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Iggy Toma
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Jeffery Self
About this listen
Meeting his celebrity crush was one thing, but even Hollywood could not have written what happened next. Inspired by E.L. James’ international phenomenon, 50 Shades of Grey, Jeffery Self’s 50 Shades of Gay tells the story of a young celebrity blogger, Alex Kirby, who interviews Taylor Grayson, a superstar leading man in Hollywood blockbuster films. Grayson also happens to be a closeted gay man with a passion for BDSM. When Grayson draws the younger man into his private orbit and initiates him into his sexual world, the younger man can tell that kinky sex has shielded Grayson from having a real emotional connection with another man. But he is head-over-heels in love with the older, powerful, gorgeous man who has selected him for the pleasures of submission. Ultimately, Alex decides to experiment with the power differential between them, and see if he can break through the armor that Grayson and his layers of Hollywood handlers have imprisoned him in. Will he be able to open Grayson up to real intimacy, or will he cause Grayson to end the relationship and cut himself off yet again?
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- Reggie Duran
- 03-17-24
The Gayness
I want sequels. 😭 this was so good, I really want to hear more. I hope he does it.
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- Isiaih Graves
- 03-06-15
loved it
amazing plot and characters!! love the theme and character developments. overall really great book andawesome read.
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- Jeremy
- 10-08-19
Great story
I was hesitant about this title, concerned it may be kind of “cheesy”, not the case though. Great story, leaves you wishing there was more. Narration was great as well.
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- Michelle
- 06-26-21
Entertaining but
Iggy Toma is fantastic as always - but I had to slow it down to .9 to keep up because the dialog was so quick .
I enjoyed it and the writing is clever BUT the author needs to use less cultural references - not a page went by without a “like Julia Robert’s in ..” or “like watching Blanche ....” (examples only) .
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(This is not a criticism of slow burn .. because the sexual relationship was an inferno . It’s about 17 chapters leading up to the relationship and the book was over 4 chapters later?! what? Also I have a very difficult with believing that someone would go from being a virgin (and the book discusses WHY so there’s a reason) to all in just because the other person is ..famous ?
I couldn’t bear to read 50 shades because the writing was so bad so maybe I’m missing something as a comparison. I liked the book . It’s cute and funny and has spicy sex scenes.
Also - the author writes that Taylor “smiled the first genuine smile I’ve seen from him” twice - the second time was in the last chapter and it’s what prompted me to be so blunt in my review.
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- Jessica
- 01-22-17
Get this book
So I have never read or seen any of the original books/movie, but from what I understand they are extrem BDSM. Meaning that I cant compare them :)
I really liked this book, it was funny, sad and verry sexy. And the narraton only made it bettet. I recomend this book :3
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- Josh R.
- 12-11-22
Pretty good
It had the 50 shades feel but without being three books the story started then ended happily. I really liked it!
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- Pumpkin
- 04-09-15
Almost a parody of FSOG with a movie star.
Where does 50 Shades of Gay rank among all the audiobooks you’ve listened to so far?
I've listened to many and this one was very entertaining. The characters were well developed especially with the help of Iggy. He is an amazing narrator. I look forward to more from him.
What was one of the most memorable moments of 50 Shades of Gay?
As with most, it was the Come to Jesus moment towards the end. Out and Proud! That is what we see right now for people who are still ashamed.
What does Iggy Toma bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you just read the book?
Absolutely. I actually purchased this book because Iggy was the narrator.
If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?
When FSOG meets Hollywood's closeted homosexuals.
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- Dr Francophone
- 08-16-18
Hot gay romantic comedy about a closeted Hollywood Star
This is an excellent adaptation of the originally straight novel, Fifty Shades of Gray. The voices in the vocal performances enhance the story, which is funny, HOT, at times, and very contemporary. It’s is a great light read about the gay Hollywood scene of young guys just coming out to express and live as they truly are inside. ****
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- Rayrone Vellon
- 08-09-16
I want to be 50 Shades of Gay
This book completely took me in. It is far better than the other "50 shades" it was funny, sexy, and freaking hot. Thanks you so much!!!
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- River
- 09-13-16
more details of the ending
I would have liked a better ending it seemed rushed. maybe more of how they ended up
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