Survival Mode

De: Zeda Grace
  • Resumen

  • A late 20's self-proclaimed "relatively hot" woman with a background in biochemistry and epidemiology. The type of person who is so aware of the response to their presence, they personally enjoy mutilating the egos of men at her whim (never unjustly, to be clear). A self-aware "narcissist" (literally any woman very comfortable with prioritizing THEMSELVES in THEIR own life) just trying to creatively express my anxiety whilst also attempting to monetize my voice (unlike that idiotic mermaid) and the voices of those around me to normalize conversation. All under the satirical comedic fall back that "it's a joke!" whenever I go a little too far.
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  • Isaac Williams - The Ghost of Military Ball's Past (Part II)
    Jan 7 2023

    Part Two of Two

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    Start -- The pragmatic way I consider relationships because of my parent’s divorce, the choice to prioritize stability and how to view chaos, adaptations to passivity through avoidance and intimidation – not everybody is a narcissist, never assume malice when ignorance is possible

    9:30 – don’t expect anyone to back you before you’ve “made it”, the burden of uncertainty, self-fulfilling prophecies

    16:50 – Inaction is worse than doing something and pissing people off, silence is complicity, Speaking your convictions is very different from performing them

    20:30 – All you do is fail at the start, building something of your own, keep fucking going

    21:50 – Hasan Minhaj’s Netflix Comedy Special, political discourse as an entertainer

    27:30 – How to mitigate the way people get intimidated by me, the way I approach interacting with humans, it’s not my responsibility to read your mind

    31:00 – Isaac’s WestPoint Military Ball Story including how he got his chest waxed in preparation of my arrival

    41:28 – I’m back on team arranged marriage and this Israeli wrestler was notttttt

    48:00 – being human means being able to express emotions, learning how to cope with your emotions

    1:03:00 – My end goal is to be “content” every day, not “happy”, needing to vocalize the ways in which people help me more

    1:12:00 – needing to interact more with people in real life, the difficulties of socialization and being psychoanalytical

    1:15:15 – Living in the country versus living in the city and the way my character is perceived as a negative in the city

    1:21:00 – “Insanity” is relative, everything is made up

    1:34:30 – convoluted divorces and messy exits

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    1 h y 42 m
  • Isaac Williams - Emotions Are Hard (Part I)
    Jan 7 2023

    Part One of Two for the first feature of Sir Isaac Williams, notable Aussie, owner of multiple passports, all around interesting human being

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    STARTS – Isaac’s Background/Cliff Notes version of his life, role models in our lives

    17:15 – “I’m just happy to fuck things up, right out the gate”, Learning from experience and planning to encounter the unknown, Isaac recounts speaking to his biological brother for the first time in several years

    24:10 – the subjectivity towards marijuana classification, Isaac’s struggles with moderation and his full-blown crystal meth addiction (involving daily use for ~3 years) that he has since been 7 years clean and sober from

    38:40 – Isaac’s transition from smoking weed to other drugs, specifically beginning to dabble in mdma & pills of variety

    44:40 – the way that talking/writing about addiction and how communication has changed the way people interact with me, how many people pulled social support from me

    50:23 – The semantics of “Rock Bottom”, awakening your humanity

    1:02:35 – A higher level of understanding, ft. Isaac and his biological brother’s first phone call in years, the way Isaac’s mother communicates with directly brutal honesty and how it is received, the story of Isaac’s childhood that his brother shared with him

    1:09:40 – the fear over the position’s I take on a global platform that my family shares, the way emotional expression in men can come off as “monstrous”, choosing to exist in positions of darkness

    1:18:00 – the use of art to progress as a human being and the strings you perceive are attached to that

    1:23:45 – it sucks being alone, a judge’s advice to reading humans

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    1 h y 26 m
  • Please Don't Kill Yourself: Addiction
    Jan 11 2022
    In honor of season 2 of Euphoria being released on HBO Max this week, and for my cheating, dishonest, liar of a “partner” to not be able to watch it since I logged out of my own Hulu and his…

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    1 h y 48 m

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