• OG Recap: Episode 62 (Avoidance)
    May 6 2024

    We recap an OG episode with Jules. The episode is about avoidance, and demonstrates how avoidance leads to re-enactment. In contrast, un-dissociating leads to insights and connections about trauma.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    59 mins
  • Guest: Richard Hohfeler
    Apr 29 2024

    Our clinical guest, Richard Hohfeler, is back! He joins us this time to discuss protector parts, rage, anger, and shame.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    56 mins
  • Ketchup
    Apr 22 2024

    Emma shares about a panic attack in response to Dante and emotional flashbacks regarding parallels between now time and memory time.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    41 mins
  • Guest: Katie Keech & Masking
    Apr 15 2024

    We talk with Katie Keech about lived experience, masking, and advocacy.

    Note: She misattributed the master’s house/tools quote to bell hooks. Audre Lorde wrote that one.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    1 hr and 6 mins
  • Recap: OG Episode 7
    Apr 8 2024

    We recap the original Episode 7 with Jules... it's about getting oriented to diagnosis, therapy, the past, and receiving care.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    1 hr and 25 mins
  • Rainbow Guild
    Apr 1 2024

    We close out the conference with Jules.

    Link to video referenced with a content warning: The Weeping Camel.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    1 hr and 10 mins
  • Barbie Girls in a Conference World
    Mar 25 2024

    Jules and I share about our adventures at the ISSTD conference.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • Dr. E's 2024 ISSTD Plenary Presentation
    Mar 24 2024

    Dr. E shares her rehearsal practice presentation of her plenary for speaking at the annual ISSTD conference.


    Previous CFAS talks:

    https://cfas.isst-d.org/content/diminish-deter-destroy-dissociate-passing-trauma


    https://cfas.isst-d.org/content/intergenerational-trauma-plurality-cultural-incompetence-0


    It's not my job to educate you:


    https://medium.com/@classylore/on-terms-its-not-my-job-to-educate-you-1bace85ddd74


    https://www.thecrimson.com/column/between-the-lines/article/2018/2/2/gao-educating-others-is-more-than-a-job/


    Brave Spaces:

    https://www.naspa.org/images/uploads/main/Policy_and_Practice_No_2_Safe_Brave_Spaces.pdf


    Washington Post article about ASL on TikTok:

    https://www.washingtonpost.com/wellness/2023/05/08/fake-sign-language-asl-tiktok/



    What is Lived Experience (white house graphic):


    https://aspe.hhs.gov/sites/default/files/documents/5840f2f3645ae485c268a2784e1132c5/What-Is-Lived-Experience.pdf



    Equitable Engagement (white house graphic):


    https://aspe.hhs.gov/sites/default/files/documents/e2fc155b542946f2bbde9233a33d504d/Equitable-Engagements.pdf


    My 2019 article about the history of plurality:

    https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2468749921000570


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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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    1 hr and 10 mins