Want to make 2026 your worst year ever? Cool. I’ve got a six-step blueprint for staying stuck and hating your life.

Inspired by a Leila Hormozi episode on “how to have your worst year,” I riffed on the idea and realized… I’ve been accidentally doing a bunch of these over the last 6–8 weeks. So in today’s solo episode, I’m laying out six sneaky, high-performer patterns that quietly drain your energy, dilute your momentum, and keep you spinning in the same loops (even when you’re successful everywhere else).

We’re talking about:

• collecting strategies like Pokémon cards while ignoring the energetic root
• forcing yourself into other people’s “5-step plans”
• being wildly promiscuous with your attention (yes I said it 😅)
• using external validation as emotional blood sugar
• treating yourself like a fragile flower instead of building resilience through action
• and the big one: confusing growth discomfort with misalignment suffering

This episode is equal parts playful roast and loving reality check, especially for high-performing creatives and growth-oriented women who are ready to stop outsourcing their power and start building momentum that actually fits their nervous system.

And if you recognize yourself in 4 or more of these patterns, you might want to join us for the next round of Food Freedom Fantasy: deep health + consistency that feels like foreplay, without dieting or giving your power away to someone else’s formula.

Next week: the antidote episode (fiery + tactical) to help you do the rest of 2026 radically differently.

Links Mentioned:

• Food Freedom Fantasy: Learn More & Join The Next Live Round
• Episode 230: Food Is Not Love & The Algorithm Is Not Your Daddy
• Leila Hormozi's Podcast Episode

What if your struggles with food, energy, confidence, and even pleasure weren’t about discipline… but about disconnection from your body?

In this episode of the Embodied Writing Warrior Podcast, I’m joined by somatic sexuality and relationship coach Melanie Bonk (yes, that’s really her name 😏), where we explore the powerful link between pleasure, nervous system safety, embodiment, and vitality.

We dive into:
✨ Why pleasure is your birthright (and why society trained you out of it)
✨ How breathwork and somatic awareness unlock deeper presence and sensation
✨ The connection between body safety, self-trust, food patterns, and confidence
✨ Why pressure kills pleasure (in the bedroom AND in life)
✨ Simple tools to get out of your head and back into your body

This conversation is a reminder that when women reconnect to their bodies, everything changes, including how they nourish themselves, lead their lives, and experience joy.

If you’ve ever felt disconnected, numb, stuck in your head, or caught in cycles with food or self-sabotage, this episode is your invitation back home to your body.

Links Mentioned:

• Melanie’s Instagram
• Melanie’s Website
• Food Freedom Fantasy Enrollment Page

In this special episode, I’m taking you inside Lesson 1.3 of Food Freedom Fantasy.

You’ll hear the full framework behind Narrative Alchemy — a five-element, identity-based healing process designed to address the five core wounds that silently drive emotional eating, perfectionism, burnout, and inconsistency in high-achieving women.

If you’ve ever wondered:

• Why you can excel in business, relationships, and growth… but still struggle with food
• Why rigid accountability challenges sometimes make things worse
• Why “just try harder” never seems to solve the deeper patterns
• Why you spiral after one “off” meal
• Why healing feels endless but consistency still slips

This episode is for you.

Inside, I break down:

• The 5 Core Wounds:
  • I am not safe (Earth)
  • I am not loved (Water)
  • I am powerless (Fire)
  • I have to be perfect (Air)
  • I can’t trust (Ether)
• How each wound contributes to binge eating and self-sabotage
• Why misdiagnosing your wound keeps you stuck
• How Dance Alchemy heals these patterns somatically
• Why identity transformation must replace food obsession

This is not about willpower.
It’s not about discipline.
It’s not about finding the perfect plan.

It’s about healing the root patterns that made food your regulation strategy in the first place.

If you’re ready to move from performance-based consistency to identity-based embodiment… press play.

• Food Freedom Fantasy Enrollment Page
• Patrick Dominguez – Inner Coach
• Brooke Yantzi – Dance Alchemy
• Podcast Episode: Stop Icing the Knee (Misdiagnosed Wounds)

What if your birth chart could show you how to care for your body, not just who you are?

In this episode of the Embodied Writing Warrior Podcast, Kayla sits down with alchemical herbalist, medical astrologer, and ecstatic dance DJ Diggory to explore the intersection of True Sidereal astrology, plant medicine, embodiment, and vitality.

Diggory shares why he transitioned from Western (tropical) astrology to True Sidereal, how this shift radically increased the accuracy of medical astrology readings, and how birth charts can guide everything from self-care practices to creativity, movement, sensuality, and nourishment.

Together, they explore:

• Why True Sidereal charts often feel like “coming home”
• How medical astrology can reveal root causes beneath symptoms
• The role of joy, creativity, and expression in physical health
• How astrology and herbalism work together for hyper-specific healing
• Why dance, music, and pleasure are underrated medicine
• How your Moon sign can guide embodied self-care practices

This episode is an invitation to move beyond rigid health rules and into personalized, pleasure-led vitality.

✨ Bonus: If you join the March round of Food Freedom Fantasy and choose the pay-in-full option, you’ll receive a True Sidereal birth chart reading to support your embodied health and consistency journey.

Links Mentioned:

• Food Freedom Fantasy (March Round)
• Diggory’s Website: soulguidemedicines.com
• Diggory’s Email: ask@soulguidemedicines.com

What if the reason your tools “aren’t working” anymore… isn’t because you’re broken—but because you’re treating the wrong wound?

In this deeply personal solo episode, Kayla explores one of the most common and painful reasons emotional eating, burnout, and self-sabotage can persist even after years of mindset work, nervous system regulation, and healing practices: misdiagnosis.

Using the metaphor of icing the knee when the shoulder is dislocated, this episode unpacks how safety tools can actually increase emotional eating when the core wound isn’t about danger—but about love, belonging, power, trust, or acceptance.

You’ll hear:

• Why high-performing, Type A women often get stuck after doing “all the right work”
• How safety wounds and love/attachment wounds feel different in the body
• Why calming yourself down can make things worse when what you actually need is to be met
• How emotional eating becomes a stand-in for unmet love and care
• What changes when you stop trying to earn love—from yourself, from others, or from an algorithm

Kayla also shares vulnerably about social media, medium mismatch, attachment wounds, and how putting conditions on love—internally and externally—quietly erodes self-trust.

If you’ve ever thought:

• “I feel calmer, but I’m still sad”
• “I’ve done so much healing… why do I still ache?”
• “Food is the only thing that gives relief right now”

This episode will help you stop icing the knee—and finally tend to the wound that’s actually asking for care.

Links Mentioned

• Previous Episode: Food Is Not Love & The Algorithm Is Not Your Daddy
• Free Workbook & Assessments: https://embodiedwritingwarrior.com/gift
• Food Freedom Fantasy (Starting March 2026)
• Divine Daddies Audio Storybook: https://embodiedwritingwarrior.com/divinedaddies
• Book a ReWrite Me Call
• Instagram: @embodiedwritingwarrior

What happens when fantasy, romance, and trauma collide?

You get something raw, powerful, and deeply human. You get traumantasy—a genre that author Lily from Mother of Stories stumbled into… and then fell in love with.

In this episode of the Embodied Writing Warrior Podcast, we dive into the world of traumantasy and what makes it so unique. Lily shares how her original intention to write high fantasy was gently overtaken by a deeper calling: to write stories about trauma, relationships, identity, and healing. What emerged was a genre that offers more than escape—it offers reclamation.

We talk about:

• Why trauma-centered fiction can be a form of therapy—for both writer and reader
• The importance of diverse representation in fantasy and romance
• The healing power of community, especially when readers recognize themselves in each other
• Writing through the lens of Internal Family Systems and parts work
• Why intention and execution matter when writing outside your lived identity
• And how embracing your nonlinear, neurodivergent process can still create magic

Lily's current projects include a novel titled Hearts Change My Scars, a monster erotica novelette, and ongoing work on her Substack newsletter Mother of Stories. Her writing is filled with emotionally complex characters, moral nuance, and the kind of catharsis we don’t always get in real life.

Whether you're a fellow writer or a devoted reader of darker romance and trauma-informed fantasy, this conversation will leave you feeling seen—and maybe even a little more whole.

Links Mentioned:

• Lily On Substack
• Lily On Instagram

What if food isn’t love… and the algorithm isn’t your daddy?

In today’s deeply personal episode of the Embodied Writing Warrior Podcast, I unpack the surprising connection between emotional eating, anxious attachment, and our relationship with social media. This conversation goes beyond “mindset” or “willpower” and into the deeper patterns that shape consistency, self-worth, creativity, and belonging.

I share how my own struggles with food resurfaced during a season of hyper-focusing on social media growth—and why the algorithm functions a lot like an emotionally unavailable attachment figure. Hot-and-cold reinforcement. Random validation. The endless loop of “maybe this time I’ll be chosen.”

We explore the concept of medium mismatch—why some environments, platforms, or practices quietly dysregulate us, even when we’re “doing everything right.” And how choosing the right medium (in business, health, and relationships) can restore consistency, creativity, and peace without forcing or self-abandonment.

This episode is especially for you if:

• Loneliness or inconsistency has been a trigger for emotional eating
• You feel drained or performative on social media
• You’ve struggled with anxious attachment patterns in love or business
• You crave depth, safety, and sustainability—not hustle or shock-value marketing

I also share practical boundaries I’m implementing around social media, how my eating stabilized almost immediately after this realization, and an embodied activation to help you audit the environments shaping your life.

Links Mentioned:

• Free Workbook: Hungry For Safety: A Divine Daddies Guide to Emotional Freedom
• Workshop: Emotional Eating to Emotional Freedom (Live + Replay Available)
• Book Recommendation: The Content Exit by Sophie Wilson
• Podcast Episode 130: Does Running Cause Weight Gain? All Things Cardio, Cortisol, & Choosing An Aligned Form of Exercise
• Substack Post: Biology Does Not Lie - Borrowed Animals by The Biological Imagination

So many aspiring writers believe they need to write every day, hustle through the draft, or follow rigid rules to finish a book. But what if the real magic lies in slowing down and tuning in?

In this episode of the Embodied Writing Warrior Podcast, I’m joined by Charlotte from Her Narrative—developmental editor, book coach, and author of Write With Intention. Charlotte blends story strategy with deep compassion to help writers approach the creative process as a soul-led journey, not a sprint.

We talk about:

• Why mindfulness is the missing ingredient in so many writing methods
• How to build a sustainable rhythm without writing every day
• What to do when self-doubt, procrastination, or burnout show up
• How to reconnect with your why and your readers’ hearts
• Why getting your messy first draft done is the only goal that matters at first

Charlotte’s perspective is a refreshing reminder that writing can be both powerful and gentle. It doesn’t need to be a grind—it can be a space for healing, clarity, and transformation.

Links Mentioned:

• Her Narrative Website
• Write With Intention Book
• Her Narrative on YouTube
• Charlotte on Instagram
• Charlotte on TikTok
• Join the Writing Collective