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  • From Street life, Prison, to Recovery

    From Street life, Prison, to Recovery
    Jul 17 2024
    In this episode, the guest, Jacob D, shares his journey of addiction and recovery. He discusses how his addiction started with drugs and alcohol as a means to escape his feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment. Jacob talks about the traumatic experiences that further fueled his addiction, including the death of a close friend. He eventually moved to Texas to start a new life and found some stability, but continued to struggle with his addiction. The conversation covers the speaker's experiences with drugs, specifically cocaine and methamphetamine, and the impact it had on his life. He discusses his addiction, the toxic relationships it led to, and the legal consequences he faced. The speaker also talks about his time in prison, his near-death experience in a car accident, and his eventual journey towards recovery. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey from addiction to recovery and how he found purpose in helping others. He talks about his experiences with the law, his relationship with his daughter, and his growth in sobriety. The guest emphasizes the importance of being of service and staying connected to a higher power. He also discusses the transformation he experienced in treatment and the impact it had on his life. Overall, the conversation highlights the power of recovery and the ability to turn one's life around. Keywords addiction, recovery, drugs, alcohol, escape, fear of abandonment, traumatic experiences, death of a friend, stability, drugs, addiction, cocaine, methamphetamine, toxic relationships, legal consequences, prison, car accident, recovery, addiction, recovery, purpose, helping others, law, relationships, growth, sobriety, service, higher power, treatment, transformation Takeaways Addiction can stem from deep-rooted feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment. Traumatic experiences can further fuel addiction and perpetuate a victim mentality. Moving to a new environment can provide a fresh start, but the underlying issues of addiction may still persist. Finding stability and making positive changes in life does not necessarily mean overcoming addiction completely. Addiction can lead to toxic relationships and have severe legal consequences. The speaker's experiences highlight the dangers and negative effects of drugs like cocaine and methamphetamine. The speaker's near-death experience in a car accident served as a wake-up call, but he still struggled with addiction. The lack of awareness and education around the addictive nature of prescription drugs is concerning. The speaker's journey towards recovery involved the support of a lawyer and the realization that he needed to change his life. Recovery is a journey of growth and transformation. Helping others is a key component of staying sober and finding purpose. Being of service and staying connected to a higher power are important in maintaining sobriety. Relationships can be repaired and improved in recovery. Recovery provides an opportunity for personal growth and a chance to live a fulfilling life. Sound Bites "I've just never been okay with being me" "Driven by the fear of abandonment" "I thought he had died" "My daughter was born, we had gotten married. It was for the wrong reasons and like, you know, we're both friends today." "It was like a toxic relationship that you just can't get out of." "I was fucking wired for sound dude everywhere I went man." "I checked into treatment... Not because I wanted to, not because I had a problem. All my externals, like everybody else was my fucking problem." "I found my way into treatment, man. Like I didn't really pay much mind the first couple weeks... But then like, know, shit gets really emotional, right? Because now I'm removed from the drugs." "They mailed it to home and then my girlfriend at the time mailed it to me. Oh, okay. Mailed it to me. So you're catching more charges as you're in rehab."
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    1 h y 38 m
  • Chatting with Chasity

    Chatting with Chasity
    Jul 17 2024
    In this conversation, the hosts discuss their personal experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced. They touch on topics such as the use of Suboxone and methadone as treatment options, the difficulties of coming off opioids, and the long-term effects of these medications. They also share stories of their lowest moments and the desperation they felt during their addiction. The conversation highlights the need for better solutions and support for individuals struggling with addiction. In this conversation, Chastity Munoz shares her journey of addiction and recovery, highlighting the challenges she faced and the lessons she learned along the way. She discusses her experiences with Suboxone and the importance of finding spiritual awakening and self-healing in the recovery process. Chastity also opens up about the impact of her addiction on her son and the healing that has taken place in their relationship. The conversation emphasizes the need for empathy and understanding towards addiction and the importance of sharing personal stories to help others in their own recovery journeys. Keywords addiction, Suboxone, methadone, treatment, opioids, withdrawal, personal experiences, addiction, recovery, Suboxone, spiritual awakening, self-healing, impact on family, empathy, personal stories Takeaways Suboxone and methadone are commonly used as treatment options for opioid addiction, but they can also be addictive and difficult to come off of. Long-term use of Suboxone and methadone may not be the best solution for recovery, as it can lead to dependence and hinder progress. The withdrawal symptoms from opioids can be severe and debilitating, making it challenging for individuals to quit. Personal experiences with addiction vary, but many individuals struggle with finding the right support and resources to overcome their addiction. There is a need for better solutions and support systems for individuals struggling with addiction, including access to comprehensive treatment programs and alternative therapies. Suboxone can be effective in preventing individuals from getting high, but it can also lead to severe withdrawal symptoms if misused. Finding spiritual awakening and dedicating time to self-healing are crucial aspects of the recovery process. Addiction can have a profound impact on family members, and healing and forgiveness are essential for rebuilding relationships. Sharing personal stories and experiences can help reduce stigma and provide support and inspiration to others in their own recovery journeys. Sound Bites "The worst precipitated withdrawals I have ever experienced in my life." "I just need to go to sleep. I just need to go to sleep." "I just ate some bad food." "Suboxone did not work in that instance" "Suboxone sends you into an immediate withdrawal state that is worse than regular withdrawal" "My son saved my life during a car accident" Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Personal Backgrounds 01:30 Introducing Chastity Munoz and Her Podcast 03:28 Acknowledging Those Still Suffering 04:10 Chastity's Struggles with Addiction 05:28 Getting Involved in Dangerous Situations 08:14 The Impact of Suboxone and Methadone 09:37 The Rise and Fall of Pill Mills 13:22 The Challenges of Coming Off Suboxone 18:00 The Methadone Program Experience 22:22 The Long-Term Use of Suboxone and Methadone 26:09 Dependence on Suboxone and Methadone 29:16 A Personal Story of Precipitated Withdrawals 32:24 Desperation and Lowest Moments 33:41 The Need for Better Solutions and Support 34:12 Challenges with Suboxone and Withdrawal 35:39 Spiritual Awakening and Self-Healing in Recovery 37:01 Rebuilding Relationships and Healing Family Wounds 45:30 The Impact of Addiction on Children 46:18 Building a Platform to Shape the Perspective on Addiction 57:13 Battling Pain and Addiction: Chastity's Mother's Story 01:02:23 Announcement: Partnership with Soundville Studios
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    1 h y 8 m
  • 20 & Sober!

    20 & Sober!
    Jul 17 2024
    In this conversation, the hosts and guest discuss addiction and recovery, with a focus on the guest's experience as a young person in recovery. They explore topics such as the age at which addiction started, the impact of addiction on family, the recognition of needing help, and the early stages of recovery. The guest shares his journey of finding sobriety and the role of spirituality in his recovery. They also touch on the challenges and discrimination faced by a young person working in the recovery field. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey of recovery and his experiences in sobriety. He discusses the importance of gaining respect through his knowledge of recovery and the steps. He also talks about his long-term goals, including helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center. The guest emphasizes the power of using his voice, potentially through a podcast. He also discusses his relationship with his family and the positive changes he has seen in his mother. The conversation concludes with the guest's role as a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God. Keywords addiction, recovery, young person, age, family, help, sobriety, spirituality, challenges, discrimination, recovery, sobriety, respect, goals, helping others, psychology, treatment center, using his voice, family, sponsor, relationship with God Takeaways Addiction can start at a young age, and recognizing the need for help is crucial. The impact of addiction on family members can be devastating. Finding sobriety at a young age can provide a new lease on life and a chance to fulfill one's potential. Spirituality and a higher power can play a significant role in recovery. Working in the recovery field as a young person can come with challenges and discrimination. Gaining respect through knowledge and experience in recovery Long-term goals of helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center The power of using one's voice, potentially through a podcast Positive changes in family relationships in sobriety The role of a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God Sound Bites "I always wanted to help people... I feel like I understand the way that people work pretty well." "For the first time in my life, I was like, okay, I never want to touch alcohol, weed, no mind altering substance in any shape or form ever." "I think he may have did some similar as me and it's just something I recommend it to all people. Immerse yourself, immerse." "I may not be your age and I may not have done this for 20 years but one thing that I do understand is recovery and one thing I do understand is the steps and one thing I do understand is how to get sober and how to stay sober." "I would like to own a treatment center one day." "I'd love to have a podcast one day, be able to use my voice in that way." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 02:58 Guest Introduction and Discussion on Age and Recovery 06:03 Recognizing Addiction at a Young Age 10:20 The Impact of Trauma on Addiction 13:09 Realizing the Potential in Recovery 21:21 Catalysts for Change and Early Recovery 28:19 Working in Recovery as a Young Person 33:21 Gaining Respect and Making a Difference 35:47 Gaining Respect Through Recovery 36:48 Long-Term Goals: Helping Others and Owning a Treatment Center 38:16 Using My Voice: The Power of a Podcast 48:30 Positive Changes in Family Relationships 55:45 The Role of a Sponsor and Cultivating a Relationship with God
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    1 h y 14 m
  • Seeking Help in Addiction

    Seeking Help in Addiction
    Jul 17 2024
    In this conversation, the hosts discuss various topics including addiction, recovery, and the use of substances like weed. They share personal experiences and insights, emphasizing the importance of communication and support in the recovery process. They also touch on the impact of social media and the need for occasional breaks from it. The hosts express gratitude for their friend and producer, JV, who plays a crucial role in the podcast. Keywords addiction, recovery, substances, weed, communication, support, social media Takeaways Addiction can take many forms, and it is possible to be addicted to substances like weed. Recovery is a personal journey, and what works for one person may not work for another. Communication and support are essential in the recovery process. The impact of social media on mental health and addiction should not be underestimated. Taking breaks from social media can be beneficial for overall well-being. Expressing gratitude for the support and contributions of others is important. Sound Bites "I kind of miss the stench of shit and piss in downtown Austin. God, I miss it." "Recovery is 100% sober in my eyes and living in principle." "Weed fucks me up more than anything. That's why I never did it." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Nostalgia for Austin 03:09 Talking About Advice and Helping Others 09:41 Approaching Addiction and Recovery 16:31 The Addictive Nature of Weed 27:10 The Impact of Social Media 35:39 Communication and Substance Use 44:51 Acknowledging the Producer's Contribution
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    48 m
  • Guest Recap, Growth, and Goals!

    Guest Recap, Growth, and Goals!
    Jul 17 2024
    The conversation begins with some lighthearted banter before the hosts introduce themselves and acknowledge Father's Day. They express gratitude for their recent guests and discuss the commonalities in addiction stories. They share personal experiences of hitting rock bottom and the desperation that comes with addiction. The hosts also touch on the disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs. The conversation is raw and honest, highlighting the struggles and challenges of addiction. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and the lengths they went to in order to obtain drugs. They share stories of begging for drugs, showing up unannounced at dealers' houses, and searching through trash to find drugs they had discarded. They also talk about the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences. The speakers discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center. Keywords addiction, recovery, stories, commonalities, rock bottom, desperation, finding veins, addiction, drugs, begging, dealers, searching, trash, recovery, goals, music, podcast, treatment center Takeaways Addiction stories may have unique elements, but there are commonalities that connect all addicts. Hitting rock bottom and experiencing desperation are often catalysts for seeking recovery. The disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs can be frustrating and demoralizing. Addiction can lead to the loss of relationships and the inability to regain what has been lost. The hosts express gratitude for their guests and the opportunity to share their stories. Addiction can drive people to extreme measures, such as begging for drugs and showing up unannounced at dealers' houses. The speakers emphasize the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences. They discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center. They highlight the power of small gestures and acts of kindness in changing someone's day or even their life. The speakers express gratitude for the support they have received and the opportunities they have to make a positive impact. Sound Bites "I thought what I was dealing with was mental health. It was probably more the withdrawals from the Benzos and the alcohol." "I lost my house. I went through a divorce. I lost three cars. I've lost so much money and so many friends and family." "When you're not able to hit a vein or find a vein and you're so badly wanting to get that into your bloodstream." "I've had to, of course, I've had to beg my guy like, dude, please, dude. I just need a fucking 20 -piece, dude." "I wasn't driving I was walking. Yeah, whatever. I'm to my own walking two miles in a Jake you can't just keep showing up my house" "A hundred bucks a gram, which is fucking outrageous, but that's what he was charging and he could charge that because it was really, really good."
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    53 m
  • Let's talk about Porn Addiction!

    Let's talk about Porn Addiction!
    Jul 17 2024
    In this episode, the hosts discuss the topic of porn addiction and its connection to drug addiction. They share their personal experiences with porn addiction and how it affected their relationships and lives. They also talk about the accessibility of porn on the internet and how it can contribute to addiction. The hosts emphasize the importance of seeking help and support for addiction and encourage listeners to share their experiences and seek help if needed. Keywords porn addiction, drug addiction, accessibility, support, help Takeaways Porn addiction is a real and serious issue that can have negative effects on relationships and overall well-being. The accessibility of porn on the internet can contribute to addiction and make it difficult to break free from the cycle. Seeking help and support is crucial for overcoming addiction, whether it's related to drugs or porn. Sharing experiences and seeking help can help individuals realize that they are not alone in their struggles. Sound Bites "No topic is off limits with No topic" "I got 58 fucking tabs open" "I don't have to watch it for 10 hours anymore" Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 06:19 The Impact of Porn Addiction 12:41 The Accessibility of Porn on the Internet 29:13 Personal Experiences with Porn Addiction 38:09 The Importance of Seeking Help and Support 47:35 Remembering Loved Ones 48:02 Closing Remarks and Call to Action
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    50 m
  • The effects of using & lost ones

    The effects of using & lost ones
    Jul 17 2024
    In this conversation, the hosts discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share personal stories about drug use, physical effects, and mental health. They also talk about the importance of community and support in the recovery process. The hosts celebrate a milestone of 18 months of sobriety for one of them and honor the memory of two individuals who lost their lives to addiction. Keywords addiction, recovery, drug use, physical effects, mental health, community, support, sobriety, memory, honor Takeaways Addiction and drug use can have severe physical and mental effects on individuals Recovery is a continuous process that requires support and community Milestones in sobriety should be celebrated and honored Remembering and honoring those who have lost their lives to addiction is important Sound Bites "Let's pivot into a fucking topic" "Happy birthday brother" "Rest in peace, Caitlin Trotter and Yuri Marcus" Chapters 00:00 Drug use and physical effects 03:21 The power of community and support 07:03 Celebrating milestones in sobriety 14:09 Transition to a new topic 41:05 Celebrating a birthday 46:21 Honoring the memory of Caitlin Trotter and Yuri Marcus
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    50 m
  • Addiction & Medicine

    Addiction & Medicine
    Jul 17 2024
    In this episode, the hosts celebrate their 2000 subscribers and reflect on their journey so far. They discuss the concept of 'carpet farming' and share stories of finding unexpected substances on the floor. The conversation then takes a more serious turn as they discuss the loss of loved ones to addiction and the struggles of recovery. They read a powerful comment from a listener who shares their own harrowing experience with addiction and the challenges they face in wanting to stop. The hosts emphasize the importance of asking for help and finding support in the recovery community. Keywords celebration, subscribers, carpet farming, addiction, loss, recovery, asking for help, support Takeaways The hosts celebrate reaching 2000 subscribers and express gratitude for their listeners' support. They share stories of 'carpet farming' and finding unexpected substances on the floor. The conversation turns to the loss of loved ones to addiction and the challenges of recovery. They emphasize the importance of asking for help and finding support in the recovery community. Sound Bites "Thank you so much, everybody. Thank you so much for listening, liking, subscribing, hit the bell, keep doing it." "Carpet farming is when you run out of dope and you go looking for it anywhere, and the best place to look for it is in the carpet." "The hosts share personal stories of losing loved ones to addiction and express the importance of honoring their memory." Chapters 00:00 Celebrating 2000 Subscribers 02:50 The Strange Phenomenon of 'Carpet Farming' 07:27 The Heartbreaking Losses of Addiction 16:22 The Importance of Asking for Help and Finding Support
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    50 m