to a world that will never love you back. This program is read by Grammy- and Emmy-award-winning-actor Kristolyn Lloyd.
There will be blood.
Ace of Spades meets House of Hollow in this villain origin story.
Laure Mesny is a perfectionist with an axe to grind. Despite being constantly overlooked in the elite and cutthroat world of the Parisian ballet, she will do anything to prove that a Black girl can take center stage. To level the playing field, Laure ventures deep into the depths of the Catacombs and strikes a deal with a pulsating river of blood.
The primordial power Laure gains promises influence and adoration, everything she’s dreamed of and worked toward. With retribution on her mind, she surpasses her bitter and privileged peers, leaving broken bodies behind her on her climb to stardom.
But even as undeniable as she is, Laure is not the only monster around. And her vicious desires make her a perfect target for slaughter. As she descends into madness and the mystifying underworld beneath her, she is faced with the ultimate choice: continue to break herself for scraps of validation or succumb to the darkness that wants her exactly as she is—monstrous heart and all. That is, if the god-killer doesn’t catch her first.
A Macmillan Audio production from Henry Holt & Company.
Critic reviews
"With its monstrous ballerinas, beautiful monsters, and writing that drips with both beauty and gore, I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me is a glorious debut. I would follow Jamison Shea down any dark path." —Erica Waters, Bram Stoker Award winning author of The River Has Teeth
"A beautifully wrought horror story that has you rooting for the monster in the face of insidious institutions. Shea’s writing is as graceful as the dancers in their book and will leave readers screaming for more blood."—Trang Thanh Tran, New York Times bestselling author of She is a Haunting
"A hungry novel that smears your teeth with blood and ambition, then asks if you’d be willing to rip them out. Jamison Shea has cemented themself as a force to be reckoned with—and reminds us that when your enemies go low, you can always bury them there."—Andrew Joseph White, New York Times bestselling author of Hell Followed With Us
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Charity Curtis has the summer job of her dreams, playing the “final girl” at Camp Mirror Lake. Guests pay to be scared in this full-contact terror game, as Charity and her summer crew recreate scenes from a classic slasher film, Curse of Camp Mirror Lake. The more realistic the fear, the better for business. But the last weekend of the season, Charity’s co-workers begin disappearing. And when one ends up dead, Charity’s role as the final girl suddenly becomes all too real. If Charity and her girlfriend Bezi hope to survive the night, they’ll need figure out what this killer is after.
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Definitely worth the read. Not too much boring set up to the craziness
- By Miranda on 03-18-24
By: Kalynn Bayron
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Blood Like Magic
- By: Liselle Sambury
- Narrated by: Joniece Abbott-Pratt
- Length: 16 hrs and 14 mins
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A rich, dark urban fantasy debut following a teen witch who is given a horrifying task: sacrificing her first love to save her family’s magic. The problem is, she’s never been in love - she’ll have to find the perfect guy before she can kill him.
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Message: Morality is a myth & Balance is essential
- By Timisha on 01-07-22
By: Liselle Sambury
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Tender Beasts
- By: Liselle Sambury
- Narrated by: Kimberly Woods
- Length: 12 hrs and 28 mins
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With the death of Sunny’s mother, matriarch of the wealthy Behre family, Sunny’s once picture-perfect life is thrown into turmoil. Her mother had groomed her to be the family’s next leader, so Sunny is confused when the only instructions her mother leaves is a mysterious note: “Take care of Dom.” The problem is, her youngest brother, Dom, has always been a near-stranger to Sunny…and seemingly a dangerous one, if found guilty of his second-degree murder charge. Still, Sunny is determined to fulfill her mother’s dying wish.
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Hard start, but gets real good 1/4 through
- By Robert Lanckton on 04-01-24
By: Liselle Sambury
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Blood Debts
- By: Terry J. Benton-Walker
- Narrated by: Bahni Turpin, Joniece Abbott-Pratt, Torian Brackett, and others
- Length: 14 hrs and 30 mins
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Thirty years ago, a young woman was murdered, a family was lynched, and New Orleans saw the greatest magical massacre in its history. In the days that followed, a throne was stolen from a queen. On the anniversary of these brutal events, Clement and Cristina Trudeau—the sixteen-year-old twin heirs to the powerful, magical, dethroned family—are mourning their father and caring for their sick mother. Until, by chance, they discover their mother isn’t sick—she’s cursed. Cursed by someone on the very magic council their family used to rule. Someone who will come for them next.
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An INCREDIBLE book!
- By Aneka Bailey on 05-12-24
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The Black Queen
- By: Jumata Emill
- Narrated by: Angel Pean, Erin Spencer
- Length: 10 hrs and 54 mins
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Nova Albright, the first Black homecoming queen at Lovett High, is dead. Murdered the night of her coronation, her body found the next morning in the old slave cemetery she spent her weekends rehabilitating.
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Great book
- By Allie on 04-14-23
By: Jumata Emill
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Ace of Spades
- By: Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé
- Narrated by: Jeanette Illidge, Tapiwa Mugweni
- Length: 13 hrs and 49 mins
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When two Niveus Private Academy students, Devon Richards and Chiamaka Adebayo, are selected to be part of the elite school’s senior class prefects, it looks like their year is off to an amazing start. After all, not only does it look great on college applications, but it officially puts each of them in the running for valedictorian, too. Shortly after the announcement is made, though, someone who goes by Aces begins using anonymous text messages to reveal secrets about the two of them that turn their lives upside down and threaten every aspect of their carefully planned futures.
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Not for me
- By Bee on 10-29-21
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There's No Way I'd Die First
- By: Lisa Springer
- Narrated by: Nekia Renee Martin
- Length: 8 hrs and 44 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Noelle Layne knows horror. Every trope, every warning sign, every survival tactic. She even leads a successful movie club dedicated to the genre. Who better to throw the ultimate, most exclusive Halloween party on all of Long Island? With some of the top influencers in her school on the guest list, including gorgeous singer-songwriter Archer Mitchell, her popularity is bound to spike. She could really use the social boost for an upcoming brand expansion. Nothing is going to ruin this party. Except…maybe the low budget It clown she hired for a stirring round of tag.
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If you love gore, you are reading the right book!
- By Brittany R. on 01-22-24
By: Lisa Springer
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This Poison Heart
- By: Kalynn Bayron
- Narrated by: Jordan Cobb
- Length: 10 hrs and 17 mins
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Briseis has a gift: she can grow plants from tiny seeds to rich blooms with a single touch. When Briseis’ aunt dies and wills her a dilapidated estate in rural New York, Bri and her parents decide to leave Brooklyn behind for the summer. Hopefully there, surrounded by plants and flowers, Bri will finally learn to control her gift. But their new home is sinister in ways they could never have imagined - it comes with a specific set of instructions, an old-school apothecary and a walled garden filled with the deadliest botanicals in the world.
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Great book!
- By Miriam Bagniewski on 07-09-21
By: Kalynn Bayron
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The Dark Place
- By: Britney Lewis
- Narrated by: Shayna Small
- Length: 7 hrs and 9 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Hylee Williams didn’t ask to disappear. She didn’t ask to move from Kansas City, Kansas out to the suburbs in Missouri. But she did disappear, and not only that, but when she vanished from our world, she materialized in a dark, twisted version of the night that changed her life forever: the night her older brother went missing. Just as Hylee realizes this moment could be the key to unraveling the truth about her brother, she’s yanked away from the dark place back to our world.
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Love itttt
- By Khaliyah Paige on 03-23-24
By: Britney Lewis
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The Taking of Jake Livingston
- By: Ryan Douglass
- Narrated by: Kevin R. Free, Michael Crouch
- Length: 7 hrs and 30 mins
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Sixteen-year-old Jake Livingston sees dead people everywhere. But he can't decide what's worse: being a medium forced to watch the dead play out their last moments on a loop or being at the mercy of racist teachers as one of the few Black students at St. Clair Prep. Both are a living nightmare he wishes he could wake up from. But things at St. Clair start looking up with the arrival of another Black student - the handsome Allister - and for the first time, romance is on the horizon for Jake. Unfortunately, life as a medium is getting worse.
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Brings up too much trauma
- By TheColorNerd on 10-14-21
By: Ryan Douglass
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Blood Scion
- By: Deborah Falaye
- Narrated by: Liz Femi
- Length: 15 hrs and 27 mins
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Fifteen-year-old Sloane can incinerate an enemy at will—she is a Scion, a descendant of the ancient Orisha gods. Under the Lucis’ brutal rule, her identity means her death if her powers are discovered. But when she is forcibly conscripted into the Lucis army on her 15th birthday, Sloane sees a new opportunity: to overcome the bloody challenges of Lucis training, and destroy them from within.
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30 year old white Catholic
- By Jacob b. on 06-30-23
By: Deborah Falaye
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The Forest Demands Its Due
- By: Kosoko Jackson
- Narrated by: Desean Terry
- Length: 11 hrs and 26 mins
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Regent Academy has a long and storied history in Winslow, Vermont, as does the forest that surrounds it. The school is known for molding teens into leaders, but its history is far more nefarious.
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Unexpectedly Moving
- By Thomas E. Melle on 04-21-24
By: Kosoko Jackson
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A Guide to the Dark
- By: Meriam Metoui
- Narrated by: Vaneh Assadourian, Ariana Delawari, Ramiz Monsef
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
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The room is watching. But Mira and Layla don't know this yet. When the two best friends are stranded on their spring break college tour road trip, they find themselves at the Wildwood Motel, located in the middle of nowhere, Indiana. Mira can't shake the feeling that there is something wrong and rotten about their room. Inside, she's haunted by nightmares of her dead brother. When she wakes up, he's still there.
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That ENDING!
- By Richard ReFalo on 04-30-24
By: Meriam Metoui
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The Shadow Sister
- By: Lily Meade
- Narrated by: Tamika Katon-Donegal
- Length: 8 hrs and 51 mins
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Sutton going missing is the worst thing to happen to Casey, to their family. She's trying to help find her sister, but Casey is furious. And she can't tell anyone about their argument before Sutton disappeared. Everyone paints a picture of Sutton's perfection: the popular cheerleader with an entourage of friends, a doting boyfriend, and a limitless future. But Sutton manipulated everyone around her, even stole an heirloom bracelet from Casey. People don't look for missing Black girls—or half-Black girls—without believing there is an angel to be saved.
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Relatable and Intriguing!!
- By Vona May on 07-19-23
By: Lily Meade
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- Selah
- 09-30-23
Loved it!
This is a laure and andor stan account! I loved every second of this read!
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- Tiffany White
- 10-04-23
Absolutely incredible!
I enjoyed every second of this book and cannot wait to see what Jamison Shea does next!
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- Kindle Customer
- 10-16-23
Excellently Monstrous
I am not into horror, but my daughter IS. She strongly encouraged me t get this book, "I think you'll like it." Understatement. I am jonesing for the next book. Just added a new author to my list.
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- Anonymous User
- 09-06-23
Phenomenal
As a Black woman that is exceptional, but has to work twice as hard to be deemed just as good, this book touched me to my core. I feel seen and I understand Lawre and the choices she made. The descriptive scene setting in this book is beautiful and the story truly resonated with me.
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- K. D.
- 09-19-23
Yes!!! Yea!!!! Yes!!!
The beast is ME!!! I’m sold!!! All I’m reading now is YA fiction!!!! From the very 1st line in the book to the very last…..AMAZING!!!! I heard the ballet works was rough…but I didn’t think it was that cut throat!!!
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- Tobi
- 10-17-23
Good book
Good story overall and the narrator was amazing!! It was a bit slow for me but still good.
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- Kristi Bach
- 09-07-23
WONDERFUL.
Absolute favorite book of all time.
For lovers of poetry, female rage, and the divinity within it all- it’s a must.
I can’t wait to see more by Shea. Lloyd’s performance was top tier. Will be relistening until the end of time.
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- Johnell Glasper
- 09-13-23
What a ride!!!
This book took me through the ringer and back again. I didn’t know ballet could be so cutthroat lol.
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- VinVinChar
- 04-09-24
What A Story!
I absolutely LOVED this book! I cannot wait for the next book by Jamison Shea.
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