"I've been drinking more alcohol for the past five days

Did you check on me?

Now, did you look for me?

I walked in the room, eyes are red and I don't smoke banga

Did you check on me? (Did you check on me?)

Now, did you notice me?"

-Libianca Fonji

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On this marvelous adventurous episode of Dis |so.so| Ciated Thoughts....

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We are coming to you from a car once again but this time in a rental car parked alongside the top of Santa Monica MOUNTAIN, overlooking San Bernadino Valley in SoCal!!

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We had an amazing guest, Yusuph!! We meet freshmen year of UC Davis and have been close ever since! We both started pre-med and both our stories have drastically changed! Medicine is still in our future but we are choosing something different for now, choosing love, on our journey towards it!

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It seems like its not just though, we are all going through this internal conflict. Do we stick with our childhood dreams and goals or do we give ourselves the grace, patience, and flexibility, the same as a child, to fail at something new and keep trying?

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With the world in the state that its in, I know everybody can feel it because we are having a global awakening!! The world we live in or that we used to live in is dying and changing VERY QUICKLY!! Do we keep pushing the same dreams we had pre-covid or do change with the world around us?

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Then again the question comes: ARE YOU DOING IT FOR THE MONEY OR THE LOVE!?!? If the world were to end tomorrow would you still be working a 9 to 5 or would you be working your dreams and making fantasies realities?!?

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ITS THAT TIME!

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Of course...with our quarter century life crisis...comes the hardest question for us to ask: To Build A Family or To Wait to Our 30s or Beyond? Do We Want a Family??

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Thanks to @thehoodhealer, I've come to overstand that I am in the World not of it!! But there are a lot of people lost in the sauce of EGO and MONEY. There are also a lot of hurt people who refuse to do the work necessary to live a happy and fulfilling life! Do you sacrifice yourself to society or to your dreams?!?

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Its time to bring back the love for all people not just your partner! Love your friends, tell them that, show them that, the same energy you give to your lover! The same to a stranger! Its internally liberating in a society that breeds hate and fear

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*Just a little disclaimer*

We had meet up earlier at Venice Beach and he was to give me a tour of LA. Being that both of us are water signs being by the water brings up all the feels, so we had already been conversating on a deep level...plus I'm just that person lol. He had NO IDEA, I had my equipment and this was completely impromptu!!

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