• The Year of Magical Thinking

  • By: Joan Didion
  • Narrated by: Vanessa Redgrave
  • Length: 1 hr and 28 mins
  • 4.4 out of 5 stars (9,729 ratings)

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By: Joan Didion
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When celebrated writer Joan Didion’s life was altered forever, she wrote a new chapter. In this adaptation of her iconic memoir, Didion transforms the story of the shattering loss of her husband and their daughter into a one-woman play performed by Tony Award winner Vanessa Redgrave, who originated the role on Broadway in 2007. Written with Didion’s trademark style of cool observation, The Year of Magical Thinking weaves back and forth in time, taking listeners on a poignant journey through heartbreak, grief, and resilience. It’s an unforgettable theatrical experience that resonates with anyone who has ever loved.

©2005 Joan Didion (P)2020 AO Media LLC

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Difficult story, but worth it

** Important to know that this is a shorter version of the book by the same name available
on Audible but not narrated by Vanessa Redgrave. The words here are from the one woman
play of the same name.

I saw Vanessa Redgrave do the first run of The Year of Magical Thinking in 2007 on Broadway.
She entered the theater looking really bad. The evening before she had not been well and had
canceled. I flew from Florida to NYC that morning so I was worried after hearing she had let
the understudy take her place the night before.

The play was excellent. It was Ms. Redgrave sitting on the stage as if just telling us the story.
It was very difficult to hear the pain and confusion. I think people often do not understand what
magical thinking is. It was the perfect title for this book. In the early part she says she thinks
he is still alive in California due to the time difference. That is a good example of magical thinking.
Sentences that begin with "if" are often magical thinking. There is a difference in the play and
the recording. Ms. Redgrave was 70 when she was in the play and now is 83 so there is a bit
of a difference in her voice. I really wish they had recorded the original play for video and audio.
The play was also different because she had an audience and she gets juiced because of them.

When Ms. Redgrave came out of the stage door after the performance she was wearing a VERY much
washed and worn T-shirt and Jeans. We were sad after the end of the play, but when she literally
popped out of the theater and said hello we were immediately ok. Someone I had talked to earlier told
her I had flown up just for the play and she said she was touched that I had made that much of an effort.
She signed my program and an autobiography of hers from years before. I watched as she spoke to
people who are obviously longtime fans. She asked a man about his grandchild because the last time she
saw him the child was very ill. He said the child was fine and back to everyday activities. She asked a
woman how her mother was and asked that she tell her she was sorry she did not see her
It was a very nice experience which was cut short by the arrival of my Supershuttle ride to the airport.
The only time they were EVER on time in New York to pick me up had to be the very day I would have
liked more time!

The part of the play I remember feeling so emotional about was at the end when she is asking if she lied
to her daughter about the medical tests and care making her well. Every mother tells a child they are
going to be ok unless they know for certain the child is dying and some do it even then. That was a hard
bit of the story for a mother (or anyone else sensitive like me.)

Vanessa Redgrave was scheduled to do the play for a benefit at the Church of St. John the
Divine in April 2009. Her daughter Natasha Richardson had died in March of 2009 and the
performance was rescheduled for late October. That would have been THE performance to
see. I give her a lot of credit for going on with it despite how much it cost her.

Some people say they cannot relate to the story because Joan Didion talks about a privileged
life. That is something she could not change. Grief is the same whether you are rich or poor.
I think a lot of those who get hung up on her talk about her home in California or travel are just
using that as a defense mechanism to avoid thinking about loss. (and that is ok for them)

This play was so devastating to listen to back in the theater. It is easier here because of the
difference in time and the softer quality of Vanessa Redgrave's voice as she has aged.


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Trigger warning

The reading is amazing and due to experiencing a recent lose totally has the vibes of lose. It is heartfelt and wrenching. Be careful. It can destroy you.

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The Year of Magical Thinking

A strange and haunting book, I am not sure if it portrays grief or a mind not accepting grief. It certainly makes you think . The narration was very good.

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How long will the impact last?

The narration was moving, the story did and is still making me think and wonder.

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I Had Difficulty Relating

People have been recommending this book to me for a number of years, and I finally got around to listening to it.

Let me first say that Vanessa Redgrave's performance is spectacular. She embodies the narrator to the bone. This is not a reading. It's a performance, and it's brilliant.

The narrator's denial of reality--what she calls "magical thinking" is somewhat compelling. I was most engaged with the parts where it was clear that she was trying to "rewrite" her husband's death in the same way she'd rewrite any story she had created from her imagination. This idea that she could somehow change the course of a death by backing up and changing a particular detail captivated me--undoubtedly because I am a writer myself. And of course, it's well written--it's Joan Didion, after all. So, it got off to a good and compelling start, and I was even thinking about recommending it to someone.

But as it continued, so much of this story sat with me as the complaints of the exceedingly and excessively overprivileged, told with an apparent blindness to that privilege. I had difficulty relating, despite the universality of the loss itself or even the fact that I myself only recently lost someone close to me. I am normally an overly compassionate person, reduced to tears easily, but something about this written narrator--whom I assume is Didion herself--was just so off-putting to me, I haven't even felt compelled enough to see how it ends, and I have only 13 minutes left.

Perhaps reading the original, unabridged book would have been a different and better experience for me; I can't say. Like I said, I enjoyed the way Vanessa Redgrave brought it to life--though I wonder if something got lost in the adaptation, which shortened the original.

NOTE: I did finally listen to the ending--only because Audible turned it on when I started the car--and I'm glad I did. Didion's words at the end reflecting on her process of magical thinking and the nature of grief were pretty exquisite. So, I'm adding a star to my review and editing it slightly.

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Breathtaking

I cannot recall a short story that dug and hit me so deep. Read it.

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I Really Enjoyed This Book

I'm thankful the Author chose to share her experience in this book. The narration really helped give the story it's tone.

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Poignant and beautifully heartbreaking

What a beautiful and poignant look into grief. This journey through her thoughts is captured so well I feel I must have stood beside her watching this unfold. Captivating, heartbreaking, yet somehow hopeful. “I love you more than one more day.” We should all love this way fully and complete! I will be thinking of the writing and the performance for a long time to come.

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beautiful; sad

Brilliantly written. Redgrave is amazing. I had the sense that we hear Didion's voice through narrator.

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Moving

Incredible narration and writing.
This book wasn’t quite what I’d imagined but it was absolutely stunning and captivated me from the beginning.
It touches deeply into parts of the human experience that are rarely so poetically expressed.

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