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Worth the Pain
- My Journey from Meth to Ministry
- Narrated by: Jessica Youngblood
- Length: 4 hrs and 14 mins
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Publisher's summary
If you're going to have a life worth living, you're going to have to walk through some pain....
I made this audiobook for you, the hopeless one in a hotel room who wants to end your life. I made this for you, the drug addict who wants to give up because you can't overcome the addictions. I made this for you, the one who thinks the world is out to get you because of the life you were handed.
Rejection, addiction, emptiness, brokenness, and hopelessness can destroy our lives. I know this because I was broken beyond hope, but today I am victorious!
This is my journey from meth to ministry. If God can transform a life like mine, he can do it for you no matter what your story is. You just have to surrender. You have to choose to trust in the midst of the pain.
I am crazy enough to believe that by you listening to this book, God can grab ahold of your heart and remind you that you are loved, valued, and believed in. I believe you will start to see God has a plan and your story isn't over. It is just about to start.
If he did it for me, he can do it for you. It is my prayer that one day you, too, will be able to say, "It is worth the pain."
And I promise, the life God has for you, it is worth the pain.
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Great story but perhaps someone else should of read it. the author couldn't read very well. powerful story though
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This book gave me the strength to break a cycle and I am forever grateful.
This book is so amazing. I’m so thankful that I took the time to read every single word. Thank you so much Jessica for pouring out your heart into this book. You can feel it on every single page. I listened to it as I drove through Kirby and as the hair stood up on my neck I knew that this book would change my life forever....And son did it ever.
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