• "I'm alive. Talk to Me like I'm here." - Jesus
    Nov 14 2025

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    You: "Jesus, you take care of it... take care of everything."

    Jesus: "Say those words again, but this time like you're speaking them to someone in the room.

    I don't want dead words.

    Vain repetitions--

    meaning words without Love,

    words that feel like they're going into an abyss.

    You are My heart,

    and hearts feel,

    hearts Love.

    And that is My Will for you--

    to keep Me warm with (y)our Love,

    to keep Me company,

    and to recognize that I Am your only company.

    Keep trusting and saying, "Jesus, you take care of it."

    And know that I have. "

    I Love you,

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    "...Lead a life worthy of your calling for you have been called by God." - Ephesians 4:1

    "You put your plans ahead of God's plans for you that's why you have anxiety."

    -St. Paisios

    "I go on carrying my Cross for love of you, and you follow me for love of me. You hesitate to carry the cross because your nature seeks joy But how can you have joy if you don't carry the cross?

    Many souls would like to choose their own crosses and to make them light. When they do this by themselves, their crosses become much heavier instead, causing great distress and discouragement.

    Unite yourself to the Divine Will and bear your daily crosses with patience, courage, and submission. Trust in me, for I am your Simon of Cyrene. I will help you. What good are impatience and rebellion? Why must you seek your will in everything, when this can only cause you problems? Live with patience, and you shall live in peace.

    I give you my blessing." - Father Ruotolo Dolindo, Meditations on the Rosary

    "If God seems quiet right now, remember that no one shouts when they're right next to you." - @David_ford_

    I can find peace in the middle of a storm and walk on what is trying to drown me." - @kingofsolomon

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  • Your life is about to take a beautiful turn.
    Nov 13 2025

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    God is speaking to you.

    He's always speaking to you.

    But the sound of His Voice is silence,

    and if you could learn to translate It,

    to understand It,

    you'd hear Him saying,

    "Surrender.

    Surrender.

    Surrender."

    Like a mantra.

    (T)His Silence is a mantra,

    reminding you of your purpose in every moment--

    to surrender.

    You can't just surrender once.

    That's not how it works.

    You have to surrender in every moment.

    When you turn to God,

    it's your turn,

    your time,

    you are His.

    "Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;

    I have summoned you by name;

    you are mine." - Isaiah 43:1

    And you say,

    "Oh my Jesus,

    I surrender myself to you,

    take care of everything."

    And you trust in those words,

    until they become an experience,

    until He shows that He can be trusted with EVERYTHING.

    You don't have to hold it all together,

    He will.

    Because He Is.

    I Love you

    I Love you

    I Love you

    I Love you,

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    "Your life is about to take a beautiful turn." - @wetheurban

    "God answering prayers you prayed years ago. He never forgets. He will prove Himself faithful."- @joenasandiego

    "The Lord said to me, "You don't have to try to do my job. I'm good at my job. You don't have to hold it all together, I WILL." - @rock_solid _ministries_intl

    "The wind is blowing. Miracles are in bloom. Your promise is closer. I need you to push. And I don't mean to fight it until your energy is gone.

    I mean to trust like never before. I mean to persevere despite the storm in front of you. Obedience is key in this hour." -@Godlywaiting

    "God is in the midst. The labor pains are hard, but you're almost there. I see delivery. I see dead things resurrecting.

    I see everything happening all at once.

    Shock will set in and you'll fall to your knees in worship. The Father is coming. The impossible is possible." -@Godlywaiting

    "Wherever you turn, God sees you!

    Whether you ascend into the heavens, whether you sink into the abyss, God always sees you! He sees you, but his glance is infinite love because he is present to sustain your life, to help you, to fill you with the graces of which you yourself are not even aware.

    God sees you, even more, in him you are and you move; this is a great mercy. You ought to exult in the thought of being always in the presence of your God and in the meantime you forget it completely.

    You not only forget him, but you live as if God did not exist, even under his glance, with the strength which he gives you, with the freedom which he grants you..." - A Month With Mary, by Father Ruotolo Dolindo

    "Beloved,

    May I remember:

    As I serve the truth,

    The truth will serve me." - Isha Das

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  • What Does Surrender Actually Look Like?
    Nov 12 2025

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    Love.

    Surrender looks like Love.

    "No eye has seen,

    no ear has heard,

    and no mind has imagined

    what God has prepared for those who love Him." - 1 Corinthians 2:9

    "Is Love here, too?"

    That's what you ask.

    That's what you feel,

    right next to the panic.

    And you breathe into the panic,

    the way you would breathe into labor pains,

    and you give birth to God.

    You give birth to Love in your world,

    into your problems,

    into your relationships,

    into your business,

    into that office.

    You have to learn to remain calm.

    You have to learn that everything is okay,

    even when it looks like it's not.

    You have to remember to say,

    'Jesus, you take care of it,

    I surrender myself to you,

    take care of everything,

    I love you.'

    And then feel His Love.

    He Loves you.

    I know you've heard that

    you've read that

    you may even believe It,

    but do you feel It?

    You HAVE to feel It.

    And then things HAVE to change.

    I love you, I love you, I love you,

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    There's no one that was more humble than He was. And so I have to remember that everything that I have is because of Him -- everything that I went through was to get to this point where I surrendered to Him." -Jonathan Roumie

    "I've found that surrender leads to salvation in every way possible. Your self-reliance won't cure you; your willpower won't save you. Your independence will not deliver you from that which seeks to destroy your faith in God, erode your hope in Christ or corrode your love for the Holy Spirit and humanity itself" - Jonathan Roumie

    "There is a place right before surrender... where I just didn't know what else to do." - @its.all.god.dude

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  • Affirm: "Where I am, is where I need to be." (Surrender Novena Day 9)
    Nov 11 2025

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    People think prayer is less than meditation,

    that it's dualistic.

    But we pray,

    seemingly in a dualistic way,

    knowing there's only One here,

    knowing that the moment the prayer is offered,

    it is this Silence,

    our Self,

    that is receiving it,

    that is hearing it.

    There is no delay,

    no journey the words have to take.

    It's all Here.

    It's all Now.

    It's all Love,

    constant Worship.

    Only Worship is here,

    only Love is here.

    I Love you,

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    Surrender Novena Day 9 - Father Ruotolo

    "Pray always in readiness to surrender, and you will receive from it great peace and great rewards, even when I confer on you the grace of immolation, of repentance and of love. Then what does suffering matter? It seems impossible to you? Close your eyes and say with all your soul, “Jesus, you take care of it”. Do not be afraid, I will take care of things and you will bless my name by humbling yourself. A thousand prayers cannot equal one single act of surrender, remember this well. There is no novena more effective than this:

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

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    "Surrender and rest are the keys to unlock your end of the year breakthrough. In my quiet place with the Lord, he said, "You no longer have to fight it.

    Surrender and rest is the key to receive in this season and in this moment." Rest! Surrender.

    It has already shifted in the spirit, but it's about to break forth in the natural."-

    @Godlywaiting

    "The joke is even the surrendering is not in your control. Why? Because so long as there is an individual who says " surrender" there is a surrenderer, an individual ego... What I'm saying is that even the surrendering is not in your hands." -Ramesh Balsekar

    "To the mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders." - Lao Tzu

    "Behind every thought, there is thoughtlessness; have you witnessed that stillness?

    Behind every noise, there is a voice whispering in silence; have you observed it?

    Behind every form, there is formlessness; have you become aware of it?

    Behind everything manifested, there is unmanifested; are we able to observe it?

    Behind every being. there is non- being: have you become mindful of it?

    Behind this addiction for certainty, there is uncertainty; have you surrendered to it?"

    -Ken J

    "You've been hard on yourself

    for a really long time now.

    It's good to be motivated, but not at the expense of constant pressure that consistently has you unimpressed with yourself. Now is the time to feed into treating yourself with care. Find ways to relax your body. Stretch. Release the buildup. Pamper yourself. Create an environment that inspires you to be at peace with where you are. Mantra:

    "Where I am, is where I need to be."

    Alignment comes before action." - @SourceMessages

    God is saying-

    When I tell you to rest,

    it means to keep busy about life,

    but keep quiet inside,

    keep vigil inside...

    don't back talk, judge, doubt, narrate or try to figure out what I Am doing,

    what I did in the beginning.

    Don't try to get out in front of Me.

    Just listen for the next direction.

    For the next step.

    And you’ll begin to see that it is always to Love more.

    To feel Love again.

    Which means you’re (in) My will again.

    My Will for you is to be successful.

    And you are successful the moment you remember Love.

    I Love you ❤️‍🔥

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  • Your Breakthrough Is Here (Surrender Novena Day 8)
    Nov 10 2025

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    The Light of God broke through the moment you took the focus off of yourself,

    and placed it on God.

    The moment you stopped stopping,

    and kept feeling Love,

    kept affirming-

    "I have resources the world knows not of.

    The fish I need will be sent to my nets.

    I am healing, and I am healed.

    Everything I need is here, because I feel Him here."

    If you take nothing else from what is shared daily,

    take this-

    how you feel while listening,

    is what you must continue to feel while living.

    You are to Love more.

    I Love you,

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    The Surrender Novena Day 8 - Father Ruotolo

    "Close your eyes and let yourself be carried away on the flowing current of my grace; close your eyes and do not think of the present, turning your thoughts away from the future just as you would from temptation. Repose in me, believing in my goodness, and I promise you by my love that if you say, “You take care of it,” I will take care of it all; I will console you, liberate you, and guide you.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

    "Pain that brings you closer to God will always be better than comfort that keeps you away from Him." - unknown

    "Any of our supply channels in this-world are subject to change, but if we are always Grateful for our sufficiency and continue to keep our focus on God, we are already in the Listening mode when a change happens. The Christ Knows where our sufficiency is-Be still and Listen-we may have all we need right beside us, where we didn't think of looking. The fish we need will be sent to our nets." - Al Denninger, the Spiritual Source of Supply

    "If you want to get warm

    you must stand near the fire: if you want to be wet you must get into the water.

    If you want joy, power, peace, eternal life, you must get close to, or even into, the thing that has them." -C. S. Lewis

    John 4:32-34

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  • God wants you to be the Tabernacle. (Surrender Novena Day 7)
    Nov 9 2025
    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________"If ye abide in Me, and My words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you." - John 15:4-9This is when the miracles start--when you remember there's only Him. That's when the solutions show up,when the healings show up,when you know there's no one here to be healed,no bones to be broken,no bank account to be empty,no internet,no phone,no world.And you remain as This.Silence.Stillness.The Fullness of Nothingness. Even for just a moment, and then from that Womb,everything comes.Whatever it is,whatever has got you worried, stop thinking about it.You're perpetuating it.Stop thinking about it.When you're tempted to think about it,turn to Him and say, 'What do you think about it?'And He'll give you how He FEELS about it...Pause and Feel. Pause and Love.:) You're feeling how He feels about it right now.This Love is how He feels, always. There's nothing to worry about. Your covered.It's covered."But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light." - 1 Peter 2:9 ESVI love you, niknikki@curlynikki.comPlease support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________Surrender Novena Day 7 "I perform miracles in proportion to your full surrender to me and to your not thinking of yourselves. I sow treasure troves of graces when you are in the deepest poverty. No person of reason, no thinker, has ever perform miracles, not even among the saints. He does divine works whosoever surrenders to God. So don’t think about it anymore, because your mind is acute and for you it is very hard to see evil and to trust in me and to not think of yourself. Do this for all your needs, do this all of you and you will see great continual silent miracles. I will take care of things, I promise this to you. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.Amen" - Father Ruotolo *************************************"Become conscious of Being Conscious. Eventually, the false I will vanish, leaving only the unbroken awareness of the real, immanent I, Self Consciousness itself." -Ramana Maharshi"Don't Think Less of Yourself, But Think of Yourself Less"- Sacinandana Swami "It is not a question of whether there is a God, apart from you, but more whether there is a 'you' apart from God."- Arthur Osborne"The ego prayed to God and listened for a response.There was no response but silence. The ego thought,"God doesn't exist."In desperation, the ego prayed again and listened to the silence. And it was revealed - the ego doesn't exist." -Pat Nolan"It has long been taken for granted that the individual exists and that God does not exist. Eventually, you realize that the individual is not real and that there is nothing but God." - Ramana Maharshi"Your identification of being somebody doesn't let you truly relax and it limits your domain." - Sri Sri Ravi ShankarI trust you and I know you have placed me here but I am still finding it hard.It's hard adjusting, it's hard to know what to do next, and it's hard to feel outside of my comfort zone every single day. I ask, Lord, that you would provide what I need. I pray you would be my comfort when I feel alone and it's painful. I pray that you would help me look for and find the blessings and joy you are providing instead of being consumed with all that is so difficult about this. Lord, please guide me to the people, places, and positions that you have prepared for me and help me to trust in your goodness as I wait.In Jesus' name,Amen" -@proverbs31ministries"Hold on. Stay Strong. Trust God." - @Bible_verses_kj on IG"Grace has the ability to change anything at any time." - Ravi Shankar
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  • Blessed are those who trust in the Love. (Surrender Novena Day 6)
    Nov 8 2025
    In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥One reel. One GodNote. One breath at a time.Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikkiLet this moment hold you like it once held me.This isn’t old, it’s eternal.______________"Blessed are those who trust in the Lord,whose trust is the Lord.They shall be like a tree planted by water,sending out its roots by the stream.It shall not fear when heat comes, and its leaves shall stay green." - Jeremiah 17:7-8Blessed are those whose trust IS the Love ❤️He's already there.It's already done.It's like your prayer is the past.He's already answered you.As soon as you become aware of the prayer that is seemingly needed in the moment, from this moment on, you will smile and simply say, 'Thank you, God.'It's like the Light comes on in the middle of that needy prayer, and you smile, and thank Him. It is finished. Why worry?Float on 'em! ;) I love you, nik nikki@curlynikki.comPlease support the show:▶▶https://www.patreon.com/goodmornings__________________________________________Surrender Novena Day 6"You are sleepless; you want to judge everything, direct everything and see to everything and you surrender to human strength, or worse – to men themselves, trusting in their intervention, – this is what hinders my words and my views. Oh how much I wish from you this surrender, to help you; and how I suffer when I see you so agitated! Satan tries to do exactly this: to agitate you and to remove you from my protection and to throw you into the jaws of human initiative. So, trust only in me, rest in me, surrender to me in everything. O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.Amen" - Father Ruotolo ******************"When you pray to God, do not make a list of the things you want, as you do for the supermarket. Leave your shopping list behind. Be alone, be hungry, and be awake. Take these three kinds of attentiveness with you and pray only to God.Keep God within your inner heart, be within God, and pray. Then all the forces ruling from within will leave you. In that state, the lone treasure becomes one with the Lone Treasure, and that is true worship."-M.R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen"I and the Father are one." - John 10:30 "The more a soul trusts, the more it will receive...Let that which He has ordained from all ages happen to me." - St. Faustina Diary, 386"When you pray, you only have to ask for two things: You should ask for the light to see the will of God, and you have to ask for the courage to be able to do the will of God."-Venerable Msgr. Aloysius Schwartz"Clinging to money is a lack of trust in God." - Maharajji, Neem Karoli Baba "We are in a worry culture. Every week what you stress about will shift to the next big thing If you choose to be ordinary, but you can choose to be different. When the situation arises, respond with, I don't know, but God does, and somehow this will all work out. Worry is a choice. Trust is the antidote. Choose to be different. The reward is peace."- Grace Yasmine"If you thank your mind, it will relax.If you thank your heart, it will open.If you thank your past, it will integrate. If you thank your symptoms, they will heal. If you thank your shadow, it will vanish. If you thank your life, it will transform.If you thank yourself, the light will dawn."- Matt Kahn 44 Then Jesus cried out, "Whoever believes in me does not believe in me only, but in the one who sent me. 45 The one who looks at me is seeing the one who sent me. 46 | have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness." - John 12: 44-46"He's there before he sends instructions.He's there before he puts that dream in your heart.He's there before he sends you to unfamiliar places.He's there. He's already there.He's there in the place of your worries.He's there in the place of fear.Long before you think about it, he's already there.So dear, proceed anyway.The step that you are afraid to take might be the step that you need."- @noellegallo_
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  • Remind yourself: 'God is in the room.' (Surrender Novena Day 5)
    Nov 7 2025

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    God is saying,

    STOP.

    Stop thinking.

    Stop what you're doing right now.

    Sit down in Silence.

    Sit back into the Silence,

    and close your eyes in Silence.

    Don't think a thought.

    Stop breathing,

    just for a moment.

    Hold your breath,

    and feel Me,

    holding you,

    carrying you.

    As that breath flows out,

    you can still feel Me Loving you,

    being You.

    Sit up now,

    into My Grace.

    Into Me.

    There is nothing but Me.

    And you practice that thought,

    but you include everything but yourself,

    You see the GoOD in everyone and everything but you.

    But I'm here, too.

    I Am in the room.

    I am the room.

    The only reason you feel stuck like something is blocking you,

    is because you don't stop.

    You don't pause,

    and pray.

    The stopping,

    this pausing,

    is prayer.

    It is practice.

    And It prospers.

    I Love you,

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    Surrender Novena Day 5 -Father Ruotolo

    "And when I must lead you on a path different from the one you see, I will prepare you; I will carry you in my arms; I will let you find yourself, like children who have fallen asleep in their mother's arms, on the other bank of the river. What troubles you and hurts you immensely are your reason, your thoughts and worry, and your desire at all costs to deal with what afflicts you.

    O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

    Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

    Amen"

    "Chanting is an offering of the heart, a heart filled with feelings of humility, a desire to surrender, and a sincere service attitude." - Sacinanandnana Swami

    "The saints are not supermen, nor were they born perfect. When they recognized

    GOD'S LOVE, they followed it and served others." - Pope Francis

    "In my life I have seen the most wonderful demonstrations of God's response to prayer. I urge you to pray not for little things, but for His presence. Only that prayer is worthwhile. If you are willing to sacrifice an hour or two of sleep for meditation every night, you will enter the kingdom of God. Don't watch the time. With deep sincerity pray, "Lord, I want You alone."- Paramahansa Yogananda

    "Let us say that you have ten minutes, ten minutes to shut out the world, ten minutes away from the telephone, ten minutes for contemplating God and the things of God, ten minutes for spiritual realization. Remember, the world outside does not have the capacity to give ten minutes to this. It is only those who have in some measure been touched by the Spirit of God who have the capacity to sit for ten minutes in this contemplation: What have I in my house? I have the full measure of Christ-peace. I have all that the Father has, for the Father has given His allness unto me. God has even breathed into me His life; therefore, I have in my consciousness life eternal. I, the Christ, am come that I might have life and that I might have it abundantly. I have in my house, in my consciousness, life, and life abundant, infinite life, eternal life. I have an infinity of supply, because the Christ reveals that my heavenly Father knows that I have need of all these things, and that it is His good pleasure to give me the kingdom. I have the kingdom of God within me, and this is the Kingdom of all that I shall ever need. I have in my consciousness eternal life, infinite supply, divine peace. As vou contemplate this for five or ten minutes each day, you carry into your world the awareness of all that God is and all that God has as a gift that has been bestowed upon you by the grace of God. If you have contemplated that, you have brought the peace that passes understanding into the room." - Joel S Goldsmith, Altitude of Prayer

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