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- By Kristy Aiken-Smith on 03-13-22
By: David Poses
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The Los Angeles Diaries
- A Memoir
- By: James Brown
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 4 hrs and 58 mins
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Plagued by the suicides of both his siblings, heir to alcohol and drug abuse, divorce and economic ruin, James Brown lived a life clouded by addiction, broken promises and despair. In The Los Angeles Diaries, he reveals his struggle for survival, mining his past to present the inspiring story of his redemption. Beautifully written and limned with dark humor, these 12 deeply confessional, interconnected chapters address personal failure, heartbreak, the trials of writing for Hollywood, and the life-shattering events that finally convinced Brown that he must "change or die".
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Depressing
- By Bridget on 06-21-22
By: James Brown
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Garbage Bag Suitcase
- A Memoir
- By: Shenandoah Chefalo
- Narrated by: Coleen Marlo
- Length: 5 hrs and 41 mins
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Shenandoah Chefalo is on a wholly dysfunctional journey through a childhood with neglectful, drug- and alcohol-addicted parents. She endures numerous moves in the middle of the night with just minutes to pack, multiple changes in schools, hunger, cruelty, and loneliness. Finally at the age of 13, Shen had had enough. After being abandoned by her mother for months at her grandmother's retirement community, she asks to be put into foster care. Surely she would fare better at a stable home than living with her mother?
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What an exceptional and inspiring story!
- By John on 10-20-18
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My Sweet Angel
- The True Story of Lacey Spears, the Seemingly Perfect Mother Who Murdered Her Son in Cold Blood
- By: John Glatt
- Narrated by: Shaun Grindell
- Length: 11 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Lacey Spears made international headlines in January 2015, when she was charged with the "depraved mind" murder of her five-year-old son, Garnett. Prosecutors alleged that the 27-year-old mother had poisoned him with high concentrations of salt through his stomach tube. To the outside world, Lacey had seemed like the perfect mother, regularly posting dramatic updates on her son's harrowing medical problems. But in reality, Lacey was a textbook case of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy.
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Narration UGH
- By Linda on 01-05-18
By: John Glatt
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Through a Mother's Tears
- By: Cathy Broomfield
- Narrated by: Juanita McMahon
- Length: 3 hrs and 33 mins
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When Cathy Broomfield’s youngest daughter, Kirsty, disappeared, Cathy hoped she had gone to stay with friends, to escape her brutal and bullying husband. But as the days passed with no word from Kirsty, a loving daughter who spoke to her mum every day, Cathy became increasingly anxious...until the day the police arrived at her door to tell her they had found a body. Her worst fears had been realised.
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So sad!!
- By Jasmine Brooks on 05-01-24
By: Cathy Broomfield
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Bastards
- A Memoir
- By: Mary King
- Narrated by: Christina Delaine
- Length: 7 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Living in Oklahoma with her maternal grandfather, Mary gets a new name and a new life. But she's haunted by the past: by the baby girls she's sure will come looking for her someday, by the mother she left behind, by the father who left her. Mary is a college student when her sisters start to get back in touch. With each subsequent reunion, her family becomes closer to whole again.
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No sugarcoating, no bitterness, just brilliance
- By Michele Sharpe on 06-26-18
By: Mary King
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Wounds of the Father
- A True Story of Child Abuse, Betrayal, and Redemption
- By: Elizabeth Garrison
- Narrated by: Hillary Huber
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
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In the best-selling tradition of Smashed and The Glass Castle, this raw, eye-opening memoir tells the powerful story of Elizabeth Garrison's fractured childhood, descent into teenage drug addiction, and struggle to overcome nearly insurmountable odds. Elizabeth invites the listener behind the closed doors of a picture-perfect Christian family to reveal a dark, hidden world of child abuse, domestic violence, and chilling family secrets all performed in the name of God under the tyrannical rule of her father.
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A Reader's Comments
- By Kindle Customer on 06-08-19
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Tank Man's Son
- By: Mark Bouman
- Narrated by: Joe Geoffrey
- Length: 9 hrs and 53 mins
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Mark Bouman recounts the events of his childhood at the hands of his larger-than-life, neo-Nazi father in brilliant, startling detail. From adventure-filled days complete with real-life war games, artillery fire, and tank races to terror-filled nights marked by vicious tirades, brutal beatings, and psychological torture, Mark paints a chilling portrait of family life that is at once whimsical and horrific - all building to a shocking climax that challenges even the broadest boundaries of love and forgiveness.
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Riveting
- By KD on 06-28-16
By: Mark Bouman
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Momma Said Write a Book About It
- Memoirs of a Scapegoat
- By: Victoria S. Hardy
- Narrated by: Virtual Voice
- Length: 21 hrs and 37 mins
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When you’re a scapegoat in an abusive household, the scapegoating doesn’t end when you turn 18. Author Dani Donnelly is just now finding this out at age 50, and she’s about to show the world through her memoirs how pervasively damaging an abusive home can be. Her lifelong narcissistic abuser, however, is taking unthinkable steps to put a halt to Dani’s plan. This novel is a chilling tale of survival.
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great book, wish it had a real voice behind it
- By Jayme Paul on 02-02-24
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Camp Paradox
- A Memoir of Stolen Innocence
- By: Barbara Graham
- Narrated by: Angela Starling
- Length: 1 hr and 56 mins
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This haunting yet wry coming-of-age memoir set at an all-girls summer camp fast-forwards decades into the future as Barbara Graham grapples with the knowledge that the "love affair" she believed she'd shared with her female camp counselor in the 1960s fits every definition of sexual abuse. The book will appeal to anyone who has experienced a betrayal of trust or conflated love and abuse.
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Interesting and concise.
- By Anonymous User on 03-24-21
By: Barbara Graham
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The Streets of Baltimore
- The Shocking Addiction Memoir of Brandon Novak
- By: Joe Frantz
- Narrated by: Brandon Novak
- Length: 6 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Brandon Novak, an actor known for the films Jackass and Viva La Bam, among others, was a teenage skateboarder, but his lust for heroin led to a junkie’s destiny on the streets of Baltimore. Arrests, rehabs, and drug-tortured love triangles consumed Novak’s life, until his childhood friend and Jackass alumnus Bam Margera guided him to MTV fame. But Novak’s stardom led him down a self-destructive path that forced him to sculpt his future.
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An honest story.
- By Socialfit77 on 05-03-24
By: Joe Frantz
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The Bitter Taste of Dying
- A Memoir
- By: Jason Smith
- Narrated by: Paul Costanzo
- Length: 6 hrs and 6 mins
- Unabridged
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In his first book, author Jason Smith explores the depravity and desperation required to maintain an opiate addiction so fierce, he finds himself jumping continents to avoid jail time and learns the hard way that some demons cannot be outrun. While teaching in Europe, he meets a prostitute who secures drugs for him at the dangerous price of helping out the Russian Mafia; in China he gets his Percocet and Xanax fixes but terrifies a crowd of children and parents at his job in the process.
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The Amazing Race on narcotics
- By Midwestbonsai on 07-07-16
By: Jason Smith
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- Anonymous User
- 02-05-20
Definition of honesty
Just read it, that is the only way you will understand how magnificent the story is.
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- Janet K. Brown
- 04-18-19
Awesome to listen to
Listened to this book on audible. Really liked the fact that there were two different voices,
one for the mother, one for the daughter. This is a must listen to or read. This is the best audible book I have ever listened to.
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- Caleb Towles
- 08-14-18
Harsh and true, but offers hope
There’s a lot of harsh reality in this book. It is mind opening about how the mind of someone lost in addiction works. It’s harsh and not everyone makes it out. The book offers honesty and hope and I appreciate the authors not romanticizing the situation.
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- Mary Ellen
- 03-09-20
Heartwarming, honest, graphic, and real
Couldn't put this done until finished. There is hope for those afflicted with addiction. Incredible!
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- V. Orner
- 09-21-22
Excellent Story of Overcoming Addition
This story is raw and compelling, beautifully told from two perspectives. It is told with honesty and the power of words here is unforgettable. The narration from Ms Huber and Ms Postel is flawless. I will not forget this story.
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- Dianna
- 04-18-18
Amazing
As a recovering alcoholic and addict myself, words cannot describe how deeply this book has touched me. What an amazing story of despair, recovery, and redemption.
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- M S
- 01-19-22
Read for Inspiration
This book is a great for telling people who suffer addiction that they are not limited to an AA room for the rest of their life (Wandzilak). This is not going to tell you what to do or how to live your life, but it is a good start to hear that you are not alone and there are others like you out there. What I mean is, parents or care takers of addicts should not feel alone, there are parents or caretakers of addicts that have something in common with you. I really appreciate the book for giving Kristina's mom a voice and a platform. I am so unbelievably proud of Kristina for what she has endured and what she has to live with every day and overcome. I highly respect Kristina and what she does. If you are a parent or caretaker of an addict this is a good read for you. Remember, you are more than just an addict and you are more than just a parent to an addict.
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-25-22
spot on!
as a recovering addict,, this really hit home. this POV shows how easy it is to slip into this lifestyle and truly can happen to anyone. wonderful book
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- Dr. Z
- 09-24-18
Thank you for your vulnerability!
Thank you for sharing your journey through addiction. Some reviews say this is just about an over privileged spoiled girl. While her family may have had money, it does not make her story any less important. In fact, it highlights that addiction crosses all socioeconomic classes. This is an important story that was told and needed to be told.
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- Rebecca Marsh
- 07-27-23
Outstanding
Best book I’ve read in a long time - tells about the horrors of addiction and the joy of recovery.
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