It's been a long time! Here is a new story in a new comeback episode where I share some updates, some news and express a lot of gratitude for all of your support and patience.
The story is a personal one as many of my previous stories are, but this one was a bit heavier to write and record and it is dedicated to my father.
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At the end of the story and as per usual I have shared a snippet of Melhem Barakat's song, Habbaytek wi bhebbek حَبَّيْتِك وِ بْحِبِّك (I loved you and I love you).
Vocab:
Murhaqa- مُرْهَقَة - exhausted
i5taret- إخْتَرِت - I chose
sha5S taani- شَخِص تاني - another person
7aqeeqti- حَقيقْتي - my truth
aDal- أضَل - I stay
Dalleetni- ضَلِّيتْني - I stayed
Siraa3 daa5ili- صِراع داخِلي - inner conflict
Aqbal- أقْبَل - I accept
sa3aadti- سَعادْتي - my happiness
7ikma- حِكْمَة - wisdom
nitTawwar- نِتْطَوَّر - we develop
barsom- بَرْسُم - I draw
mit2aqlima- مِتْأَقْلِمَة - adapted
umoori maashya- أُموري ماشْيَة - my affairs are going well
naadiran ma- نادِراً ما - rarely
shaashet- شاشِة - the screen of
3alaTool- عَلَطول - immediately
shu maalak- شو مالَك؟ - what’s wrong? / what’s up with you?
Maat- مات - he died
Sadda2et- صَدَّقِت- I believed
ittalla3et- إتْطَلَّعِت - I looked
3am titlij- عَم تِتْلِج - snowing
Abki- أبكي - I cry
7ajazet- حَجَزِت- I reserved/ booked
inwaddi3- إنْوَدِّع - we say goodbye/ farewell
nidfino- نِدْفِنُه - we bury him
Showfet- شوفِة - the seeing of
Juthet- جُثِّة - the corpse of
mashra7a- مَشْرَحَة - morgue
7awwaTnaah- حَوَّطْناه - we surrounded him
Bawwasnaah- بَوَّسْناه - we kissed him
Saabato- صابَتُه - it afflicted him/ it hit him
jalTa qalbiyya- جَلْطَة قَلْبِيَّة - a heart attack
btintihi- بْتِنْتِهي - it ends
el jasad- الْجَسَد - the body
5aali- خالي - empty
Faani- فاني - mortal
Wafaat- وَفاة- the passing of
ikti2aab shadeed- إكْتِئاب شَديد - severe depression
aDob- أضُب - I pack
waraay- وَراي - behind me
Tullaabi-طُلَّابي - my students
saa3adooni- ساعَدوني - helped me
mitlaa2ma- مِتْلائْمَة - compatible
7awalay- حَوَلَي - around me
Manzoori- مَنْظوري - my perception/ my outlook
3ilaaqaat- عِلاقات - relationships
ta3aamuli- تَعامُلي - my dealing
mustaqilla- مُسْتَقِلَّة - independent
min hown ou raayi7- مِن هون و رايِح - from now on
wa3di- وَعْدي - my promise
roo7- روح - soul
waja3- وَجَع- pain
furaa2o– فُراقُه - his departure
beydoom- بِيْدوم- lasts