Introducing Now I See: Eye Opening Stories from the Formerly Faithful. Hosted by Amber White, a former Fundamental Baptist, this show features guests sharing their stories of leaving their strict faith systems and rebuilding their lives on their own terms.

Episodes air bi-weekly on Sundays beginning April 9, 2023.
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Welcome to Now I See, friends. In this inaugural episode, I’m doing my least favorite part of this entire podcast journey so far- telling my own story. It’s vulnerable, open, and I talk about things that I’ve kept pretty close to the chest for the last thirteen years.

I’m honored to be joined by guest interviewer (and one of my dearest friends), Jenna Graham, while she takes my spot as host. Together, we delve into my former world of rural Christian fundamentalism, homeschooling, one of the strictest Bible colleges in the country, and my eventual departure from it all.

*Content Warning: This Episode Contains Mention of Sexual Assault*

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Growing up surrounded by the beauty of the natural world, singing songs with family, and not worrying about money might sound idyllic, but is it worth the freedom of choice?

In this episode, I’m joined by Kelda Harrison. Kelda is a mother, business owner, and co-host of the Skin and Blister podcast. She’s also a former faithful who rebuilt her entire life after leaving a strict fundamentalist Christian commune at 19.

Tune in to hear Kelda’s story, how she left, what she’s struggled through, and why it’s all been worth it.

CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains a conversation about domestic violence. If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, please visit or share the resources linked below.

NOTE: Kelda still has family living on the commune, so we do not mention its name in this episode, and we use very careful language around it. We ask that you not mention any names or titles in the comments for this show or any of the social media channels.

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• CDC Violence Prevention Report
• Psychology Today Article on The Familiarity Principle
• Pisgah Legal Services (WNC Resource)
• Help Mate (WNC Resource)
• Family Justice Center (WNC Resourse)
• National Domestic Violence Hotline
• National Resource Center on Domestic Violence
• Custody Peace Instagram Page