Wanna hear some of my origins? Yeah, me either. But here's a brief overview.

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"Yeah fucking right?" Fair. But there are times when I can believe it. 

Relationships have always been the most important part of my life; for worse or for... still worse. You know, I've lost a lot of folks in the past year. Don't worry, they're still above ground - but we don't take walks together anymore. 

At any other time, these relationship losses would be the final straw for this hunchback. But(t) luckily, I've learned how to enjoy saying goodbye to people. Even ones that I love deeply. Even ones that fucked me right over. 

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July 2020

Controversy warning; I’m dragging on men today. Radioing in mid-walk, mid-mental shutdown over these fools. Feeling pissed off about good intentions taken the wrong way, and the subsequent hurt, sadness, and guilt created for both parties. Sharing some polarizing advice.

Sometimes life feels like one long string of apologizing for being a woman among men and moderating my existence to make them feel better.

Am I being reductive? Absolutely.

Is it true to my experiences, and what I observe in others? Yer fucking right.

This is a venting experiment. Airing some dirty, guilty laundry about romantic relationships, attraction, and "I'm not interested," in a way that I think other MFs will understand.

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June 2020

This is the story of an overachiever lifestyle and decades of unmanaged childhood trauma resulting in autoimmune breakdown and mysterious illness in my early 20's.

Part 3 of my personal origin story and my introduction to Trauma. There’s a lot more to say about this ongoing physical illness, but hey, these blog posts turned audio recordings are a start. Here's a concise overview of my rapid fall from ambitious, scientific grace into physical and mental debilitation. The onset of my "Traumatized Living."

Don't worry, it was a shit couple of years... but I'm not here to complain. Just to connect. I promise, it all gets better from here.

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June 24th 2020

So... for months I've been doing well, spitting optimism, and riding highs. But this hasn't been totally honest with myself. There's been something bubbling under the surface that I haven't wanted to deal with. I haven't been acknowledging the truth about a dangerous-feeling emotion. And it hasn't been doing me any favors. The more you avoid, the more the feeling disrupts your motherfucking life.

Today, I'm talking off-script about how I lean into uncomfortable feelings and pull out the compartmentalized emotions without losing myself in a depressive pit... and exactly what's been churning under the surface in my life. Spoilers: I'm embarrassed to say, it's a lost relationship. And not even a good one.

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TW - reference to vomit.

You know, not to be a dick, but... you can't MAKE me want your "care." Especially when every helping hand comes with a firm slap down the line. Especially, especially, when you can't even hide your abuse long enough to pretend to be concerned. (clutched heart and all)

Jesus Christ. It's just another day in the house of VulNarc.

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Just a bonus post about traum-astrology. Did you know there's a trauma healer... not planet... not star... more like an asteroid. So, you know, it travels unpredictably through the sky and tends to crash into things. Sound like CPTSD already? 

Well Fuckle up, it gets better. 

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Just a quick bit that I thought some of you might appreciate... wanna talk about some dominant parts? You might meet yours more easily if you get even mildly acquainted with the stars. 

Pisces | Aquarius | Leo

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