• Billy Graham vs Jimmy Swaggart
    Jul 3 2025

    Billy Graham was frequently at the White House during the Bush/Regan Administration, yet I never had cause to personally encounter him.

    I was, however, privy to conversation about Billy Graham since my MK Ultra mind control owner US Senator Robert C Byrd often bragged about controlling him through Voice of God programming. (https://trance-formation.com/voice-of-god/)

    Unbeknownst to Billy Graham, he was being manipulated to blur the line between church and state, promoting politics to his followers.

    Graham’s followers were strategically increased through DARPA/CIA harmonics, which were also the driving force behind Byrd’s Voice of God programming. The formula for mind control is always the same, whether it is of an individual, classroom, military, church, nation, or the world.

    Harmonics vibrate neuron pathways in the brain for effective means of subconscious manipulation. Scientifically tuned frequencies both audible and subaudible were already being imbedded in popular music to create icons like MK Ultra’s notorious Michael Jackson and, above all, to socially engineer the public. Of course this harmonic equipment is used in evangelical movements like it was in Billy Graham’s!

    I’m often asked what I know about Billy Graham since apparently other survivors have named him as a complicit perpeTraitor, and my insight is not intended to discredit their assertions despite my experience being far removed from theirs. Instead, it is imperative to factor MK Ultra into the equation before conclusions are drawn.

    Consider that mind control is used on those who refuse to comply with the Deep State globalist dark agenda.

    Intelligence insider Mark Phillips, who was working the highest levels of intelligence to preserve the sanctity of free thought, reported being exposed to information on the MK Ultra manipulation of Billy Graham. Mark was livid to learn how churches – like every other aspect of society- were being covertly infiltrated. This outrage, along with seeing innocent citizens like my daughter and me used deep in the Wash DC MK Ultra human trafficking swamp, added to his determination to expose these crimes against humanity.

    How fortunate for my daughter and me that Mark chose to lift us free of our victimization. He knew, like experience taught me, that without free thought there is no free will ability to access the strength of the human spirit and infinite power of love. Mind control is ultimately a spiritual battle, which compounds the felony of controlling churches through MK Ultra means.

    It was my experience to have had exposure to the Jimmy Swaggart dynasty of complicit Deep State globalist controls. Swaggart was aware of harmonic means of manipulation, and chose to use the evangelical route to grow and control a congregation. His infamous admission “I have sinned” was a mere diversionary understatement of his true crimes against humanity.

    Swaggart’s “missions” included MK Ultra mind control human trafficking and CIA cocaine ops. Traveling into Haiti, Mexico, and throughout the Caribbean, missionaries were used to inadvertently transport cocaine for CIA drug ops running through Bill Clinton’s Mena operations and the Country Music industry. Further details are in my 1995 testimony for Congress, which was censored under National Security, TRANCE Formation of America.

    Swaggart’s ministries interfaced with Billy Roy Moore’s Lord’s Chapel in Nashville, which is among several MK Ultra complicit churches I was used through in the 1980’s. This gave me insight into Swaggart’s Deep State operations that extended through his relatives associated with Country Music industry Mickey Gilley and Johnny Lee.


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  • Gates of Hell
    May 26 2025

    To Align with your Divine within is to Align with your humanity.

    Essence of our humanity is under attack- not by demons, aliens, or Artificial Intelligence per se, but by self appointed self anointed global leaders who are hellbent on destroying our spirit of humanity.

    It was my experience as detailed in ACCESS DENIED For Reasons of National Security that these globalist perpeTraitors follow a linear DARPA generated plan. They believe all creation, our planet included, is flawed in its divine design, just as they believe our bodies need their 78+ vaccines to fix ‘genetic flaws’.

    These dark perpeTraitors feel justified in ‘saving’ our planet from their belief the sun is destroying it. DARPA’s conclusion inspires believers to play god by cross breeding genetically altered humanity with AI while also actively working to block our sun.

    The audacity of these power mongers is inconceivable!

    As my daughter Kelly observed, “Sun is the SOULar battery of all existence on earth.”

    We need sunlight for optimum mental health and for grounding into our true nature. Our nature is our humanity- who we are intended to be and how life is intended to be lived.

    To disrupt our essence of humanity, mind control is being used to block our ability to Align with our Divine within, which in turn inhibits access to soul expression, strength of spirit, and our innate energy source of infinite power of love.

    Without free thought, there is no free will soul expression. No ability to remember who we are and why we are here. No capacity for connecting with each other on energetic, loving levels of compassion, understanding, and unity. United we stand against these perpeTraitors of humanity who mask themselves as gods to lord over our existence.

    Equally as alarming as discussed by George Bush Sr. at Bohemian Grove in 1985 is that if their New World Order agenda fails, then those playing god will destroy our planet. Wouldn’t blocking the sun do that anyway? Semantics aside, the end game of these dark negative energy force perpeTraitors is our demise.

    When we Align with our Divine within, we have wisdom. Wisdom is our saving grace to outthink criminal minds and AI’s linear plan every time. Preservation of free thought is key. Knowledge is our defense against their mind control.

    Traumatic fear is the basis of all mind control as puppetmasters manipulate humanity’s brain defense mechanism against incomprehensible trauma to their advantage. It was found through Hitler/Himmler research that there is no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of a child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming. Similarly satanic ritual abuse has the same effect of shutting down neuron pathways of conscious thought, leaving the subconscious wide open to being led, manipulated, and programmed to drive future thoughts.

    Many children, including myself, have experienced trauma beyond comprehension to render us compliant and malleable for controllers’ vision of how life should be lived based on their own fears that the world is ending. Our humanity is under attack because our strength of spirit is perpeTraitors’ greatest fear.

    Many children, me included, witnessed other children being sacrificed at their alter of justification. Many victims of traumatic mind control died, which is also in keeping with depopulation agenda to reduce humanity’s numbers to a much more manageable size. Abusers have no remorse in their justifications. Yet children who witness and experience the demise of others are left with the same traumatic dilemma that most military veterans experience:

    Why did I survive when others didn’t?

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  • Raise Your Own Vibe
    May 20 2025

    Outside influences, once we are consciously aware of them, cannot overpower our innate energy source within.

    Giving reactionary power to effects of politics, repetitive subliminal narrative, imposed terror, HAARP, electromagnetic frequencies, geo-engineering, unresolved traumatic issues, and even telepathic intuitions, without consciously identifying them, erodes your true strength.

    What is driving your moods today? Did you stay up all night scrolling through headlines, checking weather patterns, or struggling with night terrors from your past? Are you obsessively watching grid patterns in the sky or even moon cycles? Energy flows where focus goes.

    Identify the reality of worldly influence, then gently steer your thoughts back to embracing goals and possibilities. Change your thought, change your mood. What is it that you can affect today?

    I began this conscious exercise combating monthly cycles, choosing to never use hormonal changes as an excuse to complain. I put rules on my emotions so my emotions do not rule me, consciously choosing my thoughts. Once a month, I made it a rule that I could not think or say anything negative about myself, bloated or otherwise. This mental exercise began to change my world.

    Response over reaction reclaims and retains your own power. Take responsibility for your own life within realms of what you can change and impact. Response-ability is the ability to respond by choice.

    If imposed frequencies have you down, shift your focus within your own source of energy and exude it. Living the love you are is life’s highest vibrational frequency. Lesser energies cannot penetrate when you exude the most powerful force in the universe.

    With that energetic energy driving your thoughts, it is easy to think of SOULutions to the bombardment of negative energies we all experience these days. Write your Congressman, visit your Governor, set appointments with Legislators, and approach them with concise, detailed facts of your complaints.

    Take up petitions, logically inspiring others to lift themselves above immobility and join your cause. If you emotionally take to the streets with a sign screaming at all passerbys, you are only adding to their immobility and no one- including you- accomplishes anything. Think it through and speak with others eye to eye, heart to heart, and soul to soul.

    When I was overwhelmed with my daughter Kelly’s circumstance in custody of a corrupt system, I found myself drowning in my tears completely immobilized. I volunteered locally to combat litter at our State Park, which got me outside and focused on cleaning. This shift of focus helped clear my mind so I could positively affect my child’s need.

    Negativity immobilizes while a brighter mind inspires clarity of thinking.

    Do you live in an environment of complaint, making it a challenge to rise above negativity? Rather than echo complaints by adding your own, or, worse yet argue, take the lead. Suggest a walk with assurance it has been helpful for you. Change the subject. Change your thought change their mood!

    My daughter Kelly and I are fortunate to have exercised mind over matter throughout our healing process thanks to Mark. All three of us were aware of HAARP’s affect, so together we learned to rise above imposed frequencies with conscious awareness. Mark was an extremely positive influence on Kelly and I both in light of his wisdom, which I am in turn sharing with you today. Sometimes just a word of encouragement, depth of understanding, or a reminder to live the love you are is enough to rise above immobilizing negativity.

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  • Think Further
    Apr 12 2025

    Like him or not, perpeTraitors I knew deep in the Wash DC swamp feared Trump as far back as the mid-‘80s.

    Trump was feared because he openly and adamantly opposed selling out our Constitutional values of freedom and justice for all to a globalist slave society agenda- especially where MK Ultra mind control and child sex trafficking blackmail ops are involved.

    Knowledge is our defense against mind control, and awareness is key to stopping globalist funding mechanisms of drug and human trafficking across open borders.

    Could it be that Trump gained his knowledge due to proximity to perpeTraitors in his business circles, and that this same proximity fueled perpeTraitors’ fear of Trump? After all, he could not be bought off- he had his own money; he could not be compromised, coerced, threatened, or blackmailed- he had his own security; above all he could not be mind controlled- he had knowledge that is our defense against mind control.

    While this does not crown Trump perfect in all things, it does empower him to stand against the globalist slave society agenda with vigilance, fortitude, and strength of spirit. This is why perpeTraitors I knew, including Bush, Clintons, and global leaders identified in TRANCE Formation of America, feared him. He threatened to disrupt their plan to mind control You.

    Trump’s personal defense against control does not encompass everyone around him, especially in Wash DC. Even his closest confidents, Supreme Court Justices, and appointees may be vulnerable to coercion, manipulation, mind control, or even blackmail.

    Blackmail is a very real and present danger since it is how this New World Order globalist slave society agenda has progressed to this point. Epstein Island and Diddy Parties are only recent evidence of blackmail ops. This has been going on my whole life. I was used in blackmail ops since I was a little toddler.

    I was exposed to so many dirty government secrets that I was to be sacrificed at Bohemian Grove to prove to perpeTraitors in attendance that their secrets died with me.

    Fortunately for me, intelligence insider Mark Phillips rescued me from certain demise, took my daughter and me to safety, and handed me keys to my own mind for healing. Mark had been working the highest levels of intelligence mind sciences to preserve the sanctity of free thought when he saw how our country was being sold out to a global slave society agenda through mind control of the masses. When Mark saw little children being taken in and out of the White House, he decided to take action and lifted my daughter and me right out of the Wash DC human trafficking swamp in 1988.

    Think for a moment. Re-read “when Mark saw little children being taken in and out of the White House”.

    This means he was there and saw what was happening. Anyone could have taken a photo and erroneously grouped him in the complicit list.

    Likewise, I was at the “Diddy parties” of the day being passed around like a party favor. I was in the Virgin Islands, throughout the Caribbean, Canada, and Mexico being used in drug and human trafficking ops. There is photographic evidence.

    Under MK Ultra, I could not think to protect my daughter any more than I could think to protect myself. Each of us was manipulated by love and instinct to take abuse to protect the other, which never was effective as our hearts intended. My daughter and I were in the White House where cameras record everything. I held her hand as we walked through the Service Entrance/Serve us in trance.

    When my daughter was being further abused through corrupted Child Protective Services in the 90s, FBI agents testifying against her threatened me that they would release blackmail videos. I responded, “Please do. It will further prove my testimony.”

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  • Kelly and Me Today
    Mar 24 2025

    Kelly was sorting through our treasures gathered on a recent trip to Siesta Key, Florida when she found her sea shells she had collected made it safely home without breaking.

    “Look, Mom,” she squealed. “My baby’s ear shells made it!”

    I did not know she had gathered baby ear shells, and was surprised to hear her mention them with such enthusiasm given the trigger significance they were in Operation Shell Game. (p.146-149 TRANCE Formation of America)

    Kelly and I are so focused on our present and future, that we do not discuss our past other than to reference it as source of insight and wisdom gained for current application. Plus I have always followed Mark’s advice that Kelly needs to learn of her past from within herself free of outside input. This has allowed us both to heal on our own path in light of our individual experiences rather than tangle or dilute memory.

    Curious why Kelly was so ebullient about her baby ear shells, I asked her what she knew about them. She told me, “I remember a nice man on the beach explaining to me why baby’s ears shells are so rare and treasured. They are extremely delicate, and when polished are beautiful. When you look inside, you can see the resemblance to a baby’s ear.”

    “That ‘nice man’ was not so nice in my book,” I offered. “He is in TRANCE for using the baby’s ear as a trigger for me to do what I was told or your life was on the line.”

    Kelly and I were well familiar how manipulation of our love for each other was used against us both to make us do as told so the other would not be hurt. Obviously it was a lie as both of us endured MK Ultra traumas just the same. Yet it is indicative of the power of love, and how each of us had done all we could to protect the other albeit ineffectively.

    This is akin to how families were manipulated and divided when mind control masked as a virus was unleashed on the global population 2020. Those who bought into the media’s repetitive narrative feared for the lives of those thinking free and vice versa. It was all love, yet it divided families nevertheless simply because they did not understand components of mind control.

    Kelly and I share a very close and profoundly deep relationship because we both fully understand what was imposed on us. Once families torn apart by mind control understand its components, they will real-eyes it was love all along driven by fear the other would die as controlled media programmed them to believe.

    The more you know the more you see we are not responsible for what we were forced to do under mind control. Now that we are aware, however, we are responsible and must evolve with the knowledge that is our defense against mind control going forward. Our precious family units are under deliberate orchestrated attack. Truth frees us from imposed fear, and allows for clarity of vision, compassion, and divine love to unite our families once and for all.

    Nature is abSOULute, and Kelly and I embrace it always. Kelly’s and my vastly different perceptions of what baby ear shells meant did not preclude the reality of their profound beauty. Nor did we feel need to superimpose our experiences on each other as people are often conditioned to do. We each had different experiences, and therefore different memory and perception.

    Embrace difference. We all have much to learn from each other.

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  • Global Unity Defeats New World Order
    Mar 7 2025

    Global Unity defeats New World Order

    Relaxing after an intense day, Mark and I would often get into deep discussions on how the New World Order could be effectively unraveled.

    We each had different perspectives, priorities, and ideas on how that could possibly be accomplished which added dimension to a vast array of potential SOULutions.

    Mark and I agreed that the first step would be to identify the problem that defines the New World Order. The New World Order is a slave society agenda that uses trauma based mind control as the means of ushering it in. Knowledge is our defense against mind control, and ultimately the New World Order.

    As humanity wakes up to reality and reclaims free thought, the world naturally unites in light of truth.

    Mark determined that people would be slow to recognize the difference between New World Order and world unity until they understood mind control. This dichotomy seemed oxymoronic. What would break the spell of New World Order mind control over the masses long enough for them to wake up, reclaim free thought, and unite against their oppressors?

    To compound the felony, mind control is designed to keep people looking outside themselves to Big Government to fix our problems for us. Deep State Big Government is not going to stop the New World Order – they are the New World Order!

    The New World Order is a 100 year plan that began in Adolph Hitler’s Nazi Germany. Nazi and Fascist scientists were imported into the US in the wake of WWII through Project Paperclip. With them came the formula for MK Ultra mind control to implement what Hitler, Bush, Biden, and self appointed self anointed global leaders term New World Order.

    Knowledge is our defense against mind control, so secrecy and censorship are crucial to their success. Hence the reason for secret societies, secret meetings, and the need for blackmail to ensure secrecy. The 1947 National Security Act was designed to keep their secrets and cover their crimes while the CIA was formed at the same time for enforcement.

    Now that these dark secrets are finally coming to light, mind control’s spell is breaking. People are waking up to embrace free thought.

    With free thought comes free will soul expression and the capacity for wisdom. Wisdom outthinks their criminal minds every time. With wisdom comes the ability to gather the strength of the human spirit and infinite power of love. It is on this level that humanity naturally unites. United in purpose with knowledge that is our defense against mind control, humanity’s victory in unraveling the New WORLD Order worldwide is inevitable.

    It is time to remember who we are and why we are here. Ultimately mind control is a spiritual battle, whereby the difference between the New World Order and global unity is dark and light, evil vs good, hate vs. love, slavery vs freedom.

    PerpeTraitors hellbent on this slave society agenda fear the strength of the human spirit. It’s where we win and where they lose. Strength of the human spirit’s infinite source of love is the most powerful force in the universe. They cannot possess nor eradicate our innate energy source, they can only inhibit our ability to think to express it through mind control.

    The formula for mind control is the same whether it is of an individual, a classroom, military, nation, or the world. Trauma is the basis of it, and it was found through Hitler/Himmler research there is no trauma more horrific on the human mind than sexual abuse of child prior to age 5 while the brain is still forming. Trauma shuts down neuron pathways in the brain necessary for free thought critical analysis, which heightens suggestibility for a complaint society.

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  • Blackmail Videos
    Feb 26 2025

    “He who holds the gold makes the rules,” Mark would quip, adding “and the ultimate gold is black. Black mail videos.”

    My whole life those ruling our world by Blackmail termed themselves New World Order of the Rose. The Order of the Rose was a secret society of self-appointed, self-anointed leaders comprised of Jesuits and CIA.

    These power mongers did not trust each other either, so they kept compromisingly perverse Blackmail videos of each other filmed during secret meetings. As a young child, I was sex trafficked to various politicians and global leaders who met at what was the Epstein Island of its time Mackinac Island Michigan.

    Most perpeTraitors I was exposed to were aware that they were being covertly filmed since it was the ultimate rule of being a secret society Order of the Rose member. It was also understood that these Blackmail videos were held in vaults at the Vatican, through the infiltrated Mafia network, and by various individuals.

    One such individual that held Blackmail videos in the 1980s was Hollywood actor Michael Dante’. I had cause to see Dante’s wall of vaults when I was in his Hollywood home in 1986 as detailed in my testimony for Congress TRANCE Formation of America.

    How does a B grade actor come into such a high position as keeper of the Blackmail? Dante’ was closely associated with Jack Valenti, head of the Motion Picture Association of America and godfather over Hollywood and politics due to his friendships with Ronald Reagan, George Bush, Bill and Hillary Clinton, the Vatican and more. Jack Valenti’s power grew when the New World Order gained control through the Kennedy Assassination. Valenti fed us the media cover-up for Ford’s Warren Commission, first coining the term “conspiracy theorist” for anyone questioning the narrative.

    Black mail and infiltration had blurred the line between Vatican Jesuits, the Mafia, and CIA which Michael Dante’ epitomized by wearing all hats. Seemingly tied to everyone, Dante’s position put him in charge of covert filming at the Bohemian Grove, Clintons’ Swiss Villa Amphitheater in Lampe, Missouri, and spontaneous meeting places such as the one where I was trafficked in Malibu where Bush, Reagan, Salinas, De la Madrid, and more had met to finalize criminal groundwork for NAFTA. Dante’ had seen it all, done it all, and held the evidence much like the Diddy or Epstein of his day.

    I was about to turn 30 and was scheduled to be sacrificed at Bohemian Grove for what I knew about inner operations of the New World Order, specifically Order of the Rose. Dante’s vault also held Snuff films proving the execution of those like me who ‘knew too much’. This word had reached intelligence insider Mark Phillips, who ultimately intercepted me enroute to my executioner Michael Dante. Mark saved me from certain death, and my daughter Kelly from a fate worse than death.

    Because I had been programmed heavily under MK Ultra mind control to go to Michael Dante’, I was obsessed with the need to fulfill my mission. Mark’s initial efforts to keep my daughter and me safe were strenuous under the circumstances, especially considering we were literally dodging bullets that I was straining to run back into as programmed.

    Mark asked me who was shooting at us, insisting I write it out by hand and not vocalize. Writing it out defused my programming and showed me my truth. As quickly as I wrote out memory, it was validated by clean members of intelligence and law enforcement. William Von Raab of US Customs validated my testimony detailing groundwork for NAFTA that was rooted in drug and human trafficking across open borders, which in turn funded the New World Order.

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  • We Are Empowered
    Dec 31 2024

    Did Trump lie? Or did we fail to listen?

    Is it possible we could not hear “Power is returned to the People” over programming screaming in our ears for generations to give our power away to Big Government, Big Pharma, Big Tech, and Big Cult/Occult religion?

    Is it true everything we have been told is a lie? Or does truth lie somewhere in between?

    As a little child losing free thought to MK Ultra mind control, I bought into the media narrative that Nixon phoned astronauts on the moon. Wanting to escape this cruel planet, it seemed I could shinny up that phone cord into outer space. Illogical? Of course. Logic is the first thing to go when conscious free thought is lost.

    So is space travel a lie? Or were media images the lie?

    It is easy to emotionally react to repetitive media narrative rather than critically analyze information and take response-ability to respond true-to-soul with purpose.

    We are now empowered to stop snap judging and think things through.

    Before you dismiss that statement, consider that our brains flow like rivers. Those rivers become entrenched when we continuously take the easy ride floating down the same path. Its easy to snap judge from that position rather than get off our innertube and swim upstream to discover new directions of thought. It is easier to snap judge someone else than it is to take action your self.

    We have been empowered. Embrace it. Think further.

    If I had shinnied up that phone cord into outer space, would I have found intelligent life? Would aliens be happy with us invading their space with phone cords, space junk, space trash, and space wars?

    What if what George Bush said at Bohemian Grove in the 80s is true and aliens are us in the future? That we are all various species of aliens and space travel is really time travel? Should we believe repetitive media narratives trying to scare us into complying with self appointed, self anointed global leaders hellbent on using alien theme MK Ultra mind control to usher in their slave society agenda? What if they are following DARPA generated Artificial Intelligence back to their own future while trying to limit our soul wisdom so we go along with their shallow, linear trip?

    We have been empowered. Think further.

    Perhaps all those drones we are seeing are weapon systems of puppetmasters moving into their next level of Psychological Warfare. We can’t wait on Big Government to save us when Big Global Government is doing it to us.

    So many of us are awake and aware of this reality that sheer numbers of us overrode the rigged electronic algorithms in voting machines to elect a President that would return power to the people.

    We are empowered. Embrace responsibility. Think further than what you think you know.

    I live in an area of the country where Global education/Common Core has failed to indoctrinate children who think free instead. As a result, children are capable of creating drones while still in kindergarten. With drones everywhere, invasiveness is not tolerated and drones are affectionately referred to as skeet around here. People take responsibility for their lives and freedom.

    We are empowered.

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