Episodes

  • TSFU Bonus: Interview with Barbara Fisher, Ex-Employee of Doc Antle
    Sep 23 2024
    Mondays can have the tendency to suck. Here's a little surprise to brighten yours up!

    Previously Ash and Cam had the pleasure of speaking with ex-employee of cult leader Doc Antle, Barbara Fisher. Barbara worked for Antle at his Mytle Beach "safari" for eight years and was prominently featured in Tiger King and Tiger King: The Doc Antle Story. Breast augmentations and name changes under duress, the breaking of the spirits of both humans and animals, and so much more!

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    -Audio engineering by Matt Miller.
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    52 mins
  • TSFU Ep. 163- Exotic Animal Cults: Doc Antle and "Chimp Crazy"
    Sep 20 2024
    If you watched Tiger King on Netflix in 2020, you probably remember the a**hole with a long ponytail who constantly dresses like he's on safari and surrounds himself with skinny women who like like Jane from Tarzan, constantly toting tigers on leashes. That man was Doc Antle, owner of Myrtle Beach Safari, the "zoo" that inspired Joe Exotic to open The Greater Wynnewood Exotic Animal Park. Antle started off as a magician who got real tight with famous Guru Swami Satchidananda Saraswati, and became somewhat of a celebrity at Swami's Yogaville compound in Virginia. He began claiming to be a doctor and enlightened being, amassing followers and abusing teenage girls, and things only got crazier from there. Antle is a notorious abuser of big cats, but today's story more focuses on Antle himself and the cult that he runs, but calls a "wildlife preserve".

    TW: Animal abuse and severe maiming

    SPOILERS:
    Ash and Fallon also discuss Max's new docuseries Chimp Crazy and one of the most insane stories Ash has ever heard. "Former nurse-turned-exotic-animal-broker Tonia Haddix spends her days caring for animals in captivity, referring to herself as the "Dolly Parton of chimps." However, her limitless love for one chimpanzee spins into a wild cat-and-mouse game with authorities and an animal rights group. Through the experiences of Tonia and other "chimp moms," "Chimp Crazy" is a series that reveals the bonds between owners and their highly intelligent great ape pets, as well as the risks to the welfare of the animals themselves."- Wikipedia


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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • Live Panel Discussion from the True Crime and Paranormal Podcast Convention: with Katherine Kubler and Diana Nowak of "The Program"
    Sep 18 2024
    If you're not new here, or even if you are, you're probably well aware of our passion behind the TTI (the Troubled (Tortured) Teen Industry). Ash had the incredible opportunity to speak with Katherine Kubler, executive producer and director of Netflix's hit docu-series "The Program: Cons, Cults and Kidnapping", this year at the True Crime and Paranormal Podcast Festival!


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    45 mins
  • SPOOKY FAVE: Serial Killer Allan Legere and Family Annihilators Frank & Herald Alexander
    Sep 17 2024
    Can y'all believe it's almost October?!? As a little taste of spooky season, we're pulling this extra creepy, extra horrific episode from the vaults. Ash and Cam talk about some of the most fucked up murders that they've ever heard of- listener discretion is advised for this one y'all! Yowzers!

    Cam uncovers the shocking murders committed by Canadian serial killer Allan Legere, AKA The Monster of the Miramichi, who stalked, prowled, and terrorized this area of the remote Canadian countryside for more than a decade.

    Ashley goes over the horrific Alexander Family murders, in which 16 year old Frank AKA "the Prophet" kills his mother and three sisters when "the Hour of the Great Killing was upon them", while his father played the organ and read hymns. Yep.

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    1 hr and 7 mins
  • TSFU Ep. 162- The Mysterious Disappearance of the Beaumont Children
    Sep 13 2024
    Welcome back lovelies! We have another unsolved case that's sure to suck you in!!Today Ash and Fallon are talking about the disappearance of the Beaumont children - one of the most famous unsolved cases in Australia.On a sunny day in 1966, Jane, Arnna, and Grant Beaumont went to the beach to play and were never seen again. The missing children sparked a massive search, but no trace of them was ever found. Despite numerous suspects, no one was ever definitively linked to the case. Grant and Nancy Beaumont lived the rest of their lives with the heartbreak of never having an answer to their biggest question - what happened to the Beaumont children?The case remains unsolved to this day.If you have any information about this case, or any unsolved crime, then you can share what you know with Crime Stoppers without saying who you are or getting involved. Rewards are available. Call 1800 333 000 or go to www.crimestoppers.com.au ✨Check out our Patreon. There is a FREE version! https://www.patreon.com/TSFUYou get access to over 200 episodes that aren't on the regular feed (ad-free for $5 and up members), AND you'll getTSFU episodes Tuesdays instead of Fridays! We have awesome welcome packages for new members at the $5 tier and above. 👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone: https://discord.gg/c2HwBUDsUxCheck out our merch! We are always adding new styles. Get a discount by joining our Patreon!🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/Audio editing by Ryan TrubyResearch by Elizabeth VandenboschSources:Disappearance of the Beaumont children - WikipediaInside The Baffling Story Of The Beaumont Children's Disappearance (allthatsinteresting.com)Disappearance of the Beaumont Children - Historic Mysterieshttps://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-australia-42913171Inside the Haunting Unsolved Disappearance of the Beaumont Children (eonline.com)Boy's diary puts paedophile near beach when Beaumont children disappeared (smh.com.au)The Beaumont Children: New lead in infamous Australia Day abduction | news.com.au — Australia’s leading news sitehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWN3cHKeuCw - The Beaumont Children: What really happened? January 2018, News Channel 7https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6GGV6EIZCo&list=PLeaNwagz_kRWC3MISLStltvDcVd_n2dKlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NxIum8nWGU&list=PLeaNwagz_kRWC3MISLStltvDcVd_n2dKl&index=2https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bevan_Spencer_von_Einemhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arthur_Stanley_Brownhttps://www.findagrave.com/memorial/97435529/arnna-kathleen-beaumont
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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • TSFU: Ep. 161- Pike County Massacre pt. 2
    Sep 6 2024
    TW: SA, Domestic ViolenceWe are back with Part 2 of the chilling Pike County Massacre.April 21, 2016; Pike County, Ohio. Eight family members are brutally murdered in their homes—shocking, calculated, and still shrouded in mystery. A quiet Ohio town turned upside down by one of the most gruesome crimes in recent history. Today, Fallon is telling Ash about the sinister motives, hidden secrets, and dark twists that has become known as the Pike County Massacre.✨Check out our Patreon. There is a FREE version! https://www.patreon.com/TSFUYou get access to over 200 episodes that aren't on the regular feed (ad-free for $5 and up members), AND you'll getTSFU episodes Tuesdays instead of Fridays! We have awesome welcome packages for new members at the $5 tier and above. 👾We have an amazing Discord community open to everyone: https://discord.gg/c2HwBUDsUxCheck out our merch! We are always adding new styles. Get a discount by joining our Patreon!🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/Audio editing by Gaytrice PerdueResearch by Kristen JonesSources:https://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-rhoden-family-billy-wagner-trial/60130831https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pike_County_shootingshttps://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-george-billy-wagner-court-wednesday/60126288https://www.fox19.com/2024/04/22/april-22-2016-8-years-since-bodies-discovered-pike-county-massacre/https://www.wcpo.com/news/pike-county-massacre/pike-county-murder-trial-patriarch-of-the-wagner-family-wont-see-trial-until-2025https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/crime/2023/11/27/what-happened-to-the-kids-after-the-pike-county-murders/71719001007/https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/2016/05/11/pike-county-not-leaving-those-babies-there/84194756/Pike County murders: What happened during the Pike County massacre? (wcpo.com)
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    34 mins
  • Ash Learns The Bible: Ep. 3- God, the OG Cardi B
    Sep 5 2024
    This was originally released as a Patreon exclusive and now we're sharing with everyone!
    Don't forget, you can access episodes 1-15 of Ash Learns The Bible on Patreon RIGHT NOW!

    In our third episode, Kristal continues our journey with Exodus. Plagues and Passover and the Desert, Oh My! Kristal also makes some compelling arguments about how God is sort of like Cardi B.

    Kristal Adams is a Black woman who was raised Christian on the West Coast. She is a hilarious, well-respected and award winning comedian, writer and more... she's kind of a big deal. Find Kristal on her Linktree, check her out on TheGram, and find more info about and tickets to for her live stand-up shows here.

    Ryan Pregent is a Caucasian man who grew up Catholic on the East Coast, and is a former TSFU team member.

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    -Research and storytelling by Kristal Adams.
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    -Sources:
    • King James Bible
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    49 mins
  • TSFU: Ep. 161- Pike County Massacre pt. 1
    Aug 30 2024
    TW: SA, Domestic ViolenceApril 21, 2016; Pike County, Ohio. Eight family members are brutally murdered in their homes—shocking, calculated, and still shrouded in mystery. A quiet Ohio town turned upside down by one of the most gruesome crimes in recent history. Today, Fallon is telling Ash about the sinister motives, hidden secrets, and dark twists that has become known as the Pike County Massacre.✨Check out our Patreon. There is a FREE version! https://www.patreon.com/TSFUYou get access to over 200 episodes that aren't on the regular feed (ad-free for $5 and up members), AND you'll getTSFU episodes Tuesdays instead of Fridays! We have awesome welcome packages for new members at the $5 tier and above. 👾We have an amazing Discord community open to everyone: https://discord.gg/c2HwBUDsUxCheck out our merch! We are always adding new styles. Get a discount by joining our Patreon!🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/☕️Buy us a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/tsfuthepodcast📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/Audio editing by Gaytrice PerdueResearch by Kristen JonesSources:https://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-rhoden-family-billy-wagner-trial/60130831https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pike_County_shootingshttps://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-george-billy-wagner-court-wednesday/60126288https://www.fox19.com/2024/04/22/april-22-2016-8-years-since-bodies-discovered-pike-county-massacre/https://www.wcpo.com/news/pike-county-massacre/pike-county-murder-trial-patriarch-of-the-wagner-family-wont-see-trial-until-2025https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/crime/2023/11/27/what-happened-to-the-kids-after-the-pike-county-murders/71719001007/https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/2016/05/11/pike-county-not-leaving-those-babies-there/84194756/Pike County murders: What happened during the Pike County massacre? (wcpo.com)
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    47 mins