**Trigger Warning**

Episode contains discussion of physical abuse, Racism, suicide and addictions

Tom shares his childhood experiences growing up in Essex, highlighting the traumatic events and the impact they had on him.

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He discusses his relationship with his father, who had a difficult upbringing and struggled with anger and aggression. Tom talks about his involvement in drug dealing and his own drug use, as well as his career as a professional fighter. He also mentions the challenges his mother faced as a single parent and the repossession of their home.

Throughout his story, Tom emphasises the need for help and support for young men who have experienced similar struggles. Tom shares his experiences of struggling with addiction and mental health issues, including psychosis and suicidal thoughts. He recounts a traumatic incident where he woke up in a Croatian family's house after going missing for four days.

Tom discusses the traumatic day where his mother took her own life

Tom's journey to recovery began when his partner took him to a 12-step fellowship meeting. He emphasizes the importance of addressing the underlying causes of addiction and seeking therapy in addition to attending meetings. Tom also discusses the need for a safe environment and the challenges of rebuilding trust with loved ones. In this final part of the conversation, Tom and Russ discuss the importance of support from others in recovery, the ongoing journey of healing, and the challenges of relationships and self-worth. They also touch on the impact of social media and the need for open communication and understanding in relationships.

Tom shares his experience of standing up to insensitive comments about suicide and emphasises the importance of being aware of one's surroundings and the power of words. The conversation ends with a discussion about the potential for Tom to use his story to inspire and help others

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