As a Agoraphobiic, severe depression.

Goðsmack and sully saved my life. The Scars foundation is simple awesome. I am imperfectly perfect and and thanks to sully I'm proud to be. I have suffered from severe anxiety with constant severe panic attacks for 21 years. which then turned me into a Agoraphobic. I also have OCD, ADHD. I am basically homebound. I have virtual visits with My therapist weekly and take medications. She and Godsmàck saved my life. I have never had a bands music told the story of me and my life. I became the polar opposite of who I was for 30 yrs, and I haven't lived my life for 22 years, I manage it. i never know what each day brings. I have no friends and my only conversations are with my therapist. I lost interest in most of the things I loved the first 30 yrs of my life. But Godsmacks music always helps me to never give up in my darkest times. when I first heard under your scars. tears flowed. Yet it was beautiful. I knew exactly the meaning because that's me. So many of there songs are like they wrote the about me, my life, and 21 years of battles I have fought and what my life has become. I gave When legends rise a 9.5, it's a masterpiece. I have only given two albums a 10. Master of puppets and operation mind crime. But I prefer WLR way more. if people knew what I've been through and I'm still here. I am a miracle. I also have been a heart disease patient since birth. 3 major surgeries by age 11. Through all my battles not one time did the words why me ever come out of my mouth.No whining. I took it all head on. When Godsmack hit the scene I was blown away. There songs seemed as they were written about the life I've live. Sully, Godsmack, and the scars foundation are what I admire, respect, and love more than anything. I'm proud wearing my imperfectly perfect shirt from the scars store. my four legged daughter aceddintly bit my showvyour scars wrist band. I cried it meant so much to me. This is just a synopsis of my life and the horrors I faced and still face. Godsmack and my therapist mean everything thing to me. They are why I I'm still here at 52 yrs old after the suffering started and my battles began 21 YEARS AGO ! I LOVE THE MEMBERS OF GOSMACK, THER MUSIC MY THERAPIST AND MY DAUGHTER HIEDI MY JACK RUSSELL. My first concert was van Halen 1984. I missed no metal concerts in late 80s and the 90s. Sadly I never got to see the band I love the most Godsmack. And I never will, due to my Agoraphobia, that breaks my heart. I listen to them every day , that's what keeps me fighting. Surrender is so awesome. You would not believe all the concerts I've seen when I lived my life. Greatest metal bands list are subjective but My top 3 have always been . 1.) Metallica say Master of puppets tour with cliff Burton when I was 16, blew me away. 2.Godsmack They are so supremely talented , never heard a bad Godsmack song. There songs warm my soul and keep me keeping on. 3). MEGADETH Saw them at the house. of Blues in new Orleans. Even as I write that, True metal heads know above these legends ther is a totally different tier. The GOAT, the godfather, The king of metal Ozzy osbourne and Sabbath. ozzys Patient number 9 is a freak8ng Marella. The Kat is 73 and he just released perfection. Thank you sully and the band. I honestly love you guys respect you and how freaking talented you are and what your music has done for me. Drooling for your new release. I can't stop playing Surrender, fabulous. peace my brothers. be will.

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