Episodes

  • Episode 237 Leo P NDE 'I saw love he had for all humankind' NDERF.org

    Episode 237 Leo P NDE 'I saw love he had for all humankind' NDERF.org
    Jan 29 2026
    Leo was struck by a car and felt no pain, only darkness and a strange tunnel of light that carried me above the Seine, free from breath, gravity, and time. Fear and disbelief surged as I realised I had died, yet I observed the world slowed below me, glowing with halos, and discovered I could move and accelerate at will. Thinking of my family brought sorrow, but curiosity and longing drew me upward, until a being of immense love and light appeared, showing me my memories and filling me with an indescribable, limitless compassion for all humanity. In his presence, I felt clarity, forgiveness, and the profound truth that intention and love matter more than we realise. Then, I was returned to my body on the road, the experience lasting only seconds, yet it transformed me forever, leaving a warmth and faith in love that endures, even in loneliness.
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    1 hr and 13 mins
  • Episode 236 Diane C NDE 'I am at peace' NDERF.org

    Episode 236 Diane C NDE 'I am at peace' NDERF.org
    Jan 28 2026
    During an MRI with contrast, Diane felt her body burning alive—her throat swelling, vision fading, unable to breathe. Yet she didn’t press the panic button; finding the truth mattered more than fear. As she lost consciousness, pain and time disappeared. There was no past or future, only a vast, peaceful now. She was the void, and the void was her—completely at peace, beyond fear or regret. When she awoke, everything had changed. She no longer believed peace could be found through death; it arises only through being fully present. That timeless stillness remains the most profound experience of her life.
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    36 mins
  • Episode 235 Wayne H 'completely at peace' NDERF.org

    Episode 235 Wayne H 'completely at peace' NDERF.org
    Jan 16 2026
    I was struck by a car while pushing a disabled vehicle and briefly died, awakening first to darkness and then to a radiant light where I observed my body from above in a state of complete peace and euphoria. I encountered a presence and a vast, flowing “river of life,” understood as a collective consciousness containing all experiences, where individuality and unity existed simultaneously. Within this knowing, I experienced the life of Jesus as a human being who taught that death is not to be feared and that love, equality, and spiritual awakening are humanity’s true nature. I felt this realm was home and longed to remain, but was shown that I must return to endure pain that would shape me. I then fell back into my body, later undergoing surgery, carrying with me a lasting understanding of unity, love, and the continuity of consciousness.
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    38 mins
  • Episode 234 Jack C NDE 'miraculous light' NDERF.org

    Episode 234 Jack C NDE 'miraculous light' NDERF.org
    Jan 9 2026
    Jack underwent routine gall-bladder and hernia surgery under full anaesthesia, during which he experienced a profound near-death–like state marked by heightened clarity, peace, and an expanded sense of consciousness. He perceived himself separate from his physical body, observed the operation from above, and then found himself in a luminous, nurturing environment filled with overwhelming wellbeing, love, and understanding, where time and fear did not exist. Jack intuitively sensed the presence of people connected to him and an unspoken knowing that he must return, after which he awoke in recovery with an intense feeling of loss at leaving that state. The experience left him deeply changed, convinced that consciousness exists beyond the brain, that life continues beyond physical death, and that this awareness is natural, timeless, and independent of religious doctrine.
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    47 mins
  • Episode 233 Lucia L NDE 'So much love' NDERF.org

    Episode 233 Lucia L NDE 'So much love' NDERF.org
    Jan 3 2026
    Lucia is severely allergic to narcotic pain medications. During her gallbladder surgery, a medication error caused a severe reaction, and she went into cardiac arrest. During that time, she had a near-death experience: observing the medical team from outside her body, traveling through a vivid tunnel, encountering other souls, and standing before a radiant being and Jesus, who offered her symbolic “gifts.” She was eventually revived after hours of complications. In the weeks afterward, Lucia began experiencing voices and prophetic visions about world events. Doctors could not explain these experiences, as she showed no signs of mental illness.
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    51 mins
  • Episode 232 Ron K 'Ultimate Force of Pure Love' NDERF.org

    Episode 232 Ron K 'Ultimate Force of Pure Love' NDERF.org
    Dec 26 2025
    This passage recounts a near-death experience following a severe car accident at age fifteen. After leaving his injured body in hospital, the narrator describes entering a peaceful, highly aware spiritual state, free from pain, fear, and ego. He encounters a collective entity made up of his past lives, experiences unconditional and universal love, and learns that the purpose of life is spiritual growth through compassion. He is then drawn before a divine Trinity embodying an ultimate, impartial force of love, where he undergoes a life review focused on understanding—not judgment. Although he deeply resists returning to Earth, he ultimately chooses to do so, knowing his task will involve suffering and uncertainty, and awakens back in his physical body with only partial memory of what he was shown.
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    1 hr and 7 mins
  • Episode 231 Filiesha NDE ' The real I AM is a Spiritual Being' NDERF.org

    Episode 231 Filiesha NDE ' The real I AM is a Spiritual Being' NDERF.org
    Dec 20 2025
    Filiesha’s life changed after a near-death experience during a serious accident. Floating above her body, she glimpsed her true spiritual home — a place of love, unity, and awareness — and was given the identity Truth Seeker. She realized humanity’s purpose is to grow through love, compassion, and forgiveness, leaving fear behind. This revelation guided her exploration of spirituality and religion, showing that enlightenment comes in many forms, each following its own path toward the same light.
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    42 mins
  • Episode 230 Peg A NDE ' love beyond anything I could ever describe' NDERF.org

    Episode 230 Peg A NDE ' love beyond anything I could ever describe' NDERF.org
    Dec 13 2025
    This is one of the better experiences I have read lately that describes the light. She believed she was dying and felt herself move from panic into deep calm and acceptance. Fear and pain faded as she separated from her body and became aware of a powerful vibration and a radiant Light that drew her forward with overwhelming love and familiarity. Within the Light, she experienced a life review and a profound sense of home. When she saw her husband Pete, she understood her life with him was not finished. Though she did not want to return, she accepted that she was needed. She was then pulled back into her body, gasping in pain and confusion, surrounded by medical staff. The last thing she heard was someone saying she had almost died.
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    37 mins