Episodes

  • Suffering Is Not a Glitch- Part One
    Aug 17 2020

    John Allen is back to face what is.

    What am I?

    Suffering is not a glitch. It’s a call to pay  attention to what you are having an argument with in reality.With what is.  With God. And guess what?  You will lose every fuckin' time if you go toe to toe with God. LOL Just saying

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    31 mins
  • Because I Do Not Hope to Turn Again
    Jul 24 2020

    John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is"  pulls the football away.

    Dare to be pretentious

    Ash Wednesday.

    6:10 Falling out with the therapist

    6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.

    8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.

    10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention

    12:45 I was going to talk about loving

    13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke

    15:25 Glory holes

    15:45 I do crack myself up

    16:00 Giving Irving a blast...

    16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial...

    19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again...

    23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar...

    33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...

     

     

     

     

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    34 mins
  • The Dogs Bark and the Caravan Moves On
    Jul 20 2020

    John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.

    Shakespeare starts Hamlet AFTER the king is dead. That’s drama. The reaction.

    1:50 Because I have nothing to lose I am free to talk but it’s shocking that most people don’t have that freedom.

    2:30 Freedom of speech is in serious danger. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson

    4:50 It’s not that they will lose their jobs for speaking; now it’s even standing next to someone who says something can get you fired.

    9:37 Joe Biden Am I still alive?

    11:00 Don’t take away my words.

    12:00 A safe space in my day was being able to say what you wanted without consequence.

    13:00 A push pull relationship with success 

    15:05 Mark iv panther tank pulls up in front of house.

    16:05 I’ve grown up to be a weird troll.

    17:50 Did I say the quiet thing?

    18:00 I mean Joe is ahead 8 points not Donald.

    18:30 I crack myself up.

    20:00 Holding on by Chief Justice Robert’s fingernails and Justice Ginsburg’s pancreas

    23:00 Monitor yourself.

    26:00 What can I tell ya? LOL

    34:00 It’s a metaphor ladies and gentlemen

    33:30 I aint no Guru I only play one on TV

    36:30 Ask yourself what the fuck is happening and then investigate

    38:04 Take two minutes and just shut the fuck up.

    40:00 These people have really let us down

    41:45 How are you spinning this?

    42:00 What I never tell in that story.

    45:00 You have everything you need in this moment or you would be dead

    46:00 The Dogs Bark and the Caravan moves on

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    48 mins
  • Moooooooomy
    Jul 10 2020

    John Allen losing to what is...again.

    I thought I was the guy making the joke; but it turned out, that I am actually the joke.
    A dark place
    Giving up Sir Galahad
    Guys turning their girlfriends into Mommy
    We want them around making us a sandwich but not actually...
    I got a prostate like an Idaho potato but I am still a good stick man- Marlon Brando Last Tango in Paris.
    The teeter totter
    Should I bother talking about the cancel culture and how stupid it is?
    Am I brothers and sisters  in the left wing really going to tank this? Defund the police? Really? What do you got in there? Sawdust?"
    Cassandra part 2- Dudes! There are Greek soldiers in that horse. I kid you not.
    The Film Festival and the Day Care
    No More Process
    Getting the shit kicked out of me
    Come on man- Joe Biden about everything
    The Supreme court turned into a bunch of pussies. Big Surprise
    It was 8 zip in the Nixon Tape case not 9 zip.

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    22 mins
  • Not Dead Yet Part 2
    Jun 25 2020

    John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".

    meditation, questioning,critical thinking,

    what the fuck is happening now?

    who am i?

    who cares?

    Fuck it

    LOL

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    31 mins
  • Let Your Indulgence Set me Free
    Jun 24 2020

    Prospero and what is.

    All suffering is an argument with what is.

    Suffering is not a glitch.

    Allow suffering to be.

    Investigate.

    Space.

    Party down.

    Repeat.

    Let your indulgence set me free

     

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    39 mins
  • The Hollow Men
    Jun 23 2020

    John Allen and what is.

    00:09 Deconstruction of musical mirror. Brown Sugar cultural time capsule.

    01:45 Don't want that in the mirror. Don't want that in the mirror

    02:33 Groundlings demanding a different ending for Hamlet.

    4:00 Cinema Verite: Taking a sip of coffee.

    06:36 So much for Cinema Verite

    07:47 People think Trump is the epitome of an American businessman because he played one on TV.

    09:00 A little aside about ex girlfriends. Yuuch. Cinema Verite

    10:15 We've been really good friends but I had to have a heart attack.

    11:00 Walking the walk and talking the talk.

    11:45 Feeling better is taking a pill

    13:16 Maybe this is the one. One what?

    14:05 I get these little periods of bliss and then they just kinda run out of gas.

    15:44 Every once in a while one of them will come off the ground that I haven't seen before.

    !5:45 I really am a horrible lying hypocritical asshole.

    15:46 Oh and a leech.

    17:08 Wait for thunderbolt. No thunderbolt.

    19:40 It's like being a parent again. Ooops. Again. Still. Right. I am a parent still.

    20:20 I have to be responsible. Is it true?

    21:27 Amateur Lesbian Porn

    24:15 The worst for a guy. It's okay.

    24:40 Viagra. The boys on the bench.

    26:00 I knew a guy who blew a guy's head off with a shotgun.

    26:05 Wrote a play about it.

    27:00 Upper Canada boys.

    29:15 Engagement theory

    30:41 Boys run them like dogs

    32:00 Homework. Worthless.

    33:00 1971. I thought that was what the world would always be like.

    34:33 The Stones.

    37:00 We the people couldn't handle it.So we gave it back

    39:35 Sounding tired. Sorry

    40:24 OJ Simpson trial. The Usurping of public power. Monarchy is back.

    42:00 Going into hope and I dont want to go into hope but...

    43:00 Trump as a trip wire waking up the people; The beauty of the American system

    46:00 I always wanted to be a cop when I played as a kid so I could be in charge.

    47:00 Friendships are tough.

    48:00 Slipping into senility.

    48:23 Bad reading of the Hollow Men. Indulgence.

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    50 mins
  • Snitch Culture
    Jun 15 2020

    John Allen and what is.

    00:30 You say you want a revolution

    1:55 I like the battle of Stalingrad as much as the next guy

    2:22 True confessions.

    3:08 My friend Dave

    4:00 Another Cassandra moment

    4:35 Terrific bang...Yuuch...I didn't like the way I said that. At all

    5:05 No no no we are just friends.

    5:50 Lets face it Old Guys are not great.

    6:30 I'll just dance by myself and look at the floor.

    7:00 Snitch culture

    7:45 High falutin'

    9:03 I just don't talk to anybody. It's easier.

    9:45 When they take over they aren't going to be very nice to the people they take over from...Just guessin'

    10:50 Okay not cheering about somebody being shot. Making a point about the media acting like a squirrel on speed.

    14:00 Lets rat each other out.

    15:30 They are showing you who they are...

    17:20 Purity test

    18:15 You are the one who is high and mighty

    19:00 We come in wholes not parts

    20:00 PTSD dating flash back

    21:50 Jazz baby jazz

    23:00 The Soon Come

    25:02 Those gals they brought it down

    26:15 Sex clubs and dancing.

    29:25 I don't want to know anymore.

    30:20 This is actually funny

    31:00 Dick farm

    32:00 The dream: Commenting about myself commenting about myself.

    32:30 Snitch culture

    33:15 Ooops...raised my voice...

    34:00 If I say chick and it just makes you fucking crazy...

    39:00 Don't die for your country let the other poor dumb fucker die for his.

    41:00 Twinkly lights. My origin story

    42:00 I had to find out. What happened? Where did those people go? Where will I go?

    45:25 There is nothing as horny as a married guy.

    47:00 That Soon Come feeling.

    48:07 I didn't get to talk about how I feel like I am going to die all the time. Too bad.

    49:00 Speaking about dying...

    49:30 Quick Dad story.

    51:00 Where was I?

     

     

     

     

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    51 mins