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Four steamy and sweet M/M holiday romances in one sizzling bundle! This gay romance collection from Keira Andrews includes four of her best-selling holiday novellas.
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Great holiday collection
- By MagicalAM on 11-28-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Kick at the Darkness
- Kick at the Darkness, Book 1
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Tristan James
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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College freshman Parker Osborne is having the worst day ever. He humiliated himself trying to pick up a cute guy, he hasn't made any friends at school, and his stupidly hot jerk of a TA gave him a crappy grade on his paper. He's going to drop Adam Hawkins' film class and start fresh tomorrow after he's had a good sulk. But Parker's about to find out what a bad day really looks like - if he can survive the night. A virus is unleashed, transforming infected people into zombielike killers.
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keeps you listening
- By Eduardo Ortiz on 07-27-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Love Match
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 5 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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Luke's never falling in love again. All that matters now is winning. He's one of the best tennis players in the world. He has titles and endorsements and fans. He doesn't need love. Especially since he's sure he'll lose everything if he comes out.
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Love on and off the court
- By Erryn Barratt on 02-18-24
By: Keira Andrews
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The Spy and the Mobster's Son
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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When young Sebastian Brambani meets a sexy and exciting older man, he's easily seduced. But for spy Kyle Grant, it's all business. Sebastian is simply a pawn in Kyle's mission to acquire a dangerous chemical weapon from Sebastian's criminal father. Kyle's life is his work for a shadowy international agency protecting the world from evil, and he can't worry about what will happen to Sebastian when the job is done.
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Decent afternoon listen
- By DugFinn on 03-31-24
By: Keira Andrews
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Kiss and Cry
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 7 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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Everything comes easily for Theo Sullivan, whether it’s jumps or figure-skating world titles. Everyone loves him - judges, fans, coaches. I hate him. Now he’s invaded my training center, and I have to see him every day as we prepare for the Olympics. I’m going to win gold if it’s the last thing I do. I’m going to beat him. But the strangest thing is happening. I’m peeking under his happy-go-lucky exterior and discovering there’s more to Theo than I imagined.
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Warm cuddles on a winter night
- By Stephanie G. Buchler on 03-24-22
By: Keira Andrews
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The Christmas Deal
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: John Solo
- Length: 8 hrs and 13 mins
- Unabridged
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Will fake boyfriends become the real deal this holiday? It’s the most wonderful time of the year - except ex-Marine Logan is jobless and getting evicted. Worse, he’s a new single dad with a stepson who hates him. A kid needs stability - not to mention presents under the tree - and Logan’s desperate. Then he meets lonely Seth and makes a deal. Can Logan temporarily pretend to be live-in boyfriends to increase Seth’s chances at a promotion?
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Incredible Story
- By JayReads on 12-17-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Gay Romance Holiday Collection
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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Four steamy and sweet M/M holiday romances in one sizzling bundle! This gay romance collection from Keira Andrews includes four of her best-selling holiday novellas.
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Great holiday collection
- By MagicalAM on 11-28-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Kick at the Darkness
- Kick at the Darkness, Book 1
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Tristan James
- Length: 8 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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College freshman Parker Osborne is having the worst day ever. He humiliated himself trying to pick up a cute guy, he hasn't made any friends at school, and his stupidly hot jerk of a TA gave him a crappy grade on his paper. He's going to drop Adam Hawkins' film class and start fresh tomorrow after he's had a good sulk. But Parker's about to find out what a bad day really looks like - if he can survive the night. A virus is unleashed, transforming infected people into zombielike killers.
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keeps you listening
- By Eduardo Ortiz on 07-27-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Love Match
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 5 hrs and 48 mins
- Unabridged
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Luke's never falling in love again. All that matters now is winning. He's one of the best tennis players in the world. He has titles and endorsements and fans. He doesn't need love. Especially since he's sure he'll lose everything if he comes out.
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Love on and off the court
- By Erryn Barratt on 02-18-24
By: Keira Andrews
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The Spy and the Mobster's Son
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
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When young Sebastian Brambani meets a sexy and exciting older man, he's easily seduced. But for spy Kyle Grant, it's all business. Sebastian is simply a pawn in Kyle's mission to acquire a dangerous chemical weapon from Sebastian's criminal father. Kyle's life is his work for a shadowy international agency protecting the world from evil, and he can't worry about what will happen to Sebastian when the job is done.
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Decent afternoon listen
- By DugFinn on 03-31-24
By: Keira Andrews
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Kiss and Cry
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 7 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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Everything comes easily for Theo Sullivan, whether it’s jumps or figure-skating world titles. Everyone loves him - judges, fans, coaches. I hate him. Now he’s invaded my training center, and I have to see him every day as we prepare for the Olympics. I’m going to win gold if it’s the last thing I do. I’m going to beat him. But the strangest thing is happening. I’m peeking under his happy-go-lucky exterior and discovering there’s more to Theo than I imagined.
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Warm cuddles on a winter night
- By Stephanie G. Buchler on 03-24-22
By: Keira Andrews
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Merry Cherry Christmas
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 7 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
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A nice boy gets naughty...Redheaded freshman Jeremy "Cherry" Rourke is certainly living up to his childhood nickname, although still being inexperienced is the least of his concerns. After coming out, his parents barely talk to him. He hasn't made any friends at university. Worst of all, he's about to spend Christmas completely alone in an empty dorm. Jeremy clearly needs a fairy godfather, so football captain Max Pimenta takes him under his wing to help him find his dating groove. But Jeremy's wound way too tight. He's too vulnerable. Max can't trust some random guy with him.
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Clumsy politics get in the way of a decent story
- By Zell Oakley on 10-24-21
By: Keira Andrews
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Wed to the Barbarian
- Barbarian Duet, Book 1
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Michael Ferraiuolo
- Length: 10 hrs and 27 mins
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Sheltered in the palace with his books, Jem’s life is peaceful. Even if he’s lonely and yearning for romance, the big, strong men he wants don’t crave small, timid princes.
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First Book By Keira Andrews
- By Alejandra Blackley on 04-22-23
By: Keira Andrews
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Honeymoon for One
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 9 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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Betrayed the night before his wedding by the supposed boy of his dreams, Ethan Robinson escapes the devastating fallout by going on his honeymoon alone to the other side of the world. Hard of hearing and still struggling with the repercussions of being late-deafened, traveling by himself leaves him feeling painfully isolated with his raw, broken heart. Clay befriends Ethan, hoping he can cheer him up, and a crush on an unattainable straight guy is exactly the safe distraction Ethan needs. Yet as the days pass and their connection grows, long-repressed desires surface in Clay....
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My favourite.
- By Kindle Customer on 05-13-19
By: Keira Andrews
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The Player
- By: Felice Stevens
- Narrated by: Blake Lockheart
- Length: 10 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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High school librarian Niall Harper has always done the right thing. Except be true to himself. Divorced and raising his teenaged son, Niall is dismayed to discover the new football coach is none other than his long-ago Friday night fantasy and nemesis. Not that it matters—Keller doesn’t remember him. It’s nothing new; Niall has always been easy to forget. Now Keller wants to be friends. And more. Niall can’t deny the annoying man makes him laugh and feel things he’d only dreamed possible. But would a player like Keller be satisfied with a regular guy like him?
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couldn't stop listening
- By Sarah N Cole on 05-03-24
By: Felice Stevens
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Valor: The Complete Duology
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Iggy Toma
- Length: 18 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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Valor on the Move: Growing up gay in the White House hasn't been easy for Rafael Castillo. But once his family's out of the spotlight, he can be honest with his conservative parents about his sexuality and his dream of being a chef. It's definitely not part of Rafa's plan to get a new Secret Service agent who's a walking wet dream. Test of Valor: With his father no longer president, Rafa Castillo can finally be with ex-Secret Service agent Shane Kendrick. Eager to get away from the questions and judgement, Rafa and Shane are building a new life together in Australia.
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Fantastic deal on great books
- By Rellim on 07-04-21
By: Keira Andrews
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Reading the Signs
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux
- Length: 8 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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At 34, veteran catcher Jake just wants to finish out his contract and retire. His team doesn't have a prayer of making the playoffs, but who needs the stress anyway? Jake lost his passion for the game - and life - after driving away the man he loved. He swore he'll never risk his heart again. Then he's traded to a team that wants a vet behind the plate to tame their new star pitcher. Jake is shocked to find the gangly kid he once knew has grown into a gorgeous young man.
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Excellent sports romance
- By Zell Oakley on 07-22-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Firecracker (Honeybridge)
- By: Lucy Lennox, May Archer
- Narrated by: Michael Dean
- Length: 11 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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There wasn’t a time when I didn't know Flynn “Firecracker” Honeycutt. He’s been my childhood friend. My high school rival. The guy I couldn’t stop dreaming about, long after I thought I’d left him and Honeybridge in my rear-view mirror.
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Spectacular start to a new series
- By CMinor12899 on 12-04-22
By: Lucy Lennox, and others
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Falling for Raine
- By: Lane Hayes
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 6 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Moving to London is scary and daunting, but I desperately need this job–and a redo. Okay, so I may have oversold my qualifications. That shouldn’t be a big deal, though. I mean, being an assistant’s assistant seems easy enough, and I’m a fast learner. Hold up! I’m already in over my head with spreadsheets, new pronunciations, and temperamental appliances.
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swoooooonnn ❤️🔥
- By 🎧💕💕💕 readittomebaby 💕💕💕🎧 on 03-12-24
By: Lane Hayes
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Semper Fi
- By: Keira Andrews
- Narrated by: John Solo
- Length: 11 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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As Marines, Cal and Jim depended on each other to survive bloodshed and despair in the Pacific. Relieved to put the horrors of war behind him, Jim went home to his apple orchard and a quiet life with his wife and children. Knowing Jim could never return his forbidden feelings, Cal hoped time and an ocean between them would dull the yearning for his best friend.
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A sweet historical gay romance
- By Sin2sea on 03-02-20
By: Keira Andrews
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Time to Shine
- By: Rachel Reid
- Narrated by: Cooper North
- Length: 11 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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For Landon Stackhouse, being called up from the Calgary farm team is exciting and terrifying, even if, as the backup goalie, he rarely leaves the bench. A quiet loner by nature, Landon knows he gives off strong “don’t talk to me” vibes. The only player who doesn’t seem to notice is Calgary’s superstar young winger, Casey Hicks. Casey treats Landon like an old friend, even though they’ve only interacted briefly in the past. He’s endlessly charming and completely laid-back in a way that Landon absolutely can’t relate to.
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The sweetest slow burn
- By Amazon Customer on 05-24-24
By: Rachel Reid
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The Sunny Side
- The Model Agency, Book 1
- By: Lily Morton
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 11 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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Jonas Durand is successful, rich, and controlled. He owns a prestigious modelling agency and has the world at his fingertips, but a turbulent childhood has taught him to be focused and never deviate from a plan.
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Such a mixed bag this one for me.
- By Christina Azariadou on 07-11-23
By: Lily Morton
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Ryder
- Blue Collar Daddies, Book 1
- By: Jacki James
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 4 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Brennan Taylor is at the end of his rope, and the busted pipe under his kitchen sink was the last straw. He knows nothing about plumbing, or any of the other things his father says a grown man should know, but lucky for him, he is about to lose it in front of the perfect man to help him.
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Oh Daddy...
- By iamltr on 04-08-24
By: Jacki James
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- Roy Shelly
- 11-21-23
A good holiday tale
The story is sort of predictable but holds together well. The voices used really seem to project the characters. The voice of Charlie I found to be irritating at first but then as the story progresses it becomes a natural fit. Overall well done.
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- SZ
- 12-07-23
A tremendous performance for a beautiful story
I love this Christmas novella, it’s probably my favorite Christmas story. I have read it twice and now I have listen to the audiobook. Greg Boudreaux is amazing! He really knocked this one out of the park. I never know exactly what to say about narrators but his different voices for the characters were so good I forgot it was the same person narrating! He acted the book too and in the best way possible. I was actually talking to the book in parts! I’ve never done that but I had these reactions like someone was right there telling me this story. He made me feel so many emotions. It was perfect.
This story itself is one of my favorite tropes; friends to enemies to lovers. I love the angst from their past and how they are forced together to make a trip all the way from San Francisco, CA to Norwalk, CT. There is the only one bed too but it wasn’t a huge part in the story. Nothing was forced with this story, it was told very naturally. This is Keira Andrews at her best.
I forgot how amazingly hot this book was! There are a good amount of sex scenes for a shorter book but they added to the story and made you feel these two men getting to know each other intimately in such a special way. These guys have loved each other for years and there is so much emotion behind their past.
Charlie’s sister Ava really made this story even better. He was the best big brother and his family was so beautiful. There is also Gavin’s parents who I didn’t really like but there was some hope for them. Greg’s acting in Gavin’s coming out scenes was so good and real, it truly broke my heart.
I could read more from these characters, I just adored them so much. There hasn’t been another Christmas book this good since and I know I will re-listen to this in the years to come.
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