Pre Japan 10-14-2024

POV falling in love thanks to NYT ASMR 36 Questions to Fall in Love based on some pop psychology mumbo jumbo himbo bimbo vending machine panties pumpkin spice cold brew creamed tractor supply company word salad buzzwords algorithm hashtag description metadata

boohoo trust issues boohoo she read my journal wahhhhh

07 September 2024

What do you ACTUALLY do? In what way do most people fail you? What, through repetition, have you mastered? Who made you jealous? What do you usually hesitate to discuss with other people? Tell me a hard luck story that later strengthened you? What is your problem? What do you wish would happen? Is life easy or hard, and what gave you that opinion? What has the opposite sex tattooed into your brain? What one thing about you cannot be copied? When did you get better, and who helped you get there? What is it about you that sometimes pushes others away? Which dark chapter of your life pushed you to innovate or adapt? What does self-love look like in your life? Who or what is thy enemy? Who's the bigger asshole: Mom or Dad? Why? Who, from your life, would be easier to illustrate as a comic book character and why? Describe a colorful object or smell that still haunts you years later. When was a time you knew you were loved? How do you constructively express your pain to others? In what area do you fully believe in your own talents? (Completely unshakeable!) What is the least sexual, sensual experience you've had? Tell me about a time you defended your soul against a superior foe. What is something you believe so firmly, it is basically your own religion? What did you love as a kid, and then abandon, and then return to later in life?

1. Taylor Swift

August 22 2024

All filipinos and italians are officially pardoned. thank you

August 2nd 2024

Did a lil crying and reflecting on the last couple months before reuniting with familia. Failure and mushrooms as usual. Cathartic? Who can really say

This is my personal experience with LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat in Colombia. This is by no means a comprehensive review or analysis; it is just a free-flowing recollection of thoughts and emotions I experienced before, during, and after the retreat. This was recorded only two weeks after my last ceremony on May 19th 2024, so it's not nearly as insightful or organized as it could be. I mostly wanted to document my current state of mind; I wanted to try to visually and auditorily capture this kind of deeper emotional buzz/connection that I cannot confidently express through words alone.

This is not an incentivized or paid review; I am not affiliated with LaWayra in any way aside from being a recent patient/client. I just wanted to share my experience to help me contextualize and integrate some of these experiences, and hopefully to help others understand Ayahuasca and its incredible healing potential.

Contact:

If you have any questions or would like to discuss LaWayra, my experiences, or ayahuasca in general, please feel free to reach out.

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You can also reach out to LaWayra directly. LaWayra's founder, Sam Believ, also hosts his own podcast called Ayahuasca Podcast.

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Short Review:

I have suffered from deep emotional trauma and depression since childhood. I was living a miserable life well into adulthood, and I had pushed away many of my friends and loved ones as a result of my inability to cope. I was initially skeptical of ayahuasca's use as medicine, but I had reached a point of desperation where no combination of talk therapy, pharmaceutical treatment, or other alternative intervention seemed to have any lasting effect on my fundamental outlooks on life, love, spirituality, and family.

I came to LaWayra in need of great help, and I received it plus so much more. The staff are extremely professional, kind, caring, patient, and attentive to all of your needs. The environment is beautiful, peaceful, safe, and natural. The food is delicious and nourishing. I was able to share many incredible moments with people from all over the world.

I had never been able to fully trust myself or others as a result of my trauma, but by the end of my week-long retreat at LaWayra, I had achieved a deep sense of trust in myself, my peers, and my community. I was able to finally let go of the bitterness, anger, and resentment that had burdened me for so long. I have never cried so hard or laughed so much. I have never felt so free.

If you are looking for deep healing that is relatively affordable, please strongly consider coming to Lawayra. You will not regret it. Thank you so much to everyone at LaWayra; I am eternally grateful.

Timestamps:

00:00:00 Intro 00:02:00 Logistics 00:03:15 Too Long Didn't Listen Review 00:05:30 About Geraldo + Edge Game podcast 00:07:30 Foreigners flocking to Colombia 00:10:00 Preparing for the retreat (dieta, restrictions, contraindications) 00:20:00 Flying into Medellin, first impressions 00:25:00 The rest, I don't feel like timestamping right now lol

Psychedelic ska band called AyahuaSKA

Recorded on May 12 2024, about 5 hours before leaving for my trip to Colombia for LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat