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Dust Child
- By: Que Mai Phan Nguyen
- Narrated by: Quyen Ngo
- Length: 12 hrs and 28 mins
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From the internationally bestselling author of The Mountains Sing, a suspenseful and moving saga about family secrets, hidden trauma, and the overriding power of forgiveness, set during the war and in present-day Việt Nam....
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Beautiful and moving
- By TPT on 06-17-23
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Dust Child
- Narrated by: Quyen Ngo
- Length: 12 hrs and 28 mins
- Release date: 03-14-23
- Language: English
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From the internationally bestselling author of The Mountains Sing, a suspenseful and moving saga about family secrets, hidden trauma, and the overriding power of forgiveness, set during the war and in present-day Việt Nam....
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Where Lightning Strikes
- Bleeding Stars, Book 3
- By: A .L. Jackson
- Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Sebastian York
- Length: 12 hrs and 36 mins
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For the last four years, Tamar has hidden herself in an isolated world she created. She was safe. No one could touch her - until Lyrik West, the lead guitarist for Sunder, walked through her door....
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Total Shock to Every Emotion
- By Chelle on 06-22-16
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Where Lightning Strikes
- Bleeding Stars, Book 3
- Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Sebastian York
- Series: Bleeding Stars, Book 3
- Length: 12 hrs and 36 mins
- Release date: 12-27-15
- Language: English
- For the last four years, Tamar has hidden herself in an isolated world she created. She was safe. No one could touch her - until Lyrik West, the lead guitarist for Sunder, walked through her door....
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Shuggie Bain
- By: Douglas Stuart
- Narrated by: Angus King
- Length: 17 hrs and 30 mins
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This is the unforgettable story of young Hugh “Shuggie” Bain, a sweet and lonely boy who spends his 1980s childhood in run-down public housing in Glasgow, Scotland. Thatcher’s policies have put husbands and sons out of work, and the city’s drugs epidemic is waiting in the wings....
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There’s far too much real pain and sadness in the world to spend any time listening to this tale of woe
- By SuperShopper on 02-18-21
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Shuggie Bain
- Narrated by: Angus King
- Length: 17 hrs and 30 mins
- Release date: 02-12-20
- Language: English
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This is the unforgettable story of young Hugh “Shuggie” Bain, a sweet and lonely boy who spends his 1980s childhood in run-down public housing in Glasgow, Scotland. Thatcher’s policies have put husbands and sons out of work, and the city’s drugs epidemic is waiting in the wings....
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Ruckus
- By: L.J. Shen
- Narrated by: Christian Rummel, Savannah Peachwood
- Length: 10 hrs and 43 mins
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No one has ever made me feel more alive than the guy who serves as a constant reminder that my clock is ticking. He is my forbidden, shiny apple. The striking fallacy to my blunt, raw, truth....
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This story almost broke me!
- By Heather Graham on 08-10-17
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Ruckus
- Narrated by: Christian Rummel, Savannah Peachwood
- Series: Sinners of Saint [Publication Order], Book 3, Sinners of Saint [chronological order] , Book 3
- Length: 10 hrs and 43 mins
- Release date: 07-18-17
- Language: English
- No one has ever made me feel more alive than the guy who serves as a constant reminder that my clock is ticking. He is my forbidden, shiny apple. The striking fallacy to my blunt, raw, truth....
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The Time It Never Rained
- By: Elmer Kelton
- Narrated by: George Guidall
- Length: 13 hrs and 20 mins
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For decades, Charlie Flagg has eked out a living by raising cattle and sheep on his Texas ranch. But as rainless years continue, Charlie finds himself under increasing pressure....
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One of best audio books I've ever read
- By NEIL SCHMITT on 10-16-09
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The Time It Never Rained
- Narrated by: George Guidall
- Length: 13 hrs and 20 mins
- Release date: 03-14-08
- Language: English
- For decades, Charlie Flagg has eked out a living by raising cattle and sheep on his Texas ranch. But as rainless years continue, Charlie finds himself under increasing pressure....
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The Auschwitz Escape
- By: Joel C. Rosenberg
- Narrated by: Christopher Lane
- Length: 14 hrs and 40 mins
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A terrible darkness has fallen upon Jacob Weisz’s beloved Germany. The Nazi regime, under the leadership of Adolf Hitler, has surged to power and now hold Germany by the throat....
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Amazing, horrifying, and heartwarming!
- By DebaDeb on 04-01-14
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The Auschwitz Escape
- Narrated by: Christopher Lane
- Length: 14 hrs and 40 mins
- Release date: 03-18-14
- Language: English
- A terrible darkness has fallen upon Jacob Weisz’s beloved Germany. The Nazi regime, under the leadership of Adolf Hitler, has surged to power and now hold Germany by the throat....
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Benvari Mountains
- A Science fiction fantasy LitRPG Series
- By: Michael Chatfield
- Narrated by: Tristan Morris
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
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As the fight for Boran-al's Citadel draws to a close, Dave's learned one important lesson: To protect what he cares for, he's going to have to become stronger....
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The Benvari went over the Mountain, the Benvari...
- By LITRPG Audiobook Reviews on 04-02-18
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Benvari Mountains
- A Science fiction fantasy LitRPG Series
- Narrated by: Tristan Morris
- Series: Emerilia: A Science fiction fantasy LitRPG Series, Book 2
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
- Release date: 10-16-17
- Language: English
- As the fight for Boran-al's Citadel draws to a close, Dave's learned one important lesson: To protect what he cares for, he's going to have to become stronger....
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Galaxies and Oceans
- By: N.R. Walker
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
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Seizing his one chance to escape, Ethan Hosking leaves his violent ex-boyfriend, leaves his entire life, and walks into the path of a raging bushfire. Desperate to start over, a new man named Aubrey Hobbs walks out of the fire-ravaged forest, alive and alone....
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Emotionally Wonderful
- By H. Spanarella on 08-26-19
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Galaxies and Oceans
- Narrated by: Joel Leslie
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
- Release date: 08-13-19
- Language: English
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Seizing his one chance to escape, Ethan Hosking leaves his violent ex-boyfriend, leaves his entire life, and walks into the path of a raging bushfire. Desperate to start over, a new man named Aubrey Hobbs walks out of the fire-ravaged forest, alive and alone....
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Straight Boy
- By: Jay Bell
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
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I love him. And I’m pretty sure he loves me back...even though he’s straight. When I first met Carter King, I knew he was something special. I imagined us being together, and we are, but only as friends....
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**Spoilers**
- By JAlexH on 12-24-20
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Straight Boy
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
- Release date: 02-01-19
- Language: English
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I love him. And I’m pretty sure he loves me back...even though he’s straight. When I first met Carter King, I knew he was something special. I imagined us being together, and we are, but only as friends....
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No Home Like Nantucket
- The Sweet Island Inn Series, Book 1
- By: Grace Palmer
- Narrated by: Susan Boyce
- Length: 8 hrs and 30 mins
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Nantucket was her paradise—until reality came barging in....
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Overall enjoyed…
- By Kaejae on 04-03-24
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No Home Like Nantucket
- The Sweet Island Inn Series, Book 1
- Narrated by: Susan Boyce
- Series: Sweet Island Inn, Book 1
- Length: 8 hrs and 30 mins
- Release date: 07-19-22
- Language: English
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Nantucket was her paradise—until reality came barging in....
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Broken Knight
- By: L. J. Shen
- Narrated by: Savannah Peachwood, Jacob Morgan, C. J. Bloom, and others
- Length: 11 hrs and 9 mins
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Luna Rexroth is everyone’s favorite wallflower. Underneath the meek, tomboy exterior everyone loves (yet pities) is a girl who knows exactly what, and who, she wants - namely, the boy from the tree house....
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Best Audio of 2019
- By Lulu Dx on 08-24-19
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Broken Knight
- Narrated by: Savannah Peachwood, Jacob Morgan, C. J. Bloom, Christian Rummel
- Series: All Saints High, Book 2
- Length: 11 hrs and 9 mins
- Release date: 08-20-19
- Language: English
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Luna Rexroth is everyone’s favorite wallflower. Underneath the meek, tomboy exterior everyone loves (yet pities) is a girl who knows exactly what, and who, she wants - namely, the boy from the tree house....
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A Distant Shore
- A Novel
- By: Karen Kingsbury
- Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne, January LaVoy
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
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She was a child caught in a riptide in the Caribbean Sea. He was a teenager from the East Coast on vacation with his family. He dove in to save her, and that single terrifying moment changed both of their lives forever....
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Kept me interested...but I have some questions.
- By JoshandChrissy on 06-15-21
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A Distant Shore
- A Novel
- Narrated by: Kirby Heyborne, January LaVoy
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Release date: 04-27-21
- Language: English
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She was a child caught in a riptide in the Caribbean Sea. He was a teenager from the East Coast on vacation with his family. He dove in to save her, and that single terrifying moment changed both of their lives forever....
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Test Drive
- Crossroads Series, Book 3
- By: Riley Hart
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Length: 5 hrs and 53 mins
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A double shot of devastating news turns Justin's life upside down. When he learns his father has cancer, and he has siblings he never knew existed, he leaves everything behind....
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Enjoyed this book
- By Bookworm250 on 11-17-17
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Test Drive
- Crossroads Series, Book 3
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Series: Crossroads (Hart), Book 3
- Length: 5 hrs and 53 mins
- Release date: 11-08-16
- Language: English
- A double shot of devastating news turns Justin's life upside down. When he learns his father has cancer, and he has siblings he never knew existed, he leaves everything behind....
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Shorefall
- A Novel
- By: Robert Jackson Bennett
- Narrated by: Tara Sands
- Length: 19 hrs and 40 mins
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As a magical revolution remakes a city, an ancient evil is awakened in a brilliant new novel from the Hugo-nominated author of Foundryside and the Divine Cities trilogy....
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The Main Character is a whiney brat!
- By Girlymctx on 09-03-20
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Shorefall
- A Novel
- Narrated by: Tara Sands
- Series: The Founders, Book 2
- Length: 19 hrs and 40 mins
- Release date: 04-21-20
- Language: English
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As a magical revolution remakes a city, an ancient evil is awakened in a brilliant new novel from the Hugo-nominated author of Foundryside and the Divine Cities trilogy....
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When My Soul Met a Thug: A Standalone Novel
- By: Jessica N. Watkins
- Narrated by: Jakobi Diem, Lacy Laurel
- Length: 8 hrs and 39 mins
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True never guessed that life would be this hard. Being only 25 years old, she should have been being wild, reckless, and having fun, not fighting the hardest battle of her life, alongside a husband who no longer loved her....
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The story line was amazing but....
- By Crisdoll on 12-13-19
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When My Soul Met a Thug: A Standalone Novel
- Narrated by: Jakobi Diem, Lacy Laurel
- Length: 8 hrs and 39 mins
- Release date: 06-25-19
- Language: English
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True never guessed that life would be this hard. Being only 25 years old, she should have been being wild, reckless, and having fun, not fighting the hardest battle of her life, alongside a husband who no longer loved her....
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Fury
- By: Cat Porter
- Narrated by: Noelle Bridges, Aiden Snow
- Length: 21 hrs and 5 mins
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Chained in brutal darkness, they fell in love. Free in the world, they were torn apart. Empires rise, empires fall, and still, she burns in his soul....
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Light in the darkest places
- By Nicole B. on 12-27-17
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Fury
- Narrated by: Noelle Bridges, Aiden Snow
- Length: 21 hrs and 5 mins
- Release date: 12-12-17
- Language: English
- Chained in brutal darkness, they fell in love. Free in the world, they were torn apart. Empires rise, empires fall, and still, she burns in his soul....
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The Summer of Songbirds
- By: Kristy Woodson Harvey
- Narrated by: Jennifer Jill Araya, Reena Dutt, Jackie Sanders
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
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Nearly thirty years ago, June Moore bought Camp Holly Springs and turned it into a thriving summer haven for girls. But now, June is in danger of losing the place she has sacrificed everything for and begins to realize how much she has used the camp to avoid facing difficulties in her life.
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Nothing worse than awful narration …
- By emmedmac on 07-22-23
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The Summer of Songbirds
- Narrated by: Jennifer Jill Araya, Reena Dutt, Jackie Sanders
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
- Release date: 07-11-23
- Language: English
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Nearly thirty years ago, June Moore bought Camp Holly Springs and turned it into a thriving summer haven for girls. But now, June is in danger of losing the place she has sacrificed everything for and begins to realize how much she has used the camp to avoid facing difficulties in her life.
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All the Lonely People
- By: Mike Gayle
- Narrated by: Ben Onwukwe
- Length: 12 hrs and 21 mins
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In weekly phone calls to his daughter in Australia, widower Hubert Birdpaints a picture of the perfect retirement. But it's a lie. In reality, Hubert's days are all the same, dragging on without him seeing a single soul. Until he receives some good news....
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For all the lonely and not-so-lonely people
- By R. Sharma on 08-22-21
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All the Lonely People
- Narrated by: Ben Onwukwe
- Length: 12 hrs and 21 mins
- Release date: 07-13-21
- Language: English
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In weekly phone calls to his daughter in Australia, widower Hubert Birdpaints a picture of the perfect retirement. But it's a lie. In reality, Hubert's days are all the same, dragging on without him seeing a single soul. Until he receives some good news....
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Shielding Riley
- Delta Team Two, Book 5
- By: Susan Stoker
- Narrated by: Virginia Rose
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
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Porter “Oz” Reed knows as well as anyone the damage words can do. So while he’s not looking for a relationship, he has no problem standing outside his apartment looking intimidating as his sweet neighbor finally kicks her verbally abusive ex to the curb....
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5 star
- By Kindle Customer on 01-10-21
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Shielding Riley
- Delta Team Two, Book 5
- Narrated by: Virginia Rose
- Series: Delta Team Two, Book 5
- Length: 11 hrs and 8 mins
- Release date: 01-05-21
- Language: English
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Porter “Oz” Reed knows as well as anyone the damage words can do. So while he’s not looking for a relationship, he has no problem standing outside his apartment looking intimidating as his sweet neighbor finally kicks her verbally abusive ex to the curb....
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The Law of Moses
- By: Amy Harmon
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert, J. D. Jackson
- Length: 11 hrs and 29 mins
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Someone found him in a laundry basket at the Quick Wash, wrapped in a towel, a few hours old and close to death. They called him "Baby Moses" when they shared his story on the ten o'clock news....
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One of the BEST
- By The Elf in the Kitchen on 06-03-15
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The Law of Moses
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert, J. D. Jackson
- Series: The Law of Moses, Book 1
- Length: 11 hrs and 29 mins
- Release date: 05-26-15
- Language: English
- Someone found him in a laundry basket at the Quick Wash, wrapped in a towel, a few hours old and close to death. They called him "Baby Moses" when they shared his story on the ten o'clock news....
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