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  • lovelustfear is a podcast series that exposes the darker side of dating and relationships. Every episode explores true dating and relationship stories—from the awkward and uncomfortable to the shocking and bizarre to the disturbing and downright dangerous. Host Jake Deptula welcomes storytellers into candid conversations, revealing the decisions they made and dilemmas they faced when better judgment got lost in a haze of desire. lovelustfear is a compelling, terrifying, but always insightful exploration into toxic dating and relationships that will have you abandoning courtesy and listening with caution. If you would like to share your story on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us at lovelustfearpod@gmail.com video episode teasers | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
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  • 14: lovelustfear | terra | i want you to always be available to me

    14: lovelustfear | terra | i want you to always be available to me
    Jul 24 2024
    At seventeen, Terra is captivated by a charismatic classmate who exploits her need for attention, leading them into a troubling cycle of drug abuse and criminal behavior. Terra's physical addiction to him only serves to deepen the toxicity within their relationship. **This episode contains graphic depictions of sexual assault, murder, suicide, mental, emotional, and physical abuse, and drug use. Listener discretion is advised.** chapters (00:00) listen with caution (00:16) next on lovelustfear (01:42) about terra (02:23) terra’s story (33:25) questions & answers (36:46) closing thoughts (37:43) charity & organizations (38:12) submit your story (38:23) disclaimer quotes “I found myself leaning into the attention whenever I would get it. And then when the attention would stop, I would seek it out.” - Terra “…but then he smoothed things over. He was just so good at explaining everything so good at covering everything up.” - Terra “With him coming into my life with him even bringing the drugs and creating that addiction, it created an addiction in the relationship with him.” - Terra “It made me feel like I had to have my phone on me all the time. I need to answer him right away. I need to, be there for him. And, if I didn't answer that message, then I got punished.” - Terra “I say before you even think about making that comment of ‘she should have left’ or ‘she chose this’ is go and do the research of how hard it is to leave. Go and do the research of what your brain actually looks like when you're in this toxic relationship.” - Terra music | sounds Music (CC BY 4.0): Lost Place Atmospheres (001 - 003) and Neon City by Sascha Ende Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) Other Music and Sound Effects by Alex Wit, Yevhenii Kovalenko, Cybercutie, AlesiaDavina, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay Spacetime by Mountaineer stay aware | follow | share (terra) https://seasonofjustice.org https://www.terranewellsurvival.com National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365) Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233) Text: START to 88788 https://www.thehotline.org/ https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/ I'll Take The Stairs Merch 25% of Sale Proceeds go to Season of Justice! https://www.terranewellsurvival.com/shop/page/2/ Book a 1 on 1 call! HTTPS://linktr.ee/terranewell Sign up for the podcasting course! https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com August 5th Moving Past Trauma Course https://coaching.terranewellsurvival.com/moving-past-trauma-5-week-workshop/ Join Terra in Sedona September 13th-16th 2024! Email Terranewellcoaching@gmail.com Terra’s 30 Day Trauma Journal https://square.link/u/DvXXYN27 Exclusive Content on Patreon! http://patreon.com/Terrasbaddyclub story submission information If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below. submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/ subscription links Chartable https://link.chtbl.com/lovelustfear Amazon Music https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/b06d0ea8-cb29-4c3a-98e6-0249d84df748/lovelustfear Spotify https://open.spotify.com/show/0e3ndcf5u8lZ5lhN1lvWec Apple https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283 RSS feed https://audioboom.com/channels/5125912.rss Want to hear more? Whatever app you’re listening on, just rate us and/or leave us a comment or review. Thank you for your support!
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    39 mins
  • lovelustfear | special announcements | july 2024

    lovelustfear | special announcements | july 2024
    Jul 16 2024
    lovelustfear is being developed as a streaming TV series! (Listen for more details.)

    L.A. Not So Confidential Live Video Q&A with Jake Deptula
    https://www.youtube.com/live/CMkObn9BTc0?si=VGaG0rDPZUGHuKe5

    Story Submission (Podcast & Streaming TV Series)
    E-mail: lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
    Form Submission: https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
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    For video previews, check out our Instagram https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/

    Strictly Stalking Podcast
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/strictly-stalking/id1494237083
    https://open.spotify.com/show/5dw1NJIObaOsj0o7JdruVQ

    L.A. Not So Confidential Podcast
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/l-a-not-so-confidential-the-premier/id1293032240
    https://open.spotify.com/show/21dpgZ5V9I9m2RI8tB8Nr2

    Thank you so much!
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  • 13: lovelustfear | emma | you should be scared

    13: lovelustfear | emma | you should be scared
    Jul 10 2024
    Emma seeks comfort in the arms of a former client whose initial charm and good looks give way to his darker traits, trapping her in escalating emotional turmoil and abuse.
    chapters
    (00:00) listen with caution
    (00:16) next on lovelustfear
    (01:29) about emma
    (02:23) emma’s story
    (28:31) questions & answers
    (32:40) closing thoughts
    (33:37) charity & organizations
    (34:07) submit your story
    (34:17) disclaimer
    quotes
    “All in the same week, I lost a dog, a job, a relationship, and a house. It was just like one of those things where your world is completely turned upside down and you're very vulnerable, right?” - Emma
    “I run into Ben again, and Ben is somebody that women do see and say, wow, that guy's very attractive. And, we exchanged numbers and decided to go out for drinks one night… within a couple weeks, he had said, I want you to be my girlfriend.” - Emma
    “He'd always kind of put on this good face for other people and then if there was any sort of stress or something that he perceived as a stress it would set him off.” - Emma
    “My sense of safety around him, I think I was always aware that the day could be a bad day or like, I hope he's not in a bad mood and anything could really put him in a bad mood.” - Emma
    “And I said something like, you're really scaring me, and all of a sudden he goes looks at me and he goes ‘you should be scared’ and he puts his foot on the gas like all the way, you know, ninety miles an hour swerving, screeching, whipping around and I'm just absolutely freaking out.” - Emma
    “I didn't want to give him the power to ruin romantic love for me or the idea of a relationship for me, I wasn't going to do that.” - Emma
    music | sounds
    Music (CC BY 4.0):
    Lost Place Atmospheres (001 & 002) by Sascha Ende
    Very Low Note by Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com)
    Other Music and Sound Effects by Franco Gonzalez, Cybercutie, Geoffrey Harvey, Syouki Takahashi, Timothy Kulig, Pixabay, Samuel F. Johanns, and UNIVERSFIELD from Pixabay
    Spacetime by Mountaineer
    stay aware | follow | share (emma)
    Kimberly Weeks
    https://www.thenarcissisticabusecoach.com/
    National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7/365)
    Call 1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
    Text: START to 88788
    https://www.thehotline.org/
    https://www.facebook.com/NationalDomesticViolenceHotline
    https://www.instagram.com/NDVHofficial/
    story submission information
    If you would like to consider being a guest on lovelustfear or would like your story featured anonymously, please contact us below.
    submission link | https://lovelustfear.aidaform.com/lovelustfear
    E-mail | lovelustfearpod@gmail.com
    Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/lovelustfearpod/
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    Apple
    https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lovelustfear/id1735876283
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    35 mins
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