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This one may be too harsh for some of you, but the caring and wise beauty of my passion for humanity to do better for themselves that you know and love in this podcast is weaved in. No one is expecting people to divulge their entire lives to random people or even strangers, but if a friend asks you how you’re doing, be mf’n honest. Your God can’t do everything for you. If every adverse event was handled by other entities, wtf will you have learned in this life? We use religion in the wrong way – to tell us everything to do step-by-step versus living our lives from and through our souls within.

Everyone grieves in their own way but if people are trying to help you not go down a path of despondency which could lead to an even darker path, hear them out. No one is telling you specifically how to grieve but simply trying to encourage you to not go down a dark road without any light. They are simply giving you light so that you know you aren’t alone, and that the people that care for you want you to come out on the bright side by trying to lead you to it for you to exercise your grieving free will. You don’t know where that dark path will lead you if you can’t even see the road beneath your feet. There’s no short in anticipating a grieving person’s emotions, so we respect them. However, loss can push some to lose sight of reality in the living world that surrounds them. Their village is evermore important at this time.

When Uni puts us here, we have a job to do from day 1. As we age, we are taught the ways of being a human but we aren’t taught how to be proper vessels. We are supposed to be learning our soul’s purpose as we develop into smarter, better humans in the form of adults. Because religion stepped in and derailed this process, we have no clue who we are or who we’re supposed to be. Some aren’t even connected to their own souls, let alone fully trained in their purpose. We are given clues as to who we are even as infants. Remember, we see things differently with a clean slate. When we have listened to everyone outside of us on how to live our lives, we set ourselves up for failure every time. In the current state of things, we have to start the ride over and begin from scratch. It is beyond that time for sure. Let the bullshit go people, and heal ffs! The longer you wait, the more painful life will become.

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Self-explanatory, but I always have to explain. Souls born from the uterus of a junkie, my generation used to call crackhead babies. These are the ones with the innate propensity to follow the ashy apple tree they fell from. This is a medical circumstance. This episode talks about people not of this beginning but make it their life and end if born into this surrounding. On the streets leaning or in the streets selling. One of both lifestyles only end one way if changes aren’t made. Next, those traumatized and actively chose to be this way…bitch, heal ffs. Jesus Hernando Lil Ray Ray Christ! I thought that, too, would be obvs folks. Then, again, I’m called to do this work because nothing seems to be obvious to people these days.

With confidence, you have it or you don’t. One may have confidence in some things and not others. but confidence is a form of faith. Just like faith, you either have it or you absolutely don’t. One thing I do not accept is a person not having confidence in themselves. The only person you should be able to trust is oneself. If you can’t be confident and faithful in yourself, then wtf are you doing in life? Because that lack of confidence affects the rest of humanity – your ability to do your job here. One thing I abhor is a useless employee and that’s what you are on this earth rn if you can’t even muster up your own innate skills without some external help. I mean, what’s your purpose at this point? You’re actively being a disservice to yourself and complaining about your suck ass life. No one gets that behavior. The rest of the world is confused about how to even begin to help you while you rely on everything else outside of you, then complaining the shit isn’t working. Make the shit make plausible sense, losers. These ways of being, this shit has to end.

Get help folks, fr! Nobody wants to see you leaning in the middle of the street during rush hour. Get your ass on a bus to the next rehab out in the rural country, not to your dealer in the next pissy alley.

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There’s a giant web of collusion. If people are eating unhealthy food, they’ll eventually fall into the healthcare arena. Then, we have to deal with more assfuckery. We already know insurance companies will deny life-saving drugs and treatments. We know that doctors will only see you if they can bill insurance, so they’ll let you die because they can’t make any money off you. Even if you pay out of pocket and have the cash to do so periodically, versus having it siphoned out of their small paychecks biweekly. So, people are left as they are unless they have a social service to lean on. Then, the stupids come out in droves saying that any person on social services is likely a minority that is draining their tax money, while sitting unemployed in their trailers eating lavishly on food stamps and getting adequate healthcare through their state’s medical aid; except, seemingly, dental and nutrition, if you’ve ever seen what these people look like. Our country has the highest obesity (and genuinely low intelligence) rate. Other countries have banned lots of things we inhale like water here in the states, while our morbidity increases. Let’s not forget that we are, also, shit when it comes to health insurance because of the costs. Once again, unequal. Only those who can afford good coverage receives good treatment, leaving lower-income folks like the differently-abled and elderly to die from poor health and care. It’s been this way for many decades. And, it’s only getting worse as the same people mentioned above enter the political arena with zero political education/experience other than watching certain news channels and a lot to f’n say against anyone else receiving what they barely contribute to. Greed runs this country, and so do stupid people. History and said news proves this.

Love is all we need, not more 'stupid'!

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This is an excerpt from my book, "How to Not Give a Shit, and Not Be a Dumb Ass in the Process: The Ultimate Guidebook on Being a Better Human." Check it out if you enjoyed these couple of minutes. Amazon link below in the sign-off. Try out our new text messaging feature directly above the episode descriptions if you have some experiences you'd like to share or requests for our next episodes. Soon, I will be bringing out episodes more frequently. Can the world handle that much crass? Likely not. Everyone is a nun with their asses in the air. Holier than thou except on the weekends.



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While this episode was in the spirit of closing out another women's month, there was more on my heart to share. There is yin and yang to everything. Duality and balance in all. Faith is the energy of believing in the integrity of this truth. We can have faith in many external things, but they mean nothing if we don’t have faith in ourselves from within ourselves. This is a universal feminine energy of being. Understanding is another. Living in totality, not living in lack or need. When we flow through the world in our masculine energy of action, we shouldn’t have to fight through it as we go. That fight comes when our egos tell us we are missing something. Once alerted and aware, we feel we must act on it, versus waiting for the Universe to lead the way. We take it upon ourselves to change the course of preordained events; thus, running into obstacle after obstacle. We put ourselves through unnecessary trials when our path comes in-built with more than plenty. Conversely, we don’t learn through these events if we are not present in them. We must always trust that the heavenly powers-that-be have our backs. It serves no one for us to fail, so why do we continue to force ourselves down our egos’ paths, and accept it as our end? The only failure is in not seeing what’s directly in front of us. Our own self-inflicted injustices, carried on by those which society inflicts on us every minute of every day. We must have faith that what’s in store for us is real and true, within and without. If we fully put our faith in humanity, we are disappointed every time because it is often misplaced within a place already full of mistrust. Love and trust are other things, while faith can only be had when understood from within. We hear it loudly ringing all day long from the hoi polloi’s lips and fingertips, but the state of the world shows otherwise.

The yin to this yang is the masculine energy of action. While we must have faith in ourselves, what we do during this time is what spins the sphere of reciprocation. As balance and duality move through its orb, it surrounds us as it runs through us – like the ocean deep to our creeks and the life that springs in between. If we want to reach our highest level of potential, we must put the energy out that we are built and internally ready for it. We can’t say we are ready for our greatest acting like we’re at our lowest yet believing it will still lead us there. Neither will thinking we may never reach our zenith because we’ve never attained anything so great before; as if it can never happen a first time for us. That negative thought process is not the kind of balance and duality I’m speaking of. Yin and yang, masculine and feminine, are accessible and reside within all of us, energetically and physiologically. Our brains are split the same way between creative and logic. As we open up more to our inner gods and look at the people and world around us, we can easily see the one and the same beauty within each other, regardless of any earthly affiliations or affinities. The Universal messages apply to every human breathing on and in this planet.

Are you contributing your draining, straining lack of faith to the human abyss; or, are you helping to collectively raise it with your deepest, highest convictions? Preferably the latter are not any society has placed on you to carry for them, but the ones your soul attempts to lead you to every single day.

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The same stories seemingly cross many major cultures of the world, further showing us we are all made from the same inaugural thread weaved. The Ark of the Covenant is very similar to a purportedly older Egyptian technological device called, the Osiris Device, which was said to have the same function of communicating with God/the Gods. The Ark was said to be only accessible to certain people as it had a special power that only some were imbued with authority or knowledge to properly approach and handle the ‘device.’ Moses being one as well as some priests, just like its Egyptian counterpart.

Just as we have our current language and colloquialisms in every culture, tongues were even more varied in antiquity, and even in medieval times. When these ancient books were found in earlier centuries through the deciphering of those books in more recent centuries, it is obvious to any thinking person that interpretations have the highest likelihood than not of being misinterpreted. How much depends on the Catholic Church releasing the information they’ve had passed through Rome from Alexandria if you know your history (& if you listened to my podcast about these rapist MFers). Both times. Trust and believe the good shit wasn’t burned. It’s under watchful eyes. Not to give a history lesson but we have to remember that societies throughout the Mediterranean and some parts of the Middle East subscribed to paganism. Earlier before/when the catholic church was in its birth and infancy as part of the Theodosian and Constantine religious changes and solidifying church and state’s compounded powers, Rome was largely pagan. So beliefs or any practices outside of this edict was persecuted until Catholicism dominated (why were these people so damn violent?).

I say the information given in the Bible is “sketchy” because the books in the cannon were cherry-picked, alongside what was left in and further added to these books. If you really know the Bible, you know that there are lots of mentions of things but very rarely expounded. Then, over time, the specific matters that were left out, which were just as important as the remaining pieces, were then considered heresy, ‘occultish’, or flat out demonized. As we also see, hypocrisy is rampant throughout the Bible as is with alleged “Christians” in this country. The biggest examples are pagan acts and worship that are exhibited clearly in their reverence to saints, in ‘holy’ celebrations like Easter and Christmas, and using pagan symbols like the cross which are/were used in many cultures to represent different things *before the founding of Christianity and especially now with the increase of challenges to this mode of being – finally seeing the truth over and through what we’ve been brainwashed to believe for almost forever and a week.

Feed into your affinities. You never know where they will lead you or how they can help someone outside of you in the rest of the world. Additionally, time is relative. Time meant something different in antiquity. However, there’s no more time. We need to be working to be better now. We seem to be going in the wrong direction. The beauty in the dark is the light it indirectly brings forth. How else would we find and have light when we’re already in the dark, or rapidly barreling toward it?

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This episode is about going back to basics – like, elementary basics. Things don’t seem to sink in until the nexus of the thought is made as plainly as possible for people to get it. Nothing in adulthood makes sense, so we need to view it from untainted eyes and minds. As I like to say, “life is an ouroboros.” Sometimes, we need to view the world as simply as possible to understand how it works, how it moves the people in it, on down to what is going on at-present in your own life. It doesn’t have to be as big an ask as the single formula to creating the one-pill cure for cancer with zero side effects. It’s simply just asking self-awareness (no longer seeing ourselves as ‘victims’ in every negative situation; instead, seeing it from, “what did I do in this situation to cause or exacerbate the problem?”) and understanding (seeing how we affect our own present-tense and the present-future-tense of others, while working to reverse events/things of the past so you can move fluidly, made of love and peace, through this universe.).

We look to everything to do the hard work for us, or we do nothing at all. This is why there are so many traumatized people in this world still reeling from the traumatized situation(s); or, Ozempic butt for those using it for weight loss. The first thing we need to do in our healing process is ‘want’ to heal. Surprisingly, people who constantly say they need to heal don’t actually want to. It vividly shows in their actions. A good example is when a person has developed a bad habit to deal with the trauma but don’t want to let the habit go. When one truly wants to heal, it will require relinquishing all the actions/people/things that are band-aids or otherwise things that serve to protect us from the trauma and emotions that come from reliving it, even if for a short moment. We must acknowledge and embrace the situation for what it is. We must be open and vulnerable with ourselves to ourselves during the process. And, above all else, we must be resolute in our healing process. It’s a disservice to half ass it. It’s exactly like doing nothing at all. We must face and we must release.

We set our goal posts so close yet so far. It doesn’t help us to take the easy way out having a goal post that’s only inches away, yet it’s also unproductive to aim for a goal post across town on another field. We have to test ourselves but not set ourselves up for failure, adding more obstacles and other shit to our field that stands between us and the target.

We need to always carry high standards. Big diff between high standards and arrogance. One is not the same as the other. When we carry high standards in the right way, people will be forced to come correct when they approach you. A family member who is trying to borrow money better be coming with a business proposition, not to get a hit, bottle, or anything on sale before they sell out. Most times, this will also elevate those in your square who have even lower standards. This is akin to part of the idea of tangibly helping another rise, with the other part showing another how to do it. In this, we create a chain reaction to creating our own universe and moving through and with others in our galaxies. We must be stars so others can be suns, with each star shining brighter than the last.

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For millennia, the Catholic church has had its hand in everyone’s life, including those who are not of their grain. This hand has infiltrated our homes, politics, and many societies’ norms. However, not in any good way. Religion should never be something abusive and vicious. It is what people cling to for understanding life and getting through it in the most altruistic way. Religion helps people navigate life to come out on the other side pure, and successful in accomplishing their assignments on their journeys here. When that very thing that is held in such close, high regard is used as a wide net cast to draw people in for nefarious reasons, it erodes the spiritual value derived from people’s beliefs and their passion in fervently living and passing on its baseline teachings in fellowship; and, also misleads people onto a path of internal destruction. At its inception, this entity killed people who did not convert or follow this method of delusion. Later in Puritanical and similar societies, people who had other ways of believing and worshiping were seen, hunted, burned and killed at the stake or otherwise unjustifiably murdered as witches. Today, any other faith system is denigrated and seen as less than Catholicism/Christianity, while people are still persecuted - even those who honor and worship virtually the same Supreme Being just as they do. Lord forbid they call God by any of Her other numerous names – like we see in Judaism. Also, Lord forbid we mention that we all were created equal and in God and the rest of the Council’s image as plainly written in Genesis 1:26. Being what they call “woke” is knowing the truth, while others proactively stay complete fools. So, we must be better than them. We have a duty to help reverse their erroneous ways of thinking and being that, ultimately, keeps our version of humanity in the stone age.

As we saw in the early centuries, around the 8th or 9th, many churches were being erected with Satanic motifs. Gargoyles and other demonic depictions on a church? The obvious answers of wanting to represent the constant human struggle with temptation and the burning desire for higher knowledge and powers don’t really depict the right image for an entity that wants to control our beliefs and ways of living, unless...it's a facade. There is art in everything, but why this for these kinds of places? Why demonic warfare instead of eternal peace, angels, love, and light being spread through the soulful human connection we naturally have with each other?

If the art of exorcism was learned, who did they partner with to become educated on how to successfully exorcise demons? They would have to partner with groups or people (Voodoo priests/priestesses) that are experts in dark arts subject matter. The Latin prayers Catholics sing are incantations, just like Psalms is, also. Some are praises while numerous others are sung to many different entities, and used to summon/affect/control circumstances and/or people. The Giants of Sardinia's bones are missing. Why? Who took them like many other historic artifacts and what’s being covered up? If we're gonna question, we need to question and understand everything. We have to really ask ourselves questions we never really asked ourselves before about this widely controlling entity. As I said in the podcast, the Devil is the prince of lies and does a remarkably phenomenal job at getting others to do it for him. He rarely gets his hands dirty.

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