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Unmask Alice

LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries

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Unmask Alice

By: Rick Emerson
Narrated by: Gabra Zackman
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Two teens. Two diaries. Two social panics. One incredible fraud.

In 1971, Go Ask Alice reinvented the young adult genre with a blistering portrayal of sex, psychosis, and teenage self-destruction. The supposed diary of a middle-class addict, Go Ask Alice terrified adults and cemented LSD's fearsome reputation, fueling support for the War on Drugs. Five million copies later, Go Ask Alice remains a divisive bestseller, outraging censors and earning new fans, all of them drawn by the book's mythic premise: A Real Diary, by Anonymous.

But Alice was only the beginning.

In 1979, another diary rattled the culture, setting the stage for a national meltdown. The posthumous memoir of an alleged teenage Satanist, Jay's Journal merged with a frightening new crisis—adolescent suicide—to create a literal witch hunt, shattering countless lives and poisoning whole communities.

In reality, Go Ask Alice and Jay's Journal came from the same dark place: a serial con artist who betrayed a grieving family, stole a dead boy's memory, and lied her way to the National Book Awards.

Unmask Alice: LSD, Satanic Panic, and the Imposter Behind the World's Most Notorious Diaries is a true story of contagious deception. It stretches from Hollywood to Quantico, and passes through a tiny patch of Utah nicknamed "the fraud capital of America." It's the story of a doomed romance and a vengeful celebrity. Of a lazy press and a public mob. Of two suicidal teenagers, and their exploitation by a literary vampire.

Unmask Alice...where truth is stranger than nonfiction."

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An unplanned read/listen

I was listening to a podcast between audio books and Go Ask Alice was the topic. I knew there was controversy about the author/editior but had no idea how deep it went.

I am not bothered by Go Ask Alice, I read it as a teen and I still think it is a good book despite contradictions.

I had no idea about the second book the author spends much time on. The story broke my heart. The devastation of a very real family was absolutely heart wrenching. Any good from the first book is completely wiped out by this story.

I found myself googling for more information and was disappointed. The story left me wanting to know more about the life of Sparks and where she was vs where she claimed to be.

I would have liked a reference list-probably because I'm persuing a real doctorate degree and have to refernce everything.

This is a powerful story.

I Couldn't Stop Listening

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I loved this! I felt a lot like the readers Emerson mentions in his story when I read Alice as a teenager. I devoured that book in a night. I wondered after its legitimacy. I certainly could not have guessed the truth behind Alice. Bravo. great read.

Just as riveting as Alice

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Juicy, insightful, funny, concerning, enlightening and so very well researched. I truly enjoyed this after going though several deep dives on the mysterious Go Ask Alice book I had read when it showed up mysteriously on my shelf as a preteen. Great work by the author on this one! Get on the movie!

I could keep reading/listening this forever

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I had no idea the scandal behind go ask Alice. As a daughter, granddaughter, niece, to many people drowning in addiction, I really connected with Alice's story. It's both isolating and heart breaking to know the evil that was truly behind it. However I am very grateful to have learned the truth, and wow I had no idea about Sybil!

Holy Cow

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I read Go Ask Alice in 1975, was actually expelled out of 5th grade for having the book then telling the superintendent that he could not censor my reading, that was my mother’s job. I never ever touched drugs because of this book. Now, 60, and listening to the actual account that verified it was, in fact, a novel, as I had heard years after I had reached adulthood. Adding in the satan backstory that clarified where that ridiculous ideology started, this audiobook held my attention almost all in one day. Thank you, author, for taking the time to explain all the backstories of the years when I was aware but not a researcher of the surrounding details.

All these years

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