In this, the final episode of Our Undoing Radio Season 10, we learn what the title asks: Whether or not the universe is self-aware.

Host Jeremy Vaeni had the big "I Am" awakening of seeing and being all things in the universe coming alive at the same time. Of all the types of consciousness he experienced in that timeless moment, one thing he did not experience was a self-conscious universe. Why? The answer is pure revelation. Keep the revelations coming. Donate to keep Our Undoing Radio and all of Jeremy's projects going at: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay

In this ye olde live show, Jeff, Jer and Lee discuss evidence for what Jeff's shrouded man showed him in regards to what particles look like, artificial intelligence, someone anonymously trying to get our message board taken down on behalf of David Jacobs and Budd Hopkins, and, naturally, much, much more. Enjoying this program? Yeah? Great. Then do your job and pay me: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay. Also, if you sign up there, you'll be first to know when I go live (for real live) on Youtube.

Jeff & Jer make good on their promise to keep up with the transformative experiences of ghost researcher Rachel Baker. A lot has happened in the past few months. For one, she is no longer a ghost researcher and has stepped down from her position at MRIPA. For another, she is no longer Rachel Baker, she's Rachel Weinrich. Something is changing in her and it is changing rapidly. This one's about religion, spirituality, compassion, and complacency. In short, it's a conversation about thought constructs getting in the way of the feeling beings that we are. And it's an examination of what this means in a real human being go through the motions of deep change right now.

There is a persistent question here, and it is this: Does Rachel represent an awakening happening in all of us right now, or is this change strictly personal to her?

What say you, Paratopia? (originally aired: 01.12.2012)

Do we need objective corroboration for subjective spiritual events? How does mindfulness stack up against the self dissolving? What do people who are way into psychedelics have in common with Jesus freaks? Yeah. This one has everything. However you feel about mindfulness, be mindful of keeping Our Undoing Radio going. This is getting harder and harder to maintain without advertising dollars. Please donate whatever small amount you can today at: www.ko-fi.com.jayvay

A very special episode for our 150th and the first show of the new year: Whitley Strieber gives Paratopia an exclusive first interview on his (then) new book, Solving the Communion Enigma!

Jeremy is in a far flung land of sun and fun, so Jeff flies solo with Whitley about the nature of fear and overcoming it, connections to the mystical experience, Jeff's "Fractal Paragraphs," and the fascinating potential connection of the Visitors to the dead. This is a Paratopia episode not to be missed, and a formidable one to kick off the year 2012. (originally aired: 01.05.2012)

Visit Whitley's website at www.unknowncountry.com and keep up to date with all his latest news, podcasts, books, and more!

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Anger. It's all the rage. It has been from the beginning of us. First, let's read all about it. Then, let's see it in action. Finally, let's please the abuser by donating whatever we can to him at: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay.

Jer talks about having the sea in him. Jeff talks about his Shroudman encounters. Somehow, Lee Townsend never calls a psychiatrist.

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Jeff & Jer take a look back at some of the episodes from 2011, talk about what they need to follow up on, and discuss future dirctions for the show. But first, they dive into some of the deep, unnspoken issues surrounding crop circle research, the fallout from Episode 144: Echoes In A Yawning Chasm, and predictable sets of human reaction to Mystery.

Let's start the new year right. Here is the link to the most highly-acclaimed apolitical, nonsectarian charity on the planet whose only discriminations are against poverty and pain. If you can't afford to donate, please spread the link for others who can: http://www.directrelief.org

(originally aired: 12.29.2011)