Part 2 on my stalking restraining order: ranting and moral panics: war on drugs, mental illness + violence, witch hunts, Satanic Panic...MIXED with clips from my Satanic spoken word AND psychedelic psychiatrist episodes. There is a hidden uplifting message, so continue after my ranting, please.

This is my masterpiece lol too lazy for timestamps maybe later we shall see - love holly hurricane

link to part 1 (all platforms): https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/manicinmiami/episodes/I-Got-Served-With-a-Stalking-Restraining-Order-Because-of-This-Podcast-includes-Devil-Worship-and-testimony-e2mvv0f

link to substack:

https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

This podcast played a central role in the stalking case against me. My mental illness was leveraged against me. I had a temporary restraining order for five months and spent seven months of my life fighting an absurd fight. I won. A few clips from court audio of my testimony included!

Read more details of my case here:

https://open.substack.com/pub/manicinmiami/p/look-whos-stalking-i-was-served-a?r=pw5nu&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

My episode I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast (Spotify links here or just find the episode in my podcast on another app:)

https://open.spotify.com/episode/5eg4tSoWwHKFJ3AYo2gpYR?si=4ea3a4ab47474137

Satan's Goddess Transydelic Retreat used in case:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/608EihXftyN3VgjSm5aso0?si=c9b05aa1c0964c28

one of two episodes with a psychiatrist about psychedelics that were used to call me an illegal drug user. that's just like...not cool at all, man. super lame.:

https://open.spotify.com/episode/1XlZFZnKWwSB8yBbqm8lAT?si=bea3b68f95ed4828

SSG Johan Tocre helps us understand mental breakdowns from stress (w me as current example), military operational + combat stress, his special Warrior Fitness Project, a mental health program for deployed military, suicide + suicidality, PTSD, MH preventative measures + long term recovery.

(00:00) intro

(00:37) my mental breakdown: got acute stress?

(05:39) military operational and combat stress

(09:43) Johan’s deployed military service mental health program

(20:39) sexual assault in the military

(21:51) mental illness + suicidality in the military

(24:21) suicide/ideation, suicide prevention + techniques

(28:00) efficacy of long term outcomes in military PTSD + stress

🥥 🦜 Johan Elvis Tocre is a native of Peru, South Floridian and US Army Sergeant. He founded Creative Neuroconcepts after integrating occupational therapy and neuroscience in a new approach to mental healthcare for deployed soldiers.

Part 1 Manic in Miami (read: Part 2 coming soon) with Johan addresses PTSD, military post-traumatic stress disorder, combat stress, traumatic experiences, military mental health, bipolar & bpd/borderline personality disorder…and I attempt to debate him...lol (turns out I misunderstood his accurate information😵‍💫🧠).

https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/

true story in "poetic" form taken mostly from DMs and a phone call. human condition or dehuman condition or demonic condition. Up to interpretation, I suppose.

cut version found within this YouTube video: https://youtu.be/qKLS9ZTum3A?si=QlU1R...

this video/audio is found on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/yHHxXDAku1U?si=u9kxWS1_Mjfs_Dsw music by Pilas Music: Life as Sleep

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit.

https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT

https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/

EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a brief in-depth description of the process and neurobiological mechanisms at play during therapy. Topics include preparation for EMDR, specifics of a session and the brain changes happening and why it won't work for some people. I do not have Borderline Personality Disorder, which can be a roadblock with EMDR. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Complex PTSD.

https://youtube.com/@manicinmiami?si=F7Fl4X8UlTmcPLsa

previous two are the two episodes below this one lol

https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/