Dude just walking in public can be overwhelming. There is all this negative energy peering into your souls 24/7. Like what? What tf did I do to you? I’m just trying to vibe go eat shit.

It used to be insanely overwhelming, but as you can tell I’m…getting over it. I’m legitimately filming a recording of me talking in Walmart so yeah I’d suppose my advice is working.

You desire love.

You desire to be loved, to feel seen.

No matter how hard you try to go,”oh well just not in this generation. It’ll never happen for me.” I highly beg to differ.

There’s so much information all around abt, “do this and it’ll get their attention, do that and they’ll never leave you.” All that is, is manipulation. It will never give you what you truly desire….for YOU to be loved. Not whatever mask you’re wearing.

People either love you, or they don’t; but we allow our own desires to cloud the vision. That is why YOU must learn to love, see, and accept yourself truly just as you are. Free on your own.

Then when you least expect it, love will find you.

I kinda stray off topic but I talk abt my own personal experiences with gaining weight. How hard that’s been for me to accept the body I have now and still find ways to love myself even tho I don’t have the body I had when I was 16 and starving…which I hated myself even more than.

I have nothing to envy abt that girl…yet that part in the brain doesn’t always want to shut up.

So I hope listening brings some form of comfort. It gets juicier towards the end. The whole things juicy tho.

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