Episodes

  • Episode 227 Mathilda M NDE 'light radiates Love' NDERF.org

    Episode 227 Mathilda M NDE 'light radiates Love' NDERF.org
    Nov 21 2025
    Mathilda M became critically ill with meningitis and chose to stay fully conscious without hospital sedation. As her fever worsened, she calmly “let go” and entered what she describes as another reality. She felt herself move through a bright vortex into a vast, peaceful light where her body, thoughts, and personality disappeared. Only pure consciousness remained. She felt limitless, weightless, deeply loved, and held by a compassionate, golden presence. There were no visions of tunnels, guides, or past-life reviews—just an experience of being immersed in unconditional love and unity. Mathilda understood this light as the source of all life. She sensed that all beings share the same cosmic energy. She hesitated to return but chose life because of her love for her family. The return was painful, but the clarity she brought back transformed her. Afterwards, she felt a deep inner peace, less attachment to ego, and constant awareness of a silent, loving consciousness behind all things. Everyday reality and the “other side” felt continuous. She no longer feared death, seeing it as a transition, not an end. Her experience ended a 30-year spiritual search. She realised that the divine essence is always present, that separation is an illusion, and that life’s true nature is love. She continues to live normally but with greater serenity, compassion, and understanding that all beings are united in the same luminous consciousness.
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    1 hr and 19 mins
  • Episode 226 Blaženko K STE 'Love is all there is' NDERF.org

    Episode 226 Blaženko K STE 'Love is all there is' NDERF.org
    Nov 14 2025
    In 1989, he had a sudden spiritual awakening while sitting on a bench. It felt as if he woke up from a long dream and realized his everyday self was only a character, while his true identity was something far more real. His awareness expanded to the vastness of space and time, and he sensed that everything existed in one eternal moment. He experienced that all things were actually one single conscious reality—and that this One was him. He then felt a loving, omnipresent Presence watching him, whom he recognized as Father: a being of pure, warm, radiant love. Soon he understood that he and Father were the same being, and that Love was the very substance of the universe. When he asked about illusion, Father showed him a “cloud of worries” hovering over people—a field made of imagined fears and anxious thoughts. That, Father revealed, was the true Maya. As normal thoughts returned, the experience faded, but its impact stayed with him.
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    47 mins
  • Episode 225 Carolyn B NDE 'Every cell soaked in His love' NDERF.org

    Episode 225 Carolyn B NDE 'Every cell soaked in His love' NDERF.org
    Nov 7 2025
    In August 2005, Carolyn was rushed to hospital with life-threatening complications. Her body was failing, and doctors said she had only forty-eight hours to live. While in an induced coma, she experienced a profound spiritual encounter: a brilliant, loving figure in white held the hand of a young girl—herself—and enveloped her in a love beyond human understanding, telling her it was not her time to die. When Carolyn awoke, she felt spiritually reborn, seeing herself as pure, forgiven, and deeply loved by God. Though her recovery was long and painful, she emerged with unshakable faith, knowing she had been miraculously saved.

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    51 mins
  • Episode 224 Linda S NDE 'God and I are one, Creator and created' NDERF.org

    Episode 224 Linda S NDE 'God and I are one, Creator and created' NDERF.org
    Oct 31 2025
    Linda grew up fearing a wrathful God due to strict Southern Baptist teachings. After a severe illness, she let go of life and experienced a near-death journey, where she was embraced by Christ and carried into a brilliant Light — God — who revealed unconditional love, oneness, and peace. Returning to her body, her fear of death vanished, and she discovered the ability to see angels and spirits around people. This transformation inspired her to share messages of divine love, interconnectedness, and life beyond the physical realm.
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    55 mins
  • Episode 223- Luis S Spiritually Transformative NDERF.org

    Episode 223- Luis S Spiritually Transformative NDERF.org
    Oct 25 2025
    In this experience, a man's quest for knowledge and intelligence leads him to discover he is actually looking for love.
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    1 hr and 22 mins
  • Episode 222- Greg Ns experience 'I had no sense of even having a body' NDERF.org

    Episode 222- Greg Ns experience 'I had no sense of even having a body' NDERF.org
    Oct 17 2025
    Greg's mundane dream undergoes a remarkable transformation, transcending its ordinary and forgettable nature to manifest as a vivid rendezvous with the divine.
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    48 mins
  • Episode 221 Katie NDE ' the light was love in form' NDERF.org

    Episode 221 Katie NDE ' the light was love in form' NDERF.org
    Oct 8 2025
    In 1992, Katie had lung surgery and, while anesthetized, felt herself rise above her body into a warm, radiant light where she experienced a profound sense of peace and love. She glimpsed her life, understood others’ feelings, and realized her purpose was tied to love, connection, and compassion. Though she returned to her body, the experience changed her forever, filling her with a deeper awareness and desire to live fully.
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    49 mins
  • Episode 220 Sarah S NDE 'Home was of pure love' NDERF.org

    Episode 220 Sarah S NDE 'Home was of pure love' NDERF.org
    Sep 26 2025
    Sarah became addicted to a drug for a year and — after deciding to stop — experienced a relapse that left her dissociative and suicidal. While her body drove dangerously, the conscious part of her negotiated with the suicidal part, obtained a tiny dose, and fell into a deep, peaceful sleep. She had an out-of-body, near-death experience in a bright, ethereal space where a voice of Oneness offered her the choice to stay or return; she reluctantly chose to go back. Sarah woke in an ambulance, initially disoriented and irritable, but ultimately felt lighter, calmer, and grateful. The experience transformed her beliefs: she now sees death as a transition into a state of pure peace and love and feels reassured that everything will be okay.
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    40 mins