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It's a Beautiful Mess
- Healing from Trauma: Truth, Hope and Forgiveness (The "Beautiful Mess" Series, Book 1)
- Narrated by: Cassie Wilson
- Length: 1 hr and 32 mins
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“It's a Beautiful Mess” paints the author's life as a canvas, marked by contrasting strokes of trauma and resilience, where every splotch of pain and dash of joy contributes to creating a profound masterpiece. Through the metaphor of life as art, the narrative delves into the author's journey from the dark hues of abuse and adversity to the brighter shades of healing and self-discovery.
Each chapter adds depth to the portrait of her life, illustrating how the scars of physical and sexual abuse, bullying, and deep-seated fear are intertwined with the vibrant colors of love, laughter, and the unstoppable human spirit. This book is a vivid exploration of the messy, yet beautiful process of turning life's greatest challenges into a masterpiece of thriving and self-acceptance.
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