Today we're sharing an episode with you from our friends at Ritually, a Brazen Media podcast.

Last year Nelufar had an abortion. The decision to terminate her pregnancy wasn’t difficult, but the process was. Though studies show abortion pills are safe and around 95-99% effective, in Nelufar’s case, they didn’t work. Shaken by her experiences seeking what should have been routine healthcare, Nelufar turns to full-spectrum doula Sara Bakr for rituals to help her heal from the trauma of medical gaslighting. At a farm and retreat center in the English countryside, Sara and the community who live and work there support Nelufar to process and move on from the experience.

If you're pregnant and want to talk with someone about your options, you can call the All-Options Talkline 1-888-493-0092 in the US and Canada, or the British Pregnancy Advisory Service at 03457 30 40 30. For more resources and a confidential talkline in the UK, check out abortiontalk.com/talk.

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Resources:

• I Need an A
• Online Abortion Resource Squad
• If/When/How’s Repro Legal Helpline and Repro Legal Defense Fund
• Find your local abortion fund

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• Make a one-time or monthly gift
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Past episodes referenced:

• Episode 15: How Anti-Abortion Doctors and Hospitals Put Pregnant People in Danger
• Episode 1: What Actually Happens During an Abortion?
• Episode 2: COVID-19 and the Divided States of Abortion
• Episode 3: The At-Home Abortion Revolution

Resources:

• I Need an A
• Plan C
• Miscarriage and Abortion Hotline
• If/When/How Repro Legal Helpline

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Guests:

• Jasmine Geonzon, researcher at Media Matters for America
• Steph Herold, MPH, researcher at Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health

Sources:

• Abortion Onscreen in 2022 — ANSIRH
• In the days after Roe's reversal, the top 5 US papers continue to miss key context about the dire revocation of abortion access — Media Matters
• How right-wing media reacted to the Supreme Court overturning Roe v. Wade — Media Matters
• Murdoch outlets disingenuously claim Kansas abortion vote shows “democracy alive and well” despite steep election obstacles — Media Matters

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Guest: Jessica Flaum, director of Abortion: Add to Cart.

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Guests:

• Nikki Lewis, birth mom and advocate
• Susan, adoptee and writer
• Gretchen Sisson, PhD, sociologist at Advancing New Standards in Reproductive Health

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This reporting was supported by the International Women’s Media Foundation’s Reproductive Rights Reporting Fund. A written version of the story appears online and in print in The Nation: “What This Later-Abortion Story Tells Us About a Post-Roe Future.”

Guests:

• Kristyn Smith, We Testify abortion storyteller
• Caroline Kitchener, political reporter for The Washington Post (Byron Calhoun says abortion is never necessary to save a mother’s life. He’s the only high-risk OB/GYN in central West Virginia.)
• Dr. Matthew Reeves, founder and executive director of Dupont Clinic
• Dr. Debra Stulberg, associate professor of family medicine at the University of Chicago Medicine and director of the Reproductive Health Outcomes and Disparities Research Group

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