What drives someone to sleep with 100 men in one day? In this raw and emotionally charged episode, therapist Alicja Matusiak reacts to Lily Phillips’ viral documentary, unpacking the deeper psychological, emotional, and spiritual layers beneath the surface.

We explore the blurred lines between sexual empowerment and self-abandonment, the role of dissociation and trauma reenactment, and how performance, survival, and healing can all occupy the same space.

This isn’t about judgment — it’s about compassion, complexity, and the parts of ourselves that try to be okay at any cost.

🔍 Topics explored:

• Dissociation during sex

• Trauma reenactment theory

• Validation vs. vulnerability

• Public sexuality and the sacred

• The body’s wisdom in survival

This might be one of the most challenging — and important — conversations we’ve had on the Naked Truth.

🧠 Sensitivity Warning: This episode discusses themes of childhood trauma, sexual trauma, and dissociation.

How do you hold space for someone in crisis… without losing yourself in the process?
In today’s episode, Alicja unpacks one of the most painful emotional crossroads — when someone uses threats, guilt, or secrets to maintain a hold on your life. From suicidal texts to family triangulation, she reflects on the blurred lines between compassion and self-abandonment.

You’ll hear deeply vulnerable moments — including what happened when a friend threatened to take their own life, and why walking away sometimes isn’t cold-hearted... it’s survival.

💔 Themes:
• Emotional blackmail & guilt
• Family dysfunction & roles
• Suicide threats and boundaries
• Childhood trauma & dissociation
• Reclaiming your truth

This is the Naked Truth — no scripts, no filters, just healing through honesty.

What if everything you’ve been calling a mistake was actually part of a greater plan?

In this deeply personal episode, I explore the quiet chaos of healing — when the world tells you to move on, but your soul is begging you to slow down and feel. We talk about trauma-induced fragmentation, subconscious messaging through dreams, and the radical act of unlearning the lies you were raised with.

You’ll hear about:

• Why your nervous system is addicted to “doing”

• What it means to run away from yourself (without knowing it)

• A dream that showed me what I’ve been too afraid to admit

• The hidden power of accepting your inner critic — instead of fighting her

• Why the “wrong” thing might be exactly what your soul needs

This is for anyone sitting in the gray area — not broken, not whole, but becoming.

🎤 Let’s talk about love, shame, magic, and remembering who you are.